Miss Sunshine Says

yesterday was considered the starting of my monthly test, only chemistry test ler.. I didn't really study much the day before. I spent my time playing o2 jam and watching tv!! >.< (relax-nyer) I don't really wanna talk much about that kind-of-useless-test. Let me talk about my art work. After so many basic work that my art class teacher gave me, finally, I had succeeded in "producing" something out.... so, how was it?? haha.. I know it's great.. *perasan* lol
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It's Green House practice again for today! One sentence to conclude everything- "WASTING TIME!!" I'm definitely not trying to grumble or what. But, we did nothing!!! We were asked to run the field for one round, and..... THAT'S IT! grr... what the heck!? Anyway, I took this opportunity to have a "private" chat with my dearest friend, Siew Woon. Appreciate every moment with her,....... (I just hope that she is a male!!)
While we were chatting halfway, we saw this.... something like a mini-durian.. It's so kawaii!!


I was so free that I took some photos in da school for my fwenz...

ini rambut macam hantu... ><


this one... suddenly becum bookworm pulak..


this one ah.. selalu syok sendiri wan la.. ekeke

Finally, I get to see the belated bday boy!! I gave him the present that Shan and I shared to buy to him. Hopefully he enjoys it!

haix.. it's another day again.. have to quickly study for my history subject edi.. thx for viewing my bloggie..

It's my very first debut today!! First time performing in the school concert. I am the pianist of the choir team... and we are the Guest Performer for my school's band concert-Symphonica II .. I was kind of nervous, DUH! hmph... how should i describe this performance??
1. Lots of "fly-in fly-out"... which means, there are certain parts that I was LOST! and I only played my left hand, but not my right hand... uhhh!
2. There was some part where Choir went...... wrong key? yeap! but it was not an obvious one..



urgh.. anyway, the concert started very well with band's performance-Stomp! It was freaking cool watching them hitting the cans, bottles, woodstick,...... with the "pom-pom" sound.. COOL!!! haha.. other than that, ntg really caught my attention la..

someone said that I don't sound like a 17 years old teenager last night.. Do I?? hm... not to say that I am old, but I am mature.. geeess... Bangga-nyer.. haha... hmph... Every single day I live in this world, I will have to face different kind of challenges. EVERYDAY!! And all I could do is, face it, try to make things better and bla bla bla.... No matter what, I will not say ,"I BETTER DIE!!" OR "I WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE!!",...... I WON'T, I WON'T and I WON'T... life is such a precious thing given by God to us.. Every thing that happen in this world, has it own reason. Not to blame, not to be unsatisfied. People around you just know how to blame the others when problem comes, or trying to defend themselves from being called as the wrong one. How sad... urgh...

anyway, it was a pretty cool day today even though i missed Jay Chou's concert!!!

lastly, Good night bday boy!!!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Soon Teck
Happy birthday to you!!!

May god bless you always, grant all the wishes that you wished!! (p/s: a car??) haha

well, it's another homework-less day! GREAT!

I went to latihan rumah today. It's Sukan Tara! Have to try my best to get a point for Green House!! GREEN HOUSE RULES!!! er... back to topic.. After doing two stupid events-long jump and lontar peluru,..... WE GOTTA RUN! yeah.. really running!! Firstly, 100M! whoops! I did not do anything stretching my dear!!! GOSH! just couldn't imagine I sprinted as hard as I could to reach the ending point before 18 secs... 18-secs is nothing. The biggest problem now is as I did not do stretching before I could sprint, my muscles hurted.. so painful...... then, I have to run for 400M!!!!! gosh.. It's 4 times the 100M man..... I thought I couldnt get a point in that. When I started to sprint from the starting point, I could feel the pain in my muscles again.... But I just kept on running!!! My soul was like splitted into two! One says YOU ARE SO TIRED!STOP RUNNING!! Another says C'MMON! RUN! WHERE'S YOUR SPIRIT? Finally, around 50 meters away from the ending point, teacher was shouting, "10 saat lagi!!!" WOW... I bit my lips and stretched my leg to reach the ending point... Finally, by "ngam- ngam" 90 seconds, I DID IT!! I screamt at the top of my voice!! It's my pride man!! hahaha.. but....... the worst thing finally came. My leg muscles cramped! OUCH! FIELD-RUNNING SUX MAN!! It was very very painful till I hardly can take a breath. I couldn't even manage to step the floor. Siew Woon helped me to massage my leg so that I will feel much better. Then, I went home! When I reached home, I lie on the floor to do breathing exercise. Maybe because I was doing it under the fan when I was sweating terribly, I caught a cold... shoot ler... I kept on sneezing and searching for tissue paper.. haix...

now, I feel as though I am having fever.. Guess I am gonna sleep soon..

Nitex!

I started to ignore things that are happening around me. So what if exams are coming soon?? I am still here, relaxing, online, and doing things that a Form 5 student has to stop !! grr... I don't really know why am I changing so rapidly.. Maybe it is the effect after my holiday job. I started to feel it's so useless to study so hard and finally, i will do things that does not relate to my career AT ALL!! especially SEJARAH! If i stop doing all those rubbish now, and focus on my profession, which is art&design, music and maybe mathemathics, will that make a big difference in my life? Maybe I will be even better in these. Now the thing that made me feel so inconfident is, all the things that i learnt, i have not really master them yet! Piano, I am just good, but not very good!Art,.... talking about water colour painting, I have to say, I SUX AT THAT! but, when it comes to portrait or pencil colour painting, I am almost PERFECT AT THAT! Design,.... still couldn't find my own style... so style-less!!! Mathemathics,......... I am good at that... BUT, I don't really love doing Mathemathics till I DIE.... OWH!!! I sound as if I am in the poem in Form 4 Literature's The Road Not Taken...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler ,long i stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

I sound so EMO... awh!! bother!! that's me.. TOO MUCH OF THOUGHTS KILL JOE JIAN

On the 19th of February, Siew Woon is going to be SEVENTEEN!!!! Wrapped her present today.. Kinda love the wrapping this time!!





Can't wait for 19th of February!!!!
p/s:Look's like I am more excited than her.... haha

Finally I get to see HER!!!!

It's valentine's day!! And I could feel is just suffer!!! Why? That's because I was having terrible stomachache since yesterday. It's as if there was thorns in my stomach since y'day. Poor Joe Jian. Lol...However, it's quite good to be sick! Why? As teachers don't really teach yesterday. They were busy discussing about the holiday homework. None of my business...hahaha... so I slept almost the whole time in school. Today, there was this Bengkel Pengurusan Pemimpin Kelab that must be attended by the high post of the clubs. I am the secretary of Rumah Hijau. SO.... I HAVE TO ATTEND!!! It was a very boring one! It started with speeches by "speech-er", which is the headmistress and the "don't-know-who". I just couldn't explain to you readers about the boring-ness of the speech! And the don’t-know-who called the projector as TELEVISION! My goodness!!! I burst into laughter when I heard that. Hahaha.... After the break, they had this ice-breaking activities. As my stomach was really not feeling comfortable, I skipped! I slept at the corridor outside the hall. Finally, Pn Rashidah who passed by the corridor asked me to enter my class to sleep. GREAT! That would be much better! But somehow, when I entered the class and tried to sleep, I find myself so bersemangat as if I just drank Brand's chicken essence!! LOL! Since there's no teacher in my class, I went to next door to kecoh. Surprisingly, I saw Audrey and Lynn were friends back. That seriously made me feel so DILEMMA..... people who knew what's between us will understand what I meant.

Well, well, there was a choir practice today. The coach came late!!!! I shall teach him punctuality!! Anyway, he is quite pro la. So, speechless-------- my playing sucks today. So many wrong notes and so not in beat! Grrrrr.... hopefully I will play better in tomorrow's practice. Tak mau sia sui sendiri la...

Went to tuition right after choir practice. As expected, someone was going to date with someone. So, Dee and I tau-tau la. Let the someone to have chance to meet with someone. HA-HA-HA!!! Siew Woon fell sick. So, I HAVE TO SIT ALONE!! I don't want my Valentine's Day to be lonely!!! So, I "paksa" Eric to sit with me. But, Mun Chun pula wanna sit with Eric. So, finally, three of us sat together. During break time, I was asked to go out with "someone". I thought what the person want to do. Rupa-rupanya the person wanna apologize to me. SWT... =___=!! But, bother la. I feel much better hearing the person apologize to me... hehe...

That's all for today.....

Happy Valentine’s Day!!

Life hasn’t been very kind to be these while. One matter comes after another. And what should I do?

1. take trouble to worried about all the problems
2. share all these problems with all my best friend (I don’t think it’s a great choice now after being betrayed once)
3. just stay cool and let it be what it should be

Well well, last time I would most probably choose the first choice. I will stay whole night, without sleeping to think of the reasons this matter occurred and keep on blaming myself or the others. Then, I find this way does not work at all. So, I started to share my problems with friends. After all my trust to a person, telling him my deepest secrets and problems to him, finally he did not keep his promise for keeping them a secret. Can I still trust him? I don’t think so. Even though the problem between he and I is already settled, there’s still something in my heart that stopped me from telling him anything. He is not to be trusted anymore. So, in the end, which is now, I prefer to keep everything to myself and stay cool with all the downs in my life. Recently, I had watched a Japanese drama, One Liter of Tears. I guess many of you know this show. Yeah, this drama is a real great drama, and it succeeded in making my tears fall!!! I just couldn’t stop crying during certain parts of the drama. Many people watch drama for the sake of entertainment, but for me, I watch drama for the sake of learning. From this drama, I had learnt a lot! I realized that life is just so weak. Our lifespan is just so so short. If we don’t appreciate the time and chances given, we might just leave this world with regrets. The heroin of this drama, Aya, who was an active fifteen in both curricular and co curricular finally lost all her ability to do things that she loves to. After getting the illness, she could not even walk like a norm. I just couldn’t believe myself sitting on a wheelchair one day.

Malaysia is getting more dangerous these days. Everyday when you flip the newspaper, you can definitely see handbag snatching case! I don’t get why the snatcher wants to do crime!!! Where have the moral values gone to??? Even if you ask me to steal a rm10 from my mom’s handbag, it already seems to be so so hard for me to do so. But how could the snatcher actually snatches handbags, gold chains, and handphones EVERYDAY!! Yesterday, one of the victims was my eldest sister. While she was waiting for LRT in Pasar Seni station, her handbag got snatched by someone. I don’t know what had really happened because she did not came back home yesterday as she is staying in my uncle’s house this month. But, the camera that I had just borrowed her on Sunday has gone! Handphone, IC, car license, Touch n Go, all the membership cards, I Pod Nao, A-L-L G-O-N-E!!!! camera RM900 + useless handphone RM100 + I POD RM750 + Touch n GO RM160 = RM1910!! WAH LAO WEH!!! The fela really untung gila la!! But untung also no use! I cursed the snatcher that he is going to be snatched soon also!!! Herh!! Let him taste the feeling of being snatched also!! Pa ria wan! My camera kesayangan also dare to snatch!! But, let bygones be bygones…. I also did not want to mention it anymore. It’s just the things that she had lost. I should actually thank god that it wasn’t her that was “snatched” away. However, my mom does not think like what I do. She took a big fuss on it. My whole night was filled up with her mumblings. I told her to take it easy, but in the end, I got scolded by her. SO FINALLY, I chose to be silent. SHHHH…..

No more camwhoring,……. I have to say goodbye to my camwhore life for a few months… *sobs sobs*