Miss Sunshine Says

Haha.. While I was busy reading some choir members' blog, I found this super funny picture man! And oops!! I edited the pic!

*Click to Enlarge*

Hm...

These days,

I had learned to be grateful to all I get and all I have.

And today,

I would like to thank a friend of mine, ST.

I was very down and frustrated last night.

And his message came so unexpectedly.

I called him up to share the problems that I was facing.

Spending my precious hours talking to him last night was not a waste at all!

Thanks my friend!!

Year 2008 is a busy busy year!!

1st. I joined District Level Add Maths Competition
2nd. I managed the school Ping Pong team for the District Level Ping Pong Tournament
3rd. I joined District Level Choir Competition.
4th. (coming soon) I will help out in the Powersport Taekwondo Championship in June.
5th. My school choir team will join the State Level Choir Competition.

ZOMG!!

Today is a day of victory!! I enjoy the VICTORY so so much!!

I reached school at 6.45 am. Everyone was busy with the make-ups and costumes till 9 am. Yeah.. This is why people say that GIRLS ARE ALWAYS SLOW... Haha!! Before we left the school, I conduct the warm-up for the choir members. In between the practice, I was telling some of my friends,
"I don't care! No matter what, we must still get second!"

Those words showed that how not confident I was. This year, my school team is really very independent. Even though things did not work out that well at first, but thankfully members seemed to be more cooperative later on. My coach who is NOT THE COACH at all is just another useless idiot. He did not coach us AND he did not come to see our practices!! Overall, he only came to listen to my team's singing. The committees are those who worked together to teach the members their parts, dynamics, expressions,.... and EVERYTHING!!

OK! Back to the topic! We reached the host school, SMK Dato Hamzah at almost 10 am. The sensation was not as bad as the time when I went to ACS. At least for this time, no one throw rubbish on me. The weather was terribly HOT. As a result, most of the make-ups were faded. *sigh*

My school was the third to perform. I was soooooooooooooo nervous!! I kept telling Ai Lin, "I can do it right? I can right? Should be no problem rite??" Haha.. And all Ai Lin can do is by answering all my question, "Yes, yes, yes, yes." LOL! Finally, it's our turn to go! Hm.. There's no piano there. How sad... I played on the electronic piano. The feeling SUX as I am so used to play on a piano. As expected, I did not play well for the second song, Clap Your Hands.

Reason 1# The electronic piano was urgh....
Reason 2# The score was placed way too far from my vision.
Reason 3# I was wearing contact lenses with low power. I CAN'T READ THE SCORE!

OMG! I played the song using my memory. But unfortunately, there was a part where I was totally stuck! However, I still continued to play by simply banging chords. LOL! I SUCKS FOR THE FIRST TIME!! Finally, the song ended. I was supposed to stand in front of the electronic piano to bow. BUT, I almost tripped and fell! So I bowed a bit late. I SUCKS FOR THE SECOND TIME!

Then, after a few groups, here come the CONVENT team. Phewh! Convent is our strongest competitor. As they started to sing, the hall was in total silence. That's how good they are. I told my friend, "They have high possibility of winning the champion."

After all the ten teams performed, the pianists were asked to perform songs. OMG! I wasn't ready with anything at all! Then, Ai Lin suggested to play duet with her! WOW!! That's so cool. I used to think that performing in the public will only happen in dreams, but, dreams come true today! Wuhoo... Anyway, other pianists played so much better than us. I am not being humble okay. They are seriously good. Especially the Convent's pianist. She played Mozart's! My goodness. I could still remember how tough was it for me to master that piece. Whatever it is, Ai Lin and I were happy enough to get a chance to perform. Oh ya.. While we were waiting for our turn to perform, one of the VIPs came to talk to me. He said, "I heard that the competition is all about Convent and MGS.." Er... HAHAHAHA!!! I was super excited when I heard that. That means, MGS did very well too!! Haha!!

Finally, the most kan-cheong part is here!! They were going to announce the winners. Bukit Kemuning won the third. Everyone was giving applause to them. And of course, in the same time, I was holding Ai Lin's and Sin Dee's hand so tightly. Who's the second?? MGS?? NO!! It's Convent. All the MGS team members started to scream!! OMG!! Is MGS THE FIRST??? REALLY?? Gosh!! It's true!! MGS is the champion for this year!! Hahaha!!! Oh yeah!! Ooh La La!! Wuhoo!!! One thing I salute Convent team is the members are so sporting! They congratulated us when we were busy taking photographs! Thanks Convent!

It's darn cool when I can sing "WE ARE THE CHAMPION" so loudly in public after winning the champion for today's choir competition!

WOW!!

MGS ROCKS!!

Kisses and hugs to all the members and me MYSELF!!

Erhem!!


How should start my post for today?


Can I laugh first?


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!


My god!


Till now, my mind is still stuck in that moment when they announced MGS as the champion for Choir Competition for district level.

Over!

It's all over!!

Another frustrating night I have to go through.

Again and again.

And it's none of my business actually!

Peacemaker? HA HA HA!! *sarcastic*

I will not wish to be a peacemaker anymore~~~

It all started with my kindness of helping out both of my friends.
Putting aside my revision time, homeworks and whatever fun I am supposed to have, I spent my whole night on last Thursday trying to guide one of the friends to think more positively. I can't tell the details here. But, it was that night that I seriously prayed that things will become better. Unfortunately, things did not become better or worse. The problems still remained unsolved as none of them are giving commitment in healing the wounds. Today is a rather sickening day for me. At 9 pm, I was still hoping that I might can finish my Biology Chapter 1 by today. BUT, one messaged to my number. I have to say, that message really spoiled my enthusiasm to study! Not that I wanna blame the person who messaged me, but, my mood was seriously affected. I feel like I had thrown all my efforts into the sea. The pain of disappointment is aching me like hell! I was seeking for someone's shoulder to cry on so desperately. But, it seemed to be so impossible. And finally I came to Daniel. Thanks dude! I really appreciate such a friend like you. You gave me reasons to smile today. If it wasn't you being at my side when I was down, I might have broke down. You won't know how grateful I am to you today. It is a feeling that no words can express.

Back to the topic, .... the problem is solved! The solution is they broke up.

And I am here, so speechless.

Tomorrow will be the district level Choir Competition!

ZOMG!!

I just can't wait for the day to come!!

Hey yo! I'd got a blog meant for those who wanna read my blog in chinese!

Expressionismlee

Welcome to visit!

Nothing great to talk about actually....

Just that,..... I finally finished Chemistry Form 4 Chapter 8-Salts!

Hahahahahahahahaha......

Laugh till my intestine comes out!!

CRAZY!!

Audrey ni, why tutup mata la... zzz

I woke up at 6.30am today. I had to wake up to double-check on the stuffs that I was supposed to bring to school today. Below is the list of the must-bring things:

-Choir costume
-Black heels
-Cosmetics
-T-shirts
-Sandals
-Bottles of water
-Camera
-Nivea Visage's lotion
-My handphones
-Chemistry reference book
-Piano score
-My purse
-Hair pins
-Contact lenses

My schedule:
6.30am -Wake up
7.00am -Leave house and drop by McD to redeem my Sausage McMuffin
7.20am -Reach school
7.40am -Go to Bilik Tayangan to practice for choir
9.00am -Go to hall to get ready to receive prize ( No.2 in my class last year.. Haha!)
9.45am -Walk back to Bilik Tayangan to change from school uniform to choir costume
10.00am -Practice hard for the performance
11.00am -Choir team perform on stage and I play the piano below the stage
11.10am -OVER! Break time till 12.00pm
12.00pm -Start practice
2.00pm -Chaoz! Go to Sin Dee's house
2.30pm -Order McD.
3.40pm -McD came an hour late!! *grumble*
4.00pm -Walk to school for Taekwondo training.
4.30pm -Start training
6.00pm -End training
6.30pm -Makan!! McD again la.. Goodness...
7.00pm -Blogging!!

ZOMG!! Thanks to Sin Dee who allows me to keep my Taekwondo uniform in her house. If not, I will look like a typical "ah sam" who carries so many bags along.

Thanks to my Dad, my Mom and I,myself for buying McD burger today.
I ate:
Sausage McMuffin
Spicy Chicken McDeluxe
Fillet O Fish

I AM GONNA GAIN WEIGHT!! AWH!!!

Even though there was an irritating people during practice, but that did not affect my super-duper happy feeling today!!! Why must I be affected by her terrible attitude? See if I care. Blek!! Bwahahahahaha....

I had taken lots of picture with some of my choir friends! YEAH!! Everyone was having fun!!

Wanna see Joe Jian with make-ups?? Da dang!!

Lee Teng and I

Funny Joan!

Vice president-Ciu Yi

She did the make-up for me! Thanks Ee Vee!!

Chew Hong and I


Winnie and I


I am so exhausted..


Can you see my exhausted look?? Just came back from training.

Evil smile.. lol

Okay. I am so darn freaking TIRED now.. Can I sleep? NO! I have to study. I had not been studying for days already! Goodness!! I have to stop all the holy craps and buck up with my studies now..

I am going to perform again tomorrow!!!

Piano+Choir

Please pray that I will not make any mistakes tomorrow!!

*shiver*

Bang Bang!! Bwahahaha!!!

I had a super great time with my bunch of friends today. I don't what's so wrong with me today. When everyone was lining up outside the class before we could enter the class after recess, the game "London Bridge" suddenly came into my mind when I saw two of my friends holding each others' hands. Haha.. Instead of just singing the song, I started to play that game with my friends. While we were playing happily, we realized that the HEADMISTRESS was patrolling that block! ZOMG! All of us quickly entered the classroom then. Ha-ha!

During the choir practice, I went very crazy again!! I played with the members as if the exam is over!! I laughed as if I had won 1million USD. OMG!! Is that a side-effect of not sleeping well last night? BWAHAHAHA...

INSANE!

I was reading one of my friends' blog just now.

Sigh

Sigh

Many problems come due to communication problem.

Lovers,... what will happen to them if they failed to communicate with each other?
They will start to doubt each other. One may say something hurtful to another without thinking twice.
~Sad.

I really appreciate friends whom I can communicate with after seeing others who have problem in communicating with their bf/gf and friends recently.

Blaming is definitely not a solution for matters!

I seriously disagree with every single human being who starts to blame other people/the innocent ones without knowing the truth and thinking twice.

~Politicians

~Teachers

~Students

~Parents

Looks like it is not the age that matters. It's the human being's mentality who tends to think that they are the right ones all the time.

Who says, " Never look backward"

When you never look backward, you do not realize that you had actually done so many crappy things to other people.

Today, one of my dearest teachers (Pn Norita) was blamed by an idiotic blamer(my school teacher) with stupid reasons! C'mmon la.. I know that it wasn't her fault that my team did not do very well during the rehearsal. Why on earth that blamer wanna blame Norita when it wasn't her fault at all???? That blamer SUX! If she had so many to comment about my team, just be straight forward to my team la! Why wanna attack the weak-hearted teacher?

Hmph! And to my dearest team members,....... stop blaming. There's no right and wrong between us anymore. Everyone is right and everyone is wrong. Let's work in a team now!! MGS Rulz!!

To my blog readers, hope you enjoy the song that I had updated in my blog;Bubbly by Colbie Caillat. ^^

My school was the host for the Biology Quiz for district level today. My school's representatives, Rashvinder and Rubini were defeated by a few schools such as Raja Lumu, Kwang Hua, ACS,..... Another one mark would make them getting into Top 5. *sigh* Anyway, my brother, Guan Tat came to my school too. He was one of the representatives for High School. It was not hard to see him as my classroom is located at a very "strategic" place where most people will pass by before they get to their destinations. Awh!! Miss him lotz!!

And,... what's my title gotta do with today's post?? Hm.. I was just kind of bored with certain students and teachers attitude. I am not trying to criticize anyone here. Just,... why can't the students get rid of their laziness?? I felt so tired to see certain people can live in this world like no one else she/he bothers about. And teachers!! I know you people are always facing students matter and so on. But it is not right to just release your anger on other innocent students. I couldn't hold myself for showing a "pissed-off" face to my dear teacher as she was acting so not understanding and barbarian to the innocent ones today. Yes I know, SHE IS UNHAPPY with the attendance for today. So what's that to do with me, and also some other people?? Grrr.... I , too was feeling angry+disappointed and I did not shout at anyone else. So why must she shout at the others? Shouting at the students will not work at all!! Even Nabi Muhammad said, things should be solved thru discussion, not complaint.

Hoping for a better afternoon,.... instead of receiving a message which will cheer me up, I received an insane fela's msg!! Grr... Those who had read one of my post for the past few weeks,..... you know that there's someone who can't stop his disrespectful attitude and continuously disturbing me. Even though I have been very obvious to him that I DO NOT WISH to have any contact with him ANYMORE, he still continues with him idiotic behaviour. Today, he texted me an SMS again,... written there, "Today you can come to jusco ah? For a while la.. haha..Bcoz i in jusco ma.. haha.." OH MY GOD! Can't he just understand my ignorance towards him?? And what ruined my day the most is the word "haha" in his message. Nothing funny at all to "haha" ok... I am afraid of him more than the coming SPM okay... zzzz

On the way to Mr Gerald tuition, my Mom and I came to this conversation where I threw out all my disappointment towards my parents. And, of course, she was shocked as whatever I said seemed to be quite logic. Weeks ago, I got back my report card which was written there my position in the class. My position was ten. Well, I know I did not do that well compare to last year as there are too many competitors in my class. But my results were not that bad,.. A1s, A2s and B3 only. However, instead of giving me support to study harder for the coming exam, my parents insulted me by calling me a loser. Well, FINE! No matter what I say, they still stick to their mind that their daughter is just a loser in the brand new class. Then, recently, I participated in the district level Add Maths Quiz. Unfortunately, I did not get any good placing in the quiz. C'mmon la.. I went there just to gain experience. I never expect much as I know where my limit is. Instead of comforting me, they laughed at me and called me LOSER again. And both my parents started the topic about "How I lost to the others??"..

"Aiya.. You think your daughter that smart ah.. Of course lose to people edi la.."
"Oh.. You lost ah.. Haha.. Your standard wanna compare with the people at my time ah... Far far away lo.."
"Ya lo ya lo.. Add Maths is all about talent. If you'd got no talent, how hard you work for it also no use wan. Just like my friend, HAHAHAHA... Last time he tried so hard for the Mathematics subjects, he just failed to understand it.."

I know it is not a right thing to comment about my own parents! But, I just can't bear with it anymore. Today, I told my Mom about my feelings.
"Aren't parents supposed to give their child support when they are down?"

I don't need scoldings from parents to make me study. I know the time I am supposed to study, sleep, online, watching tv and so on.. I planned my schedule for everyday. And I have been living like this since years ago. And that's how I score in my exams. But why are they still not trusting me, and my way of studying? I was just playing Spider Solitaire before I started to revise my Chemistry,and guess what,.. I got screwed up by my Dad. C'mmon! It was just a break! I seriously hope that they will understand me and most importantly, trust me!

It is always me that is waiting.

Not to blame you.

I can’t stop you doing things that you want to.

In the other hand, I am tired of what you do at times.

How am I supposed to let you know??

*sigh*

Why do I entitle my post today as LOL??

Haha

The main reason was because I felt so grateful to the God.

W-H-Y??

Hm.. I have to admit that I am very kiasu in Add Maths, only ADD MATHS!!

Well, as I was chosen to be one of the representatives to join the district level Add Maths quiz previously,.... I was kind of scared when I was told to join the school's Add Maths quiz.

Many questions flooded my mind. What if I lost to someone else who is not the representative???

Hm... I know that is a "typical kiasu"'s question. But I just couldn't stop myself to think of that.

Today, the results are finally announced. Hm... Gratefully,.... I won 3rd.. Bwahahaha... Well well... I know it's just third!!! But it means a lot to me. Oh ya.. The another two school representatives who are Jian Ju and Mei Yi won 1st and 2nd respectively. Haha... Congrats to them too!!


(p/s: the trophy doesn't look good at all.. *sigh*)

All I have to say about today's Taekwondo training is,.......................TIRING! After finishing sets of stamina training for today, guess what, everyone has to run the field for 4 rounds which is about 1.3km!! NO EXCUSE!! Hmph!! Well, running 1.3 km isn't a big thing actually. But,..... my muscles were already aching after the tough trainings. I doubted I could finish the running at first. So I went begging Mr Yap to let us run for 3 rounds only. But, my begging didn't help at all. So, LET'S RUN!! I ran non-stop, following Alex. Maybe because I didn't want to "sia sui" myself, so I kept on running with speed(I didn't want to lose to my junior la..) Phewh! Finally, I finished it in 6mins 40secs. WOW! Such a big improvement compare to my last record which is 7mins 38secs. Ngek ngek ngek... (>.<) However, I have to face the consequences of "over-trained" myself.

1. Muscle cramped like HELL!
2.Nose got stuck. WTH
3.Due to the nose stuck, my eyes ached....
4.Backbones ached
5.And finally,................ FLU!! My room is flooded with TISSUE PAPERS now!

This is a lesson to tell me that I shall not go over my limit anymore. Hahaha... And now, I can't even study,as I am sneezing almost in every paragraph that I read. Once I sneezed, whatever that went in is sneezed out!! Bwahahaha....

Kk... After sleeping from 8 o clock till 9 o clock,............. I still can't stand the annoying flu!! It is torturing me. So, I think I gotta go to the bed now. Chaoz!

Nothing much about today..

Choir practice as usual~

Dreaming of my darling and I~

Playing with legs~

OH YA! Taken picture with Jia-Hui-Yang-Menyampah(lol) n Winnie!

(Jia Hui wanted to show off her dimple.. grr!!)

I started to feel stressful... Sejarah!??! How am I going to finish it in two weeks time.. I wonder.. Besides Sejarah, I still have Biology and Chemistry which I still have no idea what the heck the syllabuses are about.. (worried)

In spite of the busy day, I still have time to take picture. When I stop this addict???

I miss my darling so muchie!!

One crappy fela in send me this msg,... which almost made me puke!

hi~cute girl~can we be a friend?
my name is ----~also can call me ----~
if want call me darling i also can agree
de,haha~kidding~
-- age~live at klang~
hobby:do pig~^^"'oh yeah~
single~
msn&friendster:
-------@yahoo.com.tw
can be friend or not~also tell me~ok?
i think u so cute 1~must ok de lah~!haha~!

Erhem....

I have to say I am totally impressed by Melvin Lam's design... To all the crazies of fashion,... YOU WILL LOVE IT!!

Today's tournament is for pasukan. So, all the three players played in team.

Our team:
1st Player. Tan Wen Nie
2nd Player. Ang Mei Er
3rd Player. Goh Mei Yi

Our first opponent is Convent. Their team players were not very strong. So, we were quite confident to beat them. After that, we will meet Chung Hua in second bout. Chung Hua's team is quite strong. All of us were so worried. As expected, we lost to Chung Hua. At first, Wen Nie was kind of sad. She thought that she will not be chosen for the pencalonan for state player. The letter informing her that she is chosen to go for the pencalonan came unexpectedly! Haha.. I was so glad for her.

ACS team,.............. I AM SO SPEECHLESS!! I was kind of angry that Jude(one of the team players) did not get to play. From my observation, he could play even better than another fela(i don't know his name). That "another fela" went and sms-ed his teacher saying that he can play better than Jude (which is so untrue!!). And, as what I had expected, he played so so so terribly..Urgh!!! Pity Dan...

After watching the Kwang Hua versus Chung Hua,... we decided to walk to Klang Parade to makan Mc D!! Wuhoo.. Edila who came along with us today was so damn freaking noisy,making fun of everyone. Anyway, we enjoyed ourselves a lot today!! Once again, CONGRATS TO WEN NIE!! Hopefully she and Danny pass the pencalonan on Monday!!

Hmph.. Few days ago when I was studying my Biology, I barely open my eyes anymore. So I decided to make this>>>

(Dear Friends,... I love you guys lots lots)

A CHEQUE!!WTH!!?

Auwh!! It was such an embarrassing moment in the evening. I was busy chatting with Danny in MSN.. After a while, he did not reply my message. I thought that he edi wanna sleep!!! Suddenly, there was an incoming call. The number is definitely not anyone in my contact. I was quite aware at one moment as there is someone whom I am avoiding to talk to these days. So I passed the phone to my sister.
My sister:Who are you?? Who are you searching for??
Unknown:I am the person whom you meet all the time la

When my sis whispered to me what the fela said, I thought that was Daniel, as I'd been meeting Daniel frequently these days. So I took the phone from my sis. The first thing that I said when I just got back my phone was,
Joe Jian:EH! You wanna sleep izit??
Unknown:What? You sleeping?
Joe Jian: Sry sry.. Just now was my sister.
Unknown:Oh.. Your sister sounded like you...

And,.................................. OH MY GOD!! Finally I realised that that was not DANIEL!!!! That was the fela that I am avoiding. I do not know what to do. I totally stunted there for a few seconds. I flipped down my phone and screamt, "DANIEL, SAVE ME!!" even though I know that Daniel couldn't hear me. That fela kept on calling and calling. My mind just went blank!! Gosh!! I called Daniel to search for help,... but he had no idea how to help. Then, I called Zing who was nicely having his nap.. (I'm soooo sorry) He reacted by "LAUGHING OUT LOUD"... Grr.. Looks like this matter only can be solved by myself.. Should I deal with that fela or not... I wonder...

Anyway, it was a contented day today.But the only thing that upset me was Pn Rashida fell from staircase today. I pray that she'll get well soon.

Owh! I am tagged again....

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
28

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I would rather have a long stare at him.....

3. What do you fear most in life?
Losing my family and friends.

4. When you pangsai, which position you prefer? Sit or squad? And Why?
WTH!?

5. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
1ST Paraguay
2ND Milan
3RD Ottawa

6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
No war, no pollution, .......

7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No. At least RM1 per day lar...

8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Quote the third question:

3. What do you fear most in life?
Losing my family and friends.

Today, Audrey and I suddenly came to this.

Add Maths Genius List:
Mr James Tan(A Zon Add Maths Teacher/Ex Kwang Hua Add Maths School Teacher)
Mr Tan Teck Soon(Kwang Hua & TS Kua)
Mr Tan(TS Kua, Home tutor)
Pn Tan Kim Soon(MGS' Guru Panitia Matematik/ Add Maths Teacher)
and
Tan Soon Teck(Champion of Add Maths Quiz in District Level)

ALL FROM TAN'S FAMILY!!

WTH!!

Yo, today, I skipped school again. I followed my school's Ping Pong team to Kwang Hua for the Ping Pong tournament. I am the manager, the camera girl, the "money supplier", the keeper, and lastly, the "Ca-le-fe".. Hahax.. This is my very first time entering Kwang Hua school. The feeling was a bit,... amazed. The school environment is very good; there is a big canteen with lots of food selling there, a hall which is even bigger than my school's Dataran Bestari, and areas for students to carry out their activities such as basketball, band practice, dancing, and so on... All these just can't be carried out in MGS during school time. Okay! Back the the topic!! The tournament started quite late, around 9 in the morning. The sleepy Joe Jian tended to yawn and yawn, waiting for the game to start. The boys started to play first. I was kinda busy supporting my dearest friend, Dan. I was praying for him to win so so much. And he won!! He won and he won and he won.. Finally, I guess during the quarter final, he met a Chung Hua fela, whose standard is just something like him. It was so hard to predict who would win during the game as both were just terror! Unfortunately, Dan, who was so freaking tired at that moment, lost! I have to say,.... I WAS SO SO SAD!!! T___T.. Even for the game for double, his partner, who is so damn tall, couldn't manage to break the curse of Ping Pong which is ,"Ping Pong player who are tall hardly play well). Dan oh dan.. Hopefully ACS team will get a placing for tomorrow's team game.

MGS team was in big trouble!! Even though we get to win the first game(where opponents are very weak),... it was definitely (or almost impossible) to win our opponent for the second game. Their opponents are either mostly state players. As our team never really train hard for the tournament,.... haix.. We lost. Wen Nie was so disappointed. She is hoping to get the pencalonan letter from the district. Wish her good luck for tmr!! Wish MGS team good luck for tmr!!

Apa ni??

You look there, I look there..

Mei Er sot sot d..

Our trademark smiley!!

Cheezz..

Another SS!


On the way to Kwang Hua.(Wen Nie so nervous)


Mei Er and Wen Nie's game

Mei Yi and Kok Yen's game