Miss Sunshine Says

Whoops! Finally I have the "ohm" to update about my third semester in The One Academy. Hehe.. So, what's about this short semester? Here we go.

Just realized I have not been updating my blog for quite some time. I have been going through tough days as finals are all around. When I could hold my pen and cut off the subjects that are finally over, it is weird that I actually felt very heavy. Especially subject like Culture and Society in Malaysia. My lecturer, Marion can said to be a superwoman who made me realized how "non-Malaysian" I am as I know nothing about this country. She forces all her student to think in-depth, not just the surface. Her words just seem to be my mantra of life throughout this semester. ( I don't know about what will happen on the coming semesters) Today was the last day of her lecture. I bet she will remain as the best memory in my college life.

College has started for two weeks.

Finally, Year 1 Sem 2 has come to an end. Let me warn you guys first. This post is gonna be really long....

So.. Let's start from the very beginning. My semester 2 started in a horrible way which I don't wanna mention about it again. After the bad incident, I had changed. My mindset totally changed. First of all, I have to thank Liang a lot. I am quite sure I didn't force myself to change for this time. The change happened so naturally. As I mixed with him so often, my mind was influenced by his simple mindset. He is so simple and yet so intelligent! He never failed to impress me no matter in the matter of friendship or work. When I was down, he always seemed to be the one realizing my pain and my sadness. He could see through me. And I could see through him as well. I think he is really one of the best God's gift ever in my life. Even on the last day of this semester, he is the only one who gave me a farewell gift. So touched! ~~ I hope things will not change even though we enter different majors in the coming semester..

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I feel so SUAY!!!

WTH!!!

My lappie's wireless system is not functioning!!! I can't connect to any wireless network right now with my lappie. OMG!!! Holiday is just about to start. And there goes my lappie, merajuk kat sini.. I also merajuk edi la.. T___T

Since Monday, the History of Art and Design presentation,..... I feel so EMO~~~ I was terribly sick on that day. High fever. The heat almost burned my brain. Thanks to God that I didn't go mentally retarded after that fever. The presentation... was a weak one. That's the comment I can give to myself. It was really not the kind of thing that I am supposed to do. I used to be analytical, critical and spontaneous. I was not myself at all on that day!!

Tuesday was the submission of my packaging design. I have actually done everything on the night before. But, I woke up late on that day. When I was on the way to the KTM station, I accidentally stepped on my packaging design which made my packaging design kemek! Oh no~~ == I was thinking whether I should print a new one and fold it again since the printing+material cost AINT cheap. Can't help to be a perfectionist. I still end up printing a new one out and fold the packaging again. As I have to redo the things all over again, it definitely took some time. The time of submission was 10-10.30. I submitted it on 10.30 and past a few seconds. My lecturer feared me by saying that 10% of my marks will be deducted as I was a few seconds late. WTH! ==.. I ignored him. But from what I heard from my friend, I wasn't in the list of the people who have their marks deducted. Phewh~~

Wednesday was the presentation of my English Language Communication Skills. My lecturer asked me to create a print ad instead of a storyboard the day before. And as expected, I will be the one doing. I was tired. I was sick. Yet, I STILL HAVE TO STAY UP LATE TO COMPLETE IT. I knew it. Last minute work definitely will sucks! Sucks to the max. And yeah.. Really sucks. The whole presentation sucks. Congrats to myself. I reached home at almost nine that day. When I was about to open my laptop to start completing the report for LCS and the research compilation for letterform design, I just realized I left my laptop's charger in Liang's house. And, my laptop's battery only left 1%. OMG!! When I saw my laptop's screen slowly faded black, I couldn't help but to burst into tears. Why!!! How can this happened to me? All my important files are inside. What should I do? In fact, I really couldn't do anything. No one can help me. I am standing alone. Fine. When I wanted to do my nude practice for figure studies, I also realized my sketch book was with Liang also. ==... FINE!!! FINE!! FINE!!! Who can I blame? Blame myself la!!!

Today was the submission of the LCS report and letterform design research compilation. I also had figure studies exam at 2.00pm. As I couldn't use my laptop the night before, I couldn't print my report using my own printer. I have no choice but to print in the printing shop. WTH! Printing 14 pages black and white and 4 coloured cost me RM14.70!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!! I just can't feeling restless and angry of myself. PEK CHEK!!! At 1.50pm, I walked to Block I to hand in my report. When I wanted to hand in my report, I just realized, the report WAS NOT WITH ME! How can that be? Have I submitted it together with my letterform design research compilation? NOOOO~~~ I RAN all the way to main block's student lounge to check if I have left it there. NOT THERE! I checked amongst the research compilations. NOT THERE! OMG OMG OMG~~~ Where was it?? Then, I called Soon Lim. For goodness sake, the report was with him. Goodness!! I rushed towards Block M. Thanks to Soon Lim who walked to Station One. At least, I don't have to run to Block M. I looked at the clock. OMG! 2 o clock edi. I ran to Block I, passed the report to my lecturer's student and ran to Block M. Carrying a 5kg bag, running on the street.... Imagine that. The feeling really sucks to the max! After I reached Block M, I have to climb to the highest floor of the block which is the 3rd floor. WITH THAT BAG! Wah lao!!!! I was late for class. When I settle myself down, my sweat dripped like it was raining. ==!!! Okay. Anyhow, the exam was okay. Not that bad actually.

*sigh*

Actually, I have more to say.

I have lotsa regrets. I am disappointed of myself. I know I can do better. I am still in my comfort zone. I am still NOT creative enough to be a good future designer. I am so WEAK! Comparing my standard with some other outstanding students who are in the same batch as mine, I feel so ashamed of my work. Theirs was really AWESOME. Mine was... ==!!

Aihz.. Will share more about my feelings in the coming post where I will conclude my semester 2 officially.

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仍然脱离不了时好时坏~

But, it's okay I guess. 我，身为再普通不过的人(废话)一定会有失手的时候。

以前，一失手就会有种跌入地狱的感觉。想哭，沮丧!

现在，ok 啦。在学习的过程中不可能有百分百的成功。反正，try一下新的东西也ok。没try过又怎么会知道work不work。就算成果并没有达到最好的效果，至少，我自己知道，我已努力过。而且，也领悟到那一招到底work不work了了。所以，以后就不会在犯下同样的错咯! ^^

我没有在自我安慰啦。说真的啦。。来了THE ONE。获益匪浅! 心理变化也极大~ 回头一看，原来自己变了这么多。以前的我真的太肤浅了。现在，也不算好到那里去。哈哈~At least,我还蛮满意现在的progress啦。

时好时坏，也不见得是一件坏事吧。习惯了就不会那么害怕成功的天堂与失败的地狱~

It was a big day for me. Nah.. It's not my birthday. It's that I was to do a presentation on an ad for my Language Communication Skill.

Let's talk about the whole process of preparation for this presentation. First of all, we already fixed our customer as KTMB. Then, we moved on to doing surveys. REAL surveys. Then, we thought of the problems and solutions together. Somehow, we were stuck when it comes to thinking of how to create an ad that could create a great impact on our target audience. Well, gratefully, we managed to combine two different ideas which Liang and I thought of together. I have to really thank Miss Pinky for giving us so many great suggestions. Without her, my group might end up in the wrong path. Since we decided to use the storytelling way (where we gonna present our ad in a comic way), the drawing and painting are the ones that are so gonna eat up lotsa time. The painting are only done by today, 3 in the morning. I woke up with my eyes opening, but brain sleeping to receive the file from my team mate. I didn't have the strength to do the photoshop work. Therefore, I ended up sleeping. Thanks to myself. I rushed like mad in the morning to complete the unfinished work.
Liang had really made a good job drawing and painting it. It's rather draft but the concept is clearly presented. I love the slogan as well (coz I thought of it de la.. XD) So damn lan si! ><

♥It's hard to keep the happiness that I am feeling to myself. Don't mind me sharing to you guys here. I am not showing off okay. But, I am serious happy with the outcome and the marks that we get in return. If some of you notice my facebook status weeks back, I wrote there, "Damn pissed!! Hard work does not equivalent to successful outcome!! WHYYYY..." I really feel so restless about the hard work that I am consistent contributing. BUTTTT...... Today, I can sense the hope once again. Successful outcome really requires lotsa hard work! Though there were days that I got really stressed up, worried, and pissed, all these seems to be nothing big deal when the overall outcome turned out to be so wonderful. [^-^]V

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Okay. Let's get out of the topic. I don't really like this kind of feeling, when I start to really dislike someone. This is bad. It's really bad to have a bad perception on others. But, there is just this particular person that I used to really like, but I started to dislike little by little. I could sense that xx has no one in xx's eyes. All xx thought of is the benefit! I think it's a selfish act! Really selfish. It really unfair for the others as well. Maybe others can't see thru your eyes. But some of us have seen your selfish side. Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas lorh. No need to mention out who you are. Yes, you are fast, you are efficient. But, have you even thought at the others' side. You take the good eggs, and left the rotten eggs for the others just for the sake of cooking a good dish. So, you are happy to see the others dealing in difficulties with the rotten eggs? I just feel that, everyone should know how to balance up everything. No point you take the best eggs(which you think they are the best) now. You are definitely not going to deal with good eggs in the future. You are so gonna work in an environment of both active and passive people. Why not learning how to deal with those passive ones(which you think they are) when you are in the college? Are you really that afraid of the harsh road? =.= I thought I am kiasu. But, now, I think you are kiasu-er than me. I lost. XD
(Sorry for using xx and eggs as the comparison. I couldn't think of anything else)

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Next I would like to talk about friendships. Really disappointing. Although I have nothing to do with it, but as an outsider, I just don't like it when I heard of it. Where is the tolerance? Where is the faith? Damn. Do you guys know what I care most? I don't really bother what outsiders criticize me. I might just take it as a critic, but I won't feel so damn hurt. But, when it comes to close friends, conducting an act to abandon me and criticize me, this sucks! Really sucks! Stop judging your best friend okay. Try to think, if you were him/her, what you will feel. Harsh words are crime okay!!

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BTW, today is my lame friend, Tzu Zing's birthday. Lalala~~ I know it's your birthday today ah.. But please don't eat too much k. You still got a bet with me! XD!!

Buddies!!

En.. K larh.. I think that's all for today. Wishing for a great day tomorrow. MEATBALLLLLLL, I AM COMING~~~~

我真的真的很想呐喊。

我想我绝对有权力这么做吧。

今晚整9.30pm才到KTM站搭火车。 火车9.50pm才到。寂寞的时刻难免会让我反思回今天所发生的点点滴滴。

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我用一整晚努力寻找灵感，看别人怎么画东西。。 用心的画。。画。。画。。。
人家却只用2小时的时间把我用5小时的东西给画出来。不止如此。人家还被老师大赞!!
相信这个世界就是有所谓"不公平"这件事。所以，我还是别耿耿于怀吧。。。

还有还有。。为什么我得为你们的不负责任给负起责任?我活着的原因是为你们服务的吗? 为什么要搞到我根本没有休息余地? 你们没说一定要我做。但是，你们的表情已经让我觉得就算推给你们做，你们也根本达不到应有的quality! 开会是开爽的吗? 很KNS咧!! 再惹我不爽的话，小心我当场翻桌!

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我很懦弱! 我根本经不起这些考验! Assignment一直达不到自己的要求! 没有成就感的心情。。。 沮丧!

How should I conclude my week huh~~

After all, there were many many unlucky incidents that took place.
=( Not a satisfying History of Art and Design project
=( Not satisfied with Design II's marks
=( Totally had my mind blank out when I saw my Figure II's marks
=(Not satisfied with my Letterform's mind tuning's marks.
=( Lost the sense of painting today. =.= Apa jadi ni??
=( Had 30-40 mins wait for the KTM for twice in this week.
=( Extremely unmotivated+lazy

But but but,.... in spite of those unhappy things, there were some happy ones to balance up the overall.
=) There was someone who helped me out in something that I am weak of.
=) When I was so down, there was someone who called me over and over again to make sure I did not commit suicide!! XD.. Thanks a lot. I really feel so touched. It had been quite some time I feel being so concerned by my friend. Thanks for being such a great friend.
=) Audrey's message that came out of my surprise duh! Her lovely message arrived when I was so damn stressed! I couldn't help but to smile at the sms. ^^ Love ya gal~~
=) Went a little bit crazy in MSN with Linda. ==..Sometimes, I really wish she can be less lame. Haha!!
=) Many projects were approved without much obstacles. Design's maximalism, computer graphic's final, letterform's final~~ Yay!!
=) Actually, it was a great day today. ^^ Can't explain why. Maybe it's because of you. Maybe it's because of all of you. Maybe it's because of I myself.
//////// I think I seriously have started to forget someone. I consider that as a good news. Yeah.. I believe that he is just a passer-by in my life. I am wishing for right one to arrive. Cheers~~ ///////

Lalala~~ I am still in love with myself. =(^o^)=

Ngyehhh~~~

Miss Sunshine~~

I can't stop smiling when I think of you~~

It was my first presentation for English Language and Communication skill. If you have read my previous post, you most probably know what I am presenting on. Well, we were assigned to do a TV commercial. My team chose to do a TV commercial which is representing an association named Pengasih. Pengasih is an association which provides rehabilitation and treatment for those who are suffering from drug addiction. So, we made a TV commercial which the objective to convince the family members and friends for not rejecting their family members or friends who become a drug addict. Instead, they should try to bring back to a right pathway such as bringing them to the rehabilitation center. Overall, our act was well done. The good thing is that our acting was rather impressing. The sad thing is that the ending was not very convincing. *sigh* Actually, our first plan is to make the ending where the drug addict is finally in the rehab center with his family and friends supporting him. But, I changed the plan today. I changed the ending to the drug addict finally became a successful person. Sigh. It was the biggest mistake! I shouldn't have changed it. ==.. As after we finished the TV commercial, Miss Pinky(my lecturer) suggested us that our ending should be the drug addict ended up in the rehab center. Awww... But I told her that that was our first plan. Well, never mind. What's done is done. We all know that we have put lotsa effort in doing the rehearsal and preparations. So, there should be no regret. ^^

I'm looking forward for a better performance in the coming presentation. ^..^

And,... I guess I am really in love with advertising course. =D

It was such a hectic week. Holiday=more assignments? Yeah. So true. Somehow, I can conclude that this week was such a productive one.

On Tuesday, I went to KLCC's Page One to do research on packaging design and paper relief. Unexpectedly, I found many designs that inspire me lots lots. I took lotsa pictures of the books' contents as well. (I know I shouldn't do so. But, I just can't afford to buy them all) I am not stealing their ideas. But, those ideas are way too inspiring to me. ^^. I have to thank myself for taking those photos as yesterday, I was "suddenly" inspired by one of the graphic design that I took on that day. Haha. And finally, I got the idea to do my paper relief assignment. Pictures will be uploaded soon. After looking at books for a few hours, my friends finally decided to go for lunch. (It was already 3 in the afternoon.. @@) Lunch in Chili's. @@.. Spent RM30 on a lunch! I swear I will never do this again. I don't wanna end up eating grass in future. Haha~~

After my outing with friends, I went and had my dinner with my cousins who were back from Aussie. OMG~ They are freaking passionate. Haha~ The dinner was really grand. @@. Gawsh! I am so gonna put on weight!!!

Then, for my English Language subject, my group was assigned to perform a TV commercial to promote or bring out message to the audience. We were only given 5 days time to prepare everything. So, the schedule was really packed. The act is on Monday!! OMG~ I am not fully prepared yet. Probably gonna practice more on my script tomorrow. Hope that everything will flow well.

Figure Studies II is getting more and more fun. More fun= more challenging. Aside from feeling excited of learning new stuff, I also feel worried. I am worried that I might not be able to catch up. Well, I always had my mind messed up when I learn new things. I need time to take control of nerve. Haha~

That's all I wanna update about my weekly progress. Haha.. So, now's time to write about feelings. Regarding the previous post, well, I was just a bit over emotional at that time. Don't even bother about it. Lol. I am okay now. No more anger. ^^ As sunshine as always. Haha~ I could hardly remember when my tragic week was. Looks like I am forgetting that incident bit by bit. Somehow, it is still a sore memory to me. I just need to keep myself in the hectic mode in order to get rid of the "noisy" sadness. I bet I don't have time to be sad over my valueless love. So, JJ, CHIONG AHHHH~~~

Assignments~~ I am coming.... Don't run away~~~~

=D

I have been very patient all these times. But, it serious drives me crazy when parents are doing all these repetitively.

So you think it's so that easy to accomplish the assignments? You think I really wanna stick my ass on the chair to draw my figure drawing from morning till midnight? You think I don't want a break? You, who don't even bother to give me any support(except for financial support), why even bother to care about what I am doing. Just let me do what I want okay. I am not committing crime. I am just doing my assignments!!! Just because I am so busy over my assignments and that's why I offended you. So STUPID! Nag nag nag~~~ From the second I wake up, you scold me. When I am eating breakfast, you scold me. When I am playing Facebook, you scold me. When I am doing research, you scold me. When I am thinking of how I should start my report, you scold me. Hey, can you even stop scolding? Everytime also scold the same thing. Why you never wash your toilet? Why you never mop the floor? Why you wanna go to bookstore? Why do you need to read the books? Why do you have to take photos? Why do you have to draw figure? I feel so irritated to see you drawing and drawing. Why is there so many things to draw? HEY! C'MON LA! If I don't draw, what am I supposed to do? Eat and sleep, eat and sleep? People doing research there. Trying hard to understand the damn kao deep english which looked more like UFO language. Here you came, nagging, nagging and nagging. Showing me this and that. Throwing all my brushes on the floor. DAMNNNNN!!!! So you are expecting people to respect you when you show arrogance to people? Dream! What do you want from me? Be your slave? Help you to do housework at home everyday? PFFFTTTHHHHH~~~~ I have my own life okay! Not that I disobey you by going home late, overspending money on fashion, committing crime, playing a fool in college or so on so forth. Things that you said that make sense, I have obeyed them all. But things that don't make sense, c'mon.. You will see me obeying it in your dream okay. I will not let a control maniac to control my life. Never!

Hey yo! Finally I got all my results by yesterday.

Design1:A
Figure Studies:A-
Drawing1:B
Computer Graphic:B+
Malaysian Studies:A-
History of Art and Design:A-
English Language & Communication Skills: B-
Finished Art: A

5As(including A-). Not so bad I guess?

Move on to my first day of Semester 2.
First classmate I met-Chris.
First class, my favourite subject-DESIGN 2.
First lecturer that I met- Reis(Super charming lecturer).
First thing I wrote when I got my pencil-Lecturers' names.Reis & I-Ching.
First impression of Design 2-OMG!
First assignment-150words-long-essay+pictures on Decorative Art vs Form Follows Function. @_@
First dessert in Semester 2- Honeymoon's mango dessert
First lunch in Semester 2- Pizzas in Pizza Hut
First "guai lou" lecturer-Gabriel (Eh.. Why is he so handsome? Attracting and distracting the girls~


The statements above are a bit of my laziness to talk much about yesterday. Wahaha~ Anyway, it was a great starting even though I start to feel the pressure in the atmosphere. The starting is always quite a surprise, isn't it? Uhm.. I believe I can cope with all these pressure as time passes by. Go with the flow babe~

Finally, I think it's time to compile things that had happened throughout my Year 1 Sem 1 in TOA.

Today's Pop up final result:

The first "almost B+" for Figure Drawing 1.


My Nicole. I love her so much!

The first time getting a "GOOD" with a star! OMG! Happy ler!

Wahaha.. This the comment that my sir gave for another figure drawing. Found it so funny.

Translation: Don't draw the teeth line. Because, when you see it from far, the teeth looks like decayed tooth.

OMG! Need to say until like this merhh... XD!

Before writing anything regarding my post title, let me wish Kin Lek a very happy birthday first! 生日快乐喔!!!

I woke up a bit late today as I thought somehow I would manage to finish my 180º pop up. Unexpectedly, I couldn't manage to finish it by 11.30am. I still have to leave to take KTM to college. Reached Sunway Pyramid at 12.45pm. I had to go to Popular Bookstore to get something for Simon. Then, I rushed to The One Academy's student lounge to complete my pop up final. Fish cake, Soon Lim and others were there as well. When it was about 2, we were all worried as we hadn't gotten anything for Kin Lek yet. Since we had no time to get present for him, we suggested to go and get a cake for him. But it was already TWO! Class starts at 2. Hm.. But I was thinking, since it was for the birthday boy, I didn't mind running to Sunway Pyramid to get him a birthday cake. And so, I ran all the way to Bread Story( lower ground floor of Sunway Pyramid) to buy a birthday cake. Then, headed to Giant to buy serviettes and forks. Ran to KK to get lighter. (Full preparation) Then, ran up to The One Academy again with sweats. Well, I didn't ask for anyone to thank me for doing so. I was doing it on my own will. When I entered the classroom, Reis(my lecturer) wasn't there yet. Phewh! I took a deep breath and rested. Then, YS nudged me and asked me about Kin Lek's birthday celebration plan. I told her I ran and got his a cake from Bread Story. She gave me a stunned look. I have to say I was shocked of her response. Anyway, she didn't stun because I went and got a cake. She was stun as she already had another plan for Kin Lek's birthday. =.=" So, I was the blur one who didn't know what's going on. The situation became so embarrassing that I didn't know what else to say. Anyway, we still manage to celebrate Kin Lek's birthday, with the cake as well.

A sudden black-out!

This is the birthday boy-Kin Lek AKA Monitor. He loves to "pan cute..."

Seng mok(smart) lecturer, Reis watching Kin Lek..

Soon Lim in action!

Dead Soon Lim.. XD!!

The killer look

Rabbit look! XD!

Whoa.. Soon Lim so bling merh??

Fie fie and JJ!

Little girl

Eat also got style wan.. =.="

Yucky? lol.. It's yummy!

******After dinner, went back to main block. Wei Ting and I wanted to go to the library at first. But we saw our pitiful president working alone in the exhibition corridor. So, we decided to help him. Soon, there were more people from Cd0905-2 came to help us. =D

Busy busy~~

So itchy hand that I went and broke the hand that I made that day.. It's made of clay.

Evil us. Went and potong the finger.

Whoa! Scold bad words la now?? XD!

Artist of the Month? HAHA!

Wei Ting oh!

Hungry president with his "loh mai gai".. Haha!













The interesting part is here:>

I think he realized I was taking his picture.. Wahahaha...Reis looks like "flower boy" today ler. Btw, he was wearing his high school uniform. Wahhh.... *faint*

So adorable ler...

=D

**Thanks to Fish Cake, Wei Ting, So Lame, Dee Lun, Sunny, Chris and Kar Fai who cheered me up! =)

以前的我，看到雨天的时候总是会微笑的说，"下雨了!好爽喔!"

现在的我，看到雨天的时候只会觉得周身不自在。我也不知道为什么啦。可能是因为我病了吧。讲起为什么病情会恶化，我还真的是活该啦。谁叫我这么"早"睡呢。昨天竟然整四点才睡叻!劲暴到。。。

带病进考场的我也不见得会考到多好啦。死人英文竟然会问起这么没有sense的问题。看了都显掉了。看见Chee Han给我 "我不会做"的眼神。看见Wei Ting给我 "真的很难做叻"的表情。 Oh no! 这个烂考卷! 恨不得把它撕成碎片啊!!!!

考完试后，我们就跟着计划走咯。Let's go to J6! 差点就把Chee Han给吓坏了。饼妹把他啦上去J6后，就把他锁在门外，不让他进去。之后，一心又用手遮住Chee Han的眼睛。(超级暴力!) 搞得Chee Han不知怎样才好。到最后，Soon Lim代替一心，用他超大的手掌盖着Chee Han的眼睛。数 "一，二，三"! Soon Lim也就拿走他的手了。 大家一起为我们的寿星唱生日歌! 搞到华语，英语和广东version都唱完了。 =.=" 不久后，Chee Han被 我们班的几位"猛汉"举起! 哎哟! 好可怜! XD!

Birthday Boy-Chee Han

很Happy的我们。少了一个Chris。