Miss Sunshine Says

Got people waiting for me to cry leh! Lol. Sorry lah~ I am not so easily to be broken down de. You think I am feeling uncomfortable now? Wah... So childish meh? Challenge me somemore ah? I damn suka to play challenge wan lor~ The more you want me to feel sad, the happier I will be de.

And I will not defend myself also. Cos people who knows me well, they will know who I am. It takes time to understand a person. I believe, as time passes by, you will feel I am somehow a not bad person. ^^

Time is the best proof now. Wait n see lah~~

*wink*

LOL!!!

I welcomed my day with a big big smile today. And I got many many smiles back today. Rawr~~

Things ain't that bad after all right? Uh Oh~~ I forgot that I am Miss Sunshine larh~ Always smiling even though there are many obstacles targeting me all the time.

^^

I love how it is now. Triumph and Disaster equally arrived in my life. And you think I will be afraid of Disaster? Nahh~~ Continue to try to break me down. I will prove to you how strong I can be.

No matter what happens, I am still myself. Will still be the same kiasu girl. Will still be the same kpc girl. Will still be so straight forward about my feelings. Oh ya. Speaking about feelings. I dare to voice out what I feel. Why bother whether it is right or wrong? I am after all just human. At least a truthful human-being. Much better than actors. ^^

Yes I may be unlucky at most time in my life.

But gratefully, at the same time, I am always having some luck with me.

Besides those lucks, there are always some people who are by my side. I know I will always have a shoulder to cry on. I know I will always have a corner to hide at. I know I will always have people who truly understands me(not perfectly, but at least quite).

All I could say is, I am so unlucky, yet so lucky.

=D

Thanks to YSian for the lollipop. Thanks to Liang for the chocolate filling mint candy. And thanks to my baby for the Strepsils. Awhh~~ Everyone is giving sweets today. Ima so hapi now~~ ^^

I cant!

It's not that I never separate the jobs. I did! But, all I get back was disappointment.

Dear friends, I truly wanna let you guys know, I AM DAMN BLOODY KIASU. Everything that I do, I put full input in order to get full output. I wanna get good results. I bet you guys want it too. All I need you all to do is just help me to refine and enhance it. But,... sigh~ I was kinda stunned with disappointment at that moment. And you guys felt that I have over reacted over a small matter. To me, it is really not small at all. Every single detail means many things. Every stroke are drawn for a reason. You might think that, "Owh common. It is just a small mistake. You can just bla bla bla..." So sorry but to say, you can't bring this kind of mindset to the society. A small mistake can lead to many many big mistakes. If we are so used to making mistakes and don't even bother to correct it, we will always be failure.

I am doing it now, for the sake of you guys. I hope you guys really can understand how I feel. It wasnt an easy way for me to get into this college. I fought for it. I have no choice but to do extremely well consistently. Hope you guys will put more effort in the coming projects or assignments. Standing alone in a group is tiring and most importantly, pathetic.

I really hope I could.

But no one will understand my language.

No one will understand.

No one.

Except for kawan baik.

Thanks lots.

与其说我们的关系很密切，倒不如说我们很重视对方。"重视"是朋友与朋友之间好或坏的重要点。因为，重视对方，所以才会顾忌到对方的感受。有些人可以每天跟你哈哈大笑，相处愉快，但，那并不代表他/她很重视你。所以，被某个朋友重视的时候，除了感动还是感动。 我，因为一位好朋友，而感到非常感动。

有一天，你问我，"你把我当成good friend还是best friend?"我豪爽地回答，"好到要死的朋友。"因为，你是第一个让我感动的朋友。第一个，也是唯一一个。 说到死，。。。如果你死，就算我没有陪你去死，我还是会哭得要生要死。因为没有你，我的生命里就得少了一份感动~ 所以，请你没事别跑去死好吗?? ==

机会，每个人都有。可是，有些人活在一个有许多许多机会的环境下。所以，错过了，没关系。再来一次就好了。可我，机会只有一次。我的人生无take two。只要一错过，或是犯了错，抱歉~~ 我已没有回头路了。也因此，我如此珍惜着每个机会。

比一般人更努力，除了好胜心强，其实，我也只不过比别人更加珍惜的超难得的机会。选择去the one读书，是我的选择，而不是我家人的选择。他们一心要我读一些"比较能赚到钱的东西"。屁啦!我的梦想才不是当个有钱人。争执了许久才得到去the one读设计的机会。所以，不能玩玩!要不然，就会被看死，会失去家人的信任。而且家人还说明，读得好不好，后果自负。别想读了几个月就想跑人。(我才不会咧!我超爱画画的!)

我并不能像有些人，读了一下，觉得不适合，就像放弃。这样，我一辈子也没有再来的机会了。 *rawr~~*

说了酱多，其实，我也只是昨天很不小心的领悟到一些事情。

原来，我超级珍惜读书的每一分，每一秒。管他什么能赚很多，很多，无限多的钱的东西!我现在只想好好念好设计。将来当个不错的设计师。到时候，我不只是个会赚钱的人。我将会是又有钱，又有能力，又有名气，又有智慧，再加上又超级热爱自己的工作的万能设计师!(眩到爆灯)

钱哦~ 还是九把刀的经典一句-慢慢来，比较快~

先好好读书。将来赚个稳定钱! (是稳定的摇钱树哦。。)笑到你眼睛眯成一条线，牙齿发光发亮，鱼尾纹都跑出来为止!

写完了。感觉超爽!!

=D

把我给弄哭了~

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Let me promote the advantage of being a kiasu here.

1. You will be extremely hardworking, which means you can do your work faster, and therefore you can have more time to do other better stuff or relax.

2.As you will definitely have more free time because you do your work faster, and therefore you have more time to think whether if the things you did previously are good enough or not. If not good enough, you can still take your own sweet time to refine it. No rush at all.

3. Being a kiasu, you will never let yourself be in the low or the ok-lah category. OK-LAH is nothing. Really nothing. Worst than nothing. Cos no one will even remember that nothing. And so, you will work hard until you get that bloody high marks. (And the moment you saw the result, *blink* Admit that you are happy with the marks lah! Who don't like to be better than the others?)

4. You will never ever regret that you have wasted too much time. Taking time to regret and being sad are another waste of time. So if you are a kiasu, you really can cut down much much time.

5. You will never bother so much about other "lap-lap-chap-chap" problems that make you emo, moody, sien diao or whatever. Cos you know you should use those "lap-lap-chap-chap" time to do something better like.... reading books, surfing the net (not FB lah!), sketching, or chatting (msn chatting is good! MSN chat inspires people mind~)

6. What else? I will update if I got more to add-on.

The conclusion is,...

being kiasu is healthy,................. if you keep it moderate.

I want more!

I want more!

I want more and more and more and more!

;P

you are overspending at the wrong time. ==

How am I feeling...

Aiya.. Same old feeling I guess. The spirit sudah balik a little. Not so lazy anymore. Back to the super kiasu JJ. ==

I wanna do well in Computer Graphic Design 3 because I love publication.

I wanna do well in Figure 3 because I wanna be pro in life drawing

I wanna do well in Visual Communication because that's the reason I wanna be a graphic designer.

I wanna do well in Language Communication Skills 3 because I love drama! I love to act. I used to be the "behind people" in Drama Club last time. Now, I wanna be the actress!!! Wee~~

I wanna do well in Perspective because I feel bangga if I get to draw those stupid complicated lines well. LOL!

And lastly..

I wanna do well in Culture and Society in Malaysia because

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~

Deng deng!! Finally I have time to write about this movie- Slumdog Millionaire that I got to watch few days back. (FINALLY!!) == It is a 2008 Year production and I am only watching in now. My friends "shot" me, "WHY YOU SO OUTDATED WAN..." Duh~~ At least I got to watch it already rite. Not that you watch earlier than me, and so you are smarter than me rite? =.="

Hm.. It is really really hard to write a movie review for this movie. As... It is shooouuuu complicated! Shouuuuuu complicated but shouuuuuuuu intriguing! Fuhh!! The producer and the writer must be genius lah! How can they make a damn-kao-boring story into such a great one? C'mon lah! Think of it. If I were to tell you, a poor boy, joined a "Who wants to be a millionaire" TV Show. Then, he won 20 millions and became a millionaire. I bet you will be.. " Walao! No better story to tell ah?"

There are so many scenes that I love. So, let me just list out some parts.

1. The starting of the movie

Suspense!! Yes! That's the thing! Yorr... I have already started to wander what the story will be like. I can't stop guessing. Most of my guesses are wrong though. Cos, the plot are not expectable except for the ending. I knew he will be with Latika okay!

2. Shit

The young Jamal was actually shitting when Amitabh Bachan went to his village. Well, back to those time, there is no jamban for you to sit on to shit. You only have a hole, and your shit will goes down to a big big hole thru a small hole. Back to the story. He was so excited that Amitabh was here that he wanted to get his autograph so badly! BUT, his bad bad brother locked him in the toilet. As he is truly obsessed with the artist Amitabh, he decided to jump into the shit hole in order to get out from that little cabin for toilet. He ran all the way from the toilet to Amitabh with shits all over his body. As he stinks like hell, nobody dares to touch him. Easy pissily he got Amitabh's autograph. And... He shouted happily!!! Rawr~~~ He is damn bloody cute lah!! (whether with/without shit all over him) ^^ Such a memorable scene that I can never forget.. Haha!

3. Digging the eyes

Urgh! This scene is so UEKKK!! I nearly puked like what Salim did! Yucks! The scene is very real man!!

UEK!!

UEK!!

UEK!!

So disgusted.....

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These are the three scenes that I remember most lah.. If any of you haven't watched it, do watch it k! Coz it is not just a good movie. It is SUPERB!

Sepet is a 2004 movie. And I am only watching it in 2010. Malu!! It is such a great movie. I mean... SO GREAT that how could it be possible for me watching it 6 years after the movie was screened? Damn myself!

I really love this movie of Yasmin Ahmad's. It is so touching and what's most important is that the movie reflects the reality. Not like many other movies where stories are exaggerated to make them look more intriguing. Hey, the truth is the most intriguing things okay! The movie brought out a very straight forward message and opinion in such a way that it didn't sound offensive at all to me(at least). Every lil part of the movie brings out clear message! How awesome is that!!

Wee~~~ I used to wonder how Avatar could be done. Now, I will start to wonder how Yasmin Ahmad could actually do Sepet in such..... unique way. So unique. Bloody unique!

By the way, my first lesson for this semester was Culture & Society in Malaysia. Well, this subject is a very subjective ones. Too subjective that we are not even informed of the date of exam. It could just happen any week! == That lecturer is such a devil. She herself admitted that she is a devil. An intelligent one of course. Oh gawd~ I could already picture some of the worsts that might happen in the coming classes. Hopefully I wouldn't be surprise if those imaginations turn to be a reality. Pff~ Anyway, she is really really intelligent or I should say, very experienced? She seems to know a lot of things, including mind reading. I guess my intelligence is only 1% of hers. Dammit! Memang katak di bawa

h tempurung lah saya!!

Today's lesson was drama class. Wuhoo~ My lecturer is Gary. He looks nice. And he is really nice! Haha! Anyway, this subject is really fun. We get to do unusual things like extreme expressions and of course, actings! Whao! Definitely a very look-forward subject!!

Oh ya.Today I went to Popular when I was on the way to bus stop. And I realized that I hadn't been reading in the whole Semester 2 (excluding the notes and text books). This is like so O-M-G! Shit lah! No wonder my English sounds so broken these days. Well, being so O-M-G-ed of myself, I told myself that I must get a book to r

ead today!! Yes, TODAY!!! The first book that I saw was Yasmin Ahmad's Films which was placed right at the rack which could be seen easily from the entrance. As an advertising student, Yasmin Ahmad's name shouldn't be unfamiliar to me! Her name is mentioned for the past two days of my semester 3. To be frank, I hasn't watched any of her films. I felt damn malu lah actually. Movies like Sepet, Gubra and Mukhsin have been hot topics for such a long period, especially Sepet. And, so malu, but I have to admit, I haven't watched it yet! OH MY GOD! Okay fine! Buy the book saje lah! It is kinda fresh read

ing the book which introduces about Yasmin Ahmad's movies as I don't know anything about the movie. Lol! So far, I could only imagine the movie. Not a bad thing though. It keeps me suspend on what the movies are actually like. Well, kinda seeking for the movie-Sepet now. Youtube has a damn kao low quality ones. Anyone has the ori disc?

Btw, the weather is f HOT today! I guess it reached 35 degrees. It nearly lit a fire on my nerves man! Grr... Rain rain.. Please come back. T_________T

P-Ka-Boo!

=2010=

At first, I thought my birthday would be just like any other day.

Wake up, eat, sleep.

But, ................................... story always sounds better when there is a twist at the climax, isn't it?

Yep~ When I almost fell asleep in from of my laptop screen, something in my mind kept telling me I shall not let my 19th big day to be such a sucky one! No matter what, I gotta do something! MUST! So, I ended up asking Sherene whether she could come out and had fun with me. And yeah! The plan is on! Sherene, Boon Yi and I.

I first had my dinner with my family in Manhattan Fish Market. The Fish & Chips with Sword Fish was indeed delicious. Yum Yum~ I ordered Strawberry Longside for beverage. Wow! I bet they used fresh strawberry cos the drink tasted so fresh! Mm... After the dinner, I waited for Boon Yi and Sherene to arrive. While waiting for them, I went shopping in Tropicana Life. I bought myself a Tee as a present for myself. Huahuahua~~~ CUTE TEE~~

After that, we had our dessert in Haagen Dazs!! Muahh~~ So damn delicious. I really don't mind to spend a little here as the ice cream was really mouth-watering!