Miss Sunshine Says

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Alright! Today's post is all about photos! XD! I will share more when I am free okay!

I hate it! And I still have to face it no matter what!

Why? Why? Why?

I thought college life should be entirely different from secondary school life. I had been praying to escape from that kind of situation. And yet, I still face the same old stupid thing in The One Academy. My first thought of The One Academy is the place where all the students are art freak and are passionate of art and design. Somehow, what happened today totally proved my assumption wrong! I am so speechless of what my group member did. If they don't want to pass their exam, that is their problem! They can go to my lecturer and tell the lecturer, "I WANT TO FAIL MY HISTORY OF ARTS!" In that case, they don't have to bring trouble to other members who really want to pass the subject.

Can you imagine this situation. There was only hour left before the submission time. One went to print the artwork. Three in KFC rushing the journal. One gone to shopping in Sunway. Two lostin wonderland. One having his good rest in the hall. Those that never do work really makes me wanna shout out loud, " GO TO HELL!!" Arghhh.... They have pushed me to the limit! I hate this! Why??? Why must I put so much on effort on the project when those who never work hard can get the same mark as me???????? In Malaysian Studies, I faced the same problem. In History of Art, I faced the same problem AGAIN! This sucks! Really! I wanna get rid of all these man! I want a quality studying environment! I don't wanna cooperate with people with no quality okay! (Feel like running to other country to study right now...)

ARGHHHHHH~~~~~~

Recognize the title above? It was the same title I used when I last changed my blog skin. But today, it's nothing about my blog skin. It's not about my new clothes either. Haha. It's about the "me" inside me. It had been quite some time since I started my college. My semester break is approaching me as well! I don't know what is going on, but I just feel some kind of thing practically tearing the old me apart. It's telling me to change!

"Don't bring your stupid perception and point of view to The One Academy! Come as a noob! Do like a noob!"

Yeh! These words kept on playing back in my mind. It kept me wondering why my drawing doesn't seem to improve at all. I am just doing what I can do in the past. After pondering for quite some time, I decided to take a step forward to something more challenging, something that I would not do in the past. I used to draw with the shading way. Now, I stop it! I draw with strokes. Amazingly, the outcome is pretty impressive! Even my sister said that I have gone through some kind of evolution. And hell ya! I felt that too! From using 6 hours to produce one figure drawing, now I reduce it to 2 hours! 4 hours difference in 2 weeks' evolution! Not quite sure what was the thing that impact me. Probably it's due to my overloaded thoughts. Every second of silence is the moment I think. After I took up this course, I can't help thinking! I think of how to be different. I think of how to be creative. I think of how to improve. I think of how to make my work looks impressive. I think of how to obtain good marks in all the assignments given. Omg omg omg~~~ Anyway, those thoughts are nothing stressful. Those thoughts are the reasons why I am still optimistic about my life! I have tonnes of assignments to be accomplish. I have to use photoshop to reinvent an old master's painting when I have uno knowledge of photoshop skill. I have to do pop up art when I hate to do it so much. (I have tried my best to love it okay.) I have never ending figure drawings to be handed in every week. I have assessments next week, which is like O-M-G!! I have computer graphic final to be completed by this week. SO WHAT? No matter what, I will still eat them up, one by one! YUMMY! (=_=)"

Okay okay. Enough of the spit-outs. Gotta move on to my work now. Take care people!

Design: Design a moleskine.

Finished Art: Design a pop-up card.

Drawing: No idea.

Figure drawing: Just draw and draw and draw.

Computer graphic: Design a storybook cover.

English Language and Communication Skills: Presentation and assessment.

Malaysian Studies: Assessment.

History of Art and Design: Reinvent an old masterpiece and create a new design with another old masterpiece.

FROM THIS:

TO THIS:

It's the 6th of July today. Time flies, agree? Yeah. I am getting more realizations these days; through observations and thinking. After speaking to Cass today, with no denial, I realized that many things that we look at it as a big thing is just a small thing actually. Human, especially those at teen age, love to magnify something that is not so big deal. Yeh, I got straight A1s for my SPM. So what? Some of you know how I responded when I got my result right? Actually, the reason why I didn't get over excited of that results is not because I know that I did so that well in SPM okay. I just feel that there's nothing much to be overjoyed about. You can never take your SPM result and look for a good job in this century right? =.="

And now, I am in a design college. Everyone loves drawing. Everyone loves designing. Those who put effort get high marks. Those who did not put effort get low marks. Er.. Foundation is just the most basic thing in design course. I don't think there's anything to be proud of if you get high marks or full marks in any assignment in your foundation. Note that, you aren't going to take ur assignment marks to apply for any job in future, are you? Well well, I am not telling you not to be happy if you score high marks la. I mean, ... be happy, but don't be proud. And if you guys really think that I am so that good in drawing or designing.. Eh heh... Sorry to tell you that I am not. I feel that I am just a tiny whinny lil girl in this design field. I am nothing. I am just a normal human who can draw slightly better than the norm. In conclusion, I am normal, for now. No one knows what will happen next. I am anticipating for the day I found the best thing in my blood. By the time I found the abnorm, I will inform you guys okay. XD

p/s: This post is plain crap! Thank you for reading it. XD

I used to love being alone in the past. Somehow, some of the genes in my body have transformed to another state. The genes are afraid of loneliness. (=.=)" I need a company please~~~

Home alone yesterday. Home alone today. Attending my uncle's funeral tomorrow.

I ruined the figure drawing that I have spent 6 hours drawing.
I had my mind blank for so many hours. And it ain't working still!!
I had a nap, but I dreamed of something bad.

Oh my, oh my, oh my~~~