28 August 2009

It's Friday night, which means my second week of my semester break is coming to an end.


=(

Not satisfied at all~

What have I done last week?:
1. Facebook (Damn shiok!)
2. Read people's blog (Quite shiok!)
3. Watched UP (Laugh until very shiok!)
4. Went to Popular Bookfest alone (I also don't know shiok or not)
5. Drew 1 figure drawing (No mood to draw at all)
6. Eat, yawn, sleep~

What have I done this week?:
1. Facebook (Tak shiok already!)
2. Read people's blog (Many never update. So tak shiok also!)
3. Went to sing Karaoke with Linda (Quite shiok la! Too bad that shiok feeling only lasted for few hours)
4. Drew 1 figure drawing (Disastrous!)
5. Eat, yawn, sleep~

DAMN! Can I have a better holiday???

25 August 2009

与其说一些还未确定的可能性,倒不如静静的做出一番成绩给人看~


Lalala~~

随便说说,不要介意。

22 August 2009

Finally, I think it's time to compile things that had happened throughout my Year 1 Sem 1 in TOA.


I could still remember vividly in my mind, how I entered TOA. I was a latecomer. My first class was Design 1. The first person that I met (exclude Eric as I knew him long time ago) was Fishcake. Uh oh~ She didn't give me a good impression though. XD. I had to admit, I disliked her at the first sight. Sowee Fishcake~~ The first day was the most impactful day in my life. Why do I say so? I had to accomplished 3 weeks Design 1 assignments in one week period! My mind was too messed up that I did not pay attention to the History of Art and Design's movie session. Not at all. After the movie session, we were assigned to write a report on the movie! OMG~~ The only question in my mind was, "How to write the report when I didn't even watch the movie?" Lol~ And there goes my miserable first week of college life. I hated college so so much!!! (past)

Speaking about friendships, there were many ups and downs that I experienced even though it was just short three months. The happy one of course is to get such close and faithful friends from my class like Fishcake, Soon Lim, Wei Ting, Fiefie and Chris. Fishcake and Soon Lim were the ones who always support me no matter what happens. Most importantly is, we will never leave each other out. The way we giggled, the way we teased each other,... damn! Those happy moments are just too precious. Besides people from my class, I got a few good friends from Class 2 as well. People like Yin Sian and Albert are awesome! When I say awesome, I really mean it. Yin Sian is a very faithful friend I can say while Albert is.... I don't know how to say. He is generous and nice to everyone. Haha~~Well, whenever there is something to be happy about, there's definitely something to be sad about as well. It's just the reality. You can never live a happy-ever-after life. If there are people who love you so that much, there will be people who backstab,gossip and unhappy with you. I know many things that many others don't know. Gossip about me? Go ahead. Unhappy with my character? Hm.. Better look at yourself before you judge me. I know I am not the goody-goody type of people. How I feel, how I do. I always keep Reis' words in my mind-"If I am unhappy, why must I still show you a fake smile? Why must I be a faker?" Anyway,all I can do now is forgive and forget. I will try my best to live my own life without being affected by those adversities.

Home assignments almost killed me, at first. When it came to the mid of semester, I started to enjoy the assignments given. I improved a lot in my Figure studies and drawing. I am glad that I was courageous enough to change my old drawing style. For Design 1, there were some assignments that I find it very useful, not just in the current being, but also in the future. As for History of Art and Design, the final project was the most impactful one, to me. I had never thought that I could produce a quality photoshop work when I wasn't exposed to any proper Adobe Photoshop knowledge and skill yet. The accomplishment was rather a surprise for myself. Well, I think there's no wrong to blog about how happy I feel about my own work right? Anyhow, this is MY blog, where I have my authority to write whatever I want whether if you all like it or not.

Maybe because I am going to major in Advertising and Graphic Design(AD+GD), I find AD+GD lecturers interesting, compared to other lecturers. Lecturers like Reis and Lily, they are really superb lecturers! Their style of speaking always catchs my attention. Am I adoring them right now~ =.=? Wahahaha~~~ I like my figure studies lecturer, Khai Khoon and tutor,Jevi as well. They are very polite and are always patient with our class(our class is really noisy~~). ^^ Besides that, they are quite leng zai also larh~~ XD! (eh eh~~ That's not the main point okay!)

Hm.. Let me forgive and forget the unhappy moments~ It will be a brand new start in semester 2! Wish me all the best ya~ Yippie!!


21 August 2009

UP

So hey! I went to watch UP with my gang of coursemates today. Hm.. I would say it's another worth-watching movie. ^^ I don't wanna brag much about the movie so that I can make you guys feel suspensed. XD!


There goes the seventh day of my semester break. It made me feel so awkward that one week has just gone in a blink of eye! It's just too fast. I haven't completed any of my home assignments yet, which is like so O-M-G! Lazy worms are defeating my body little by little. Uggh! I had been facebook-ing practically EVERYDAY! Whoa.. Non-stop notification mails came flooding my mailbox. As I really hate to see unwanted mails in my mailbox, I will spend a few minutes every morning to delete those junk mails. =.=" Sick of it.

Tomorrow will be another productive day, perhaps. I will be going to the Popular Book Fest which is located at KLCC. Wahaha~~ Still thinking whether I should spend the money to buy books or to buy albums. As some of you know, I have a collection of original albums. But I have stopped buying them as I had to spend the money on my studies. Now that everything is on sales. Ugh~ It's too hard to make a decision. =(

Caffeine is really working effectively in my body now. I feel so energetic! But I am not in the mood of completing my assignment, yet. XD. (Annoying? Yeah.. I know that) Time to watch drama again. Little Nyonya, here I come!

19 August 2009


Went to meet up Lee Teng to pass her her Baa baa purse!

Busy chatting with erhem!

Iced Chocolate from Black Canyon.

Sendiri shopping kat Somerset Bay





I start to love my hair~~~

Good morning! I just woke up from my nap/sleep and got a strong feeling to post something. Disappointment? Yeah. I am truly disappointed.


It's like, your friends had been telling you that they will put in more effort. They made you believe in them that they want to succeed, they want to win the battle! And yeah, as their friend, you believed in them! You trusted them! You were expecting to see something from them! But, each time when you were expecting for something, they disappointed you. You don't see any effort, you don't see any improvement. So what if they used their mouth to speak out words that made people assume that they have worked hard? (worked hard or played hard?) It is too obvious that the effort that they put in is not sufficient enough.

Feel that I am sarcastic? Hell ya! But I have to say my sarcasm is for your own good. I care for all of you and that's why I am disappointed. Why would I waste my time and energy blaberring about all these when I don't care who you are. It's really hard to approach you to tell you all these face to face. I am not that kind of people who is that outspoken. And I don't know how to spit harsh words to my own friend. I really hope you guys will realize what you guys are doing right now. If you are using the same attitude throughout your tertiary education life, I bet you are going to fail in your future. I said it too harsh? No! Take my words now! You will understand why am I crapping all these in your future.


17 August 2009

=.="


I fell down from the staircase.

As expected, bruises are all over my body now.

My elbow bleeded. I can't explain why did it actually bleed when the staircase is so slippery. Should have less friction right? But, it just bleeded. Don't ask me why.

I injured my backbone again. =.=" It's quite embarrassing to have bruises somewhere nearby the ass! ==

Then, I sort of twisted my right ankle also lar. It wasn't serious though.

In the evening, my mom brought me to get my anti-hepatitis B injection. My left hand was injected. And now, I am typing with one hand injured and one hand numbed. ==.. This is very stupid!



Wahaha.. My every NS gathering is always my gathering with Dee Lun. =.=" Looks like he is the only "zhi gei" (buddy) from National Service lar~~ It had been months since I last met him. And so, we definitely had chatted much! Really too much. ==.. Brought him to Ah Tou's Bah Kut Teh nearby AEON Bukit Tinggi.



He looks like small kid who is very happy with his food. XD

After Bah Kut Teh, we headed to Bukit Tinggi to have our Yuyu Ice.

And this, doesnt look like me at all. =.="

Anyway, even though that was just a few hours gathering, I indeed enjoyed myself lots! ^^ Hope to see ya soon Dee Lun~~

15 August 2009

其实,我已经开始不去理会有多少人看得明白我在写什么。重点是,我真的只是想找个地方写一写我的思想。

失眠了。很少会这样。难得,难得。。。

我该说什么好呢?

我真的很想睡。可是,头脑太重了。完全睡不着。

.....

.........

...........

不要解开包装的蝴蝶结。因为,躲着的礼物未必是大家所期待着的。。

我知道,逃避不能解决问题。可是,如果知道有些事情是impossible的,
那,。。。放弃是应该的。

14 August 2009

这样就对了!

不要对我太好。不要这么靠近我。不要太过亲密。

这样,我的痛顶多会持续多一下子。

我要忍耐。

T^T

Semester break starts!


3 months are gone.

And I am happy! ^^

I know it's not the end yet! Now, it's just the time for me to draw a comma in the sentence of my design course. Let me take a breath before I continue with my pathway. *inhale.... exhale....* Okay. Sounds stupid. Well well, so what am I supposed to do during my semester break? .... H1N1 is spreading everywhere. OMG! I don't dare to go to Sunway Lagoon. I dare not go to AEON Bukit Tinggi also. Ahh~~~~ Damn! What else to do lerh? It was just the first day of my semester break and I am already praying for it to end as soon as possible! ==

What's for tonight? Perhaps gonna watch my long lost taiwan drama again. XD!

12 August 2009

Khalil Fong's brand new album TIMELESS :《可啦思刻》is out!!!

*SCREAM*





Here are the two video clips:

红豆 Red Bean



Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You



11 August 2009

一个人一生可以爱多少次。。 我不知道。 我只知道每次当我不小心的爱上时,我都好痛苦。

因为我知道,你。。, 和我,就像两条平行线,永远永远都没有可能交叉点。

尝试过了无数的单恋,经历了一次又一次的挫折,傻傻的我到现在仍相信爱。

直到现在,遇见你,我还抱着那一丝希望,期盼着你会多望我一眼,给我一个微笑。

好难过的一天。

该唱的唱了。该笑的笑了。该喊的,我也用尽全力呐喊了。

但是,一想到你其实一点都不在乎,。。。。。唉。。

我真的很累。

或许是我想的太多了吧。想到自己都迷失方向了。

忘了吧! 趁早把你忘了吧!

请你快点离开我的世界。。



09 August 2009

A day of boredom is a day of nothing.

So what if I was drawing. Nothing I drew looks great.

So what if I was singing. I was singing out of key.

So what if I was chatting. I wasn't really reading. I wasn't replying the right thing.

So what if I was playing. I wasn't smiling. I wasn't excited. I wasn't, I wasn't.

This morning, I woke up and looked at the things that I have done yesterday.

No.

This is not what it supposed to be!

Damn, damn, damn.....

Redo!

08 August 2009

Since most of my friends can't read chinese, I decided to rewrite the previous post in English. =)

***
During my high school life, even though I was not the most lustrous one, at least, I am still loved and cared by my friends.

Even though there were times when I was forgotten, at least,.... there was no friend who will shout at me.

Even though there were times when I was teased, at least,... there was no friend who will insult me with hurtful words.

In college, things are really different. As I was used to be loved and cared, I felt... weird in college. People don't talk to me like what I expected. They shout, they scold, they take advantage,..... They just don't care. I am not referring to everyone. But they were just a few particular ones which made me feel so... "awwwh" (I also don't know what kind of expression is that. XD) Yeah.. Just so awwwh! They gave me a shock! They made me totally speechless on what they did. =.=" Fine fine.. Forgive and forget..

Thanks to those who had tried to cheer me up all these while! Arigato gozaimasu! Muax!!

*I am lazy to translate the rest edi... XD!! Will talk about it in English soon~~ XD!!

以前在高中时,虽然不是在朋友当中最耀眼的一位, 但是至少还是会受到大家对我的呵护。

虽说偶尔会被遗忘,但至少不会有人对我大声说话。

虽然偶尔会被嘲笑,但至少没有朋友会用字眼伤我的心。





去了college,才发现这种"常常被宠"的感觉不是理所当然的。。

因为,
我不是公主。
我也不爱强风头。
我也不爱发表意见。
我也不爱帮人做主义。
我也不会太热情。
我不静,我也不吵。

但是,
只要有人需要我的帮忙,我总会伸出手帮忙。我不喜欢看到人家无助的样子。
可是,我总是在幕后默默的帮忙。可能这就是我吧。看来改天我也是搞"幕后"的啦!
幕后人往往被abandoned的啦。。所以我非常 salute伟大的幕后人。他们都是我的偶像。大家听歌时往往只会顾虑到那个歌手唱得好不好。又有多少会去管那位把这首歌写得这么优美的填词人,作曲人,制作人,和篇曲人 是谁呢。。认了吧。。大家都太看"表面"了。大家都太肤浅了。。

我一向来都属于比较低调和moderate人。凡事都不喜欢show off。因为不喜欢成为大家的焦点。
喜欢一样东西也不会大声跟大家说。讨厌某个人也不会把那个人说得一文不值。毕竟人家是有妈妈生的嘛。。这也是我常常在college 朋友面前强调的。不要把"那些人"说的这么"够力"嘛。虽然"那些人"的人品是差了一点,但是也不至于把他们踩到那么尽吧。。大家说一说"不爽"就罢了咯。We must forgive and forget 嘛。。(Fishcake 教的。。)

来到Semester1的尽头了才慢慢感觉到高中生活比现在好上千倍。种种的不愉快是我暂时之间无法接受的。
那些被人遗忘
被人大声骂(我也不知道那算不算骂)
被人利用却还甘愿被利用
不被珍惜的时刻
好难过。

我并不善于表达"难过"。所以,我难过,也只有那些"死党"才看得出啦。感谢"死党"们对我的呵护。没有你们,我该如何是好呢。。



07 August 2009

Today's Pop up final result:


14/15

Score for Finished Art= 90%.Yay! Counting the first A for my foundation Sem 1!

The first "almost B+" for Figure Drawing 1.


My Nicole. I love her so much!

The first time getting a "GOOD" with a star! OMG! Happy ler!


Wahaha.. This the comment that my sir gave for another figure drawing. Found it so funny.
Translation: Don't draw the teeth line. Because, when you see it from far, the teeth looks like decayed tooth.

OMG! Need to say until like this merhh... XD!

Before writing anything regarding my post title, let me wish Kin Lek a very happy birthday first! 生日快乐喔!!!

I woke up a bit late today as I thought somehow I would manage to finish my 180º pop up. Unexpectedly, I couldn't manage to finish it by 11.30am. I still have to leave to take KTM to college. Reached Sunway Pyramid at 12.45pm. I had to go to Popular Bookstore to get something for Simon. Then, I rushed to The One Academy's student lounge to complete my pop up final. Fish cake, Soon Lim and others were there as well. When it was about 2, we were all worried as we hadn't gotten anything for Kin Lek yet. Since we had no time to get present for him, we suggested to go and get a cake for him. But it was already TWO! Class starts at 2. Hm.. But I was thinking, since it was for the birthday boy, I didn't mind running to Sunway Pyramid to get him a birthday cake. And so, I ran all the way to Bread Story( lower ground floor of Sunway Pyramid) to buy a birthday cake. Then, headed to Giant to buy serviettes and forks. Ran to KK to get lighter. (Full preparation) Then, ran up to The One Academy again with sweats. Well, I didn't ask for anyone to thank me for doing so. I was doing it on my own will. When I entered the classroom, Reis(my lecturer) wasn't there yet. Phewh! I took a deep breath and rested. Then, YS nudged me and asked me about Kin Lek's birthday celebration plan. I told her I ran and got his a cake from Bread Story. She gave me a stunned look. I have to say I was shocked of her response. Anyway, she didn't stun because I went and got a cake. She was stun as she already had another plan for Kin Lek's birthday. =.=" So, I was the blur one who didn't know what's going on. The situation became so embarrassing that I didn't know what else to say. Anyway, we still manage to celebrate Kin Lek's birthday, with the cake as well.

A sudden black-out!

This is the birthday boy-Kin Lek AKA Monitor. He loves to "pan cute..."

Seng mok(smart) lecturer, Reis watching Kin Lek..

Soon Lim in action!

Dead Soon Lim.. XD!!

The killer look

Rabbit look! XD!

Whoa.. Soon Lim so bling merh??

Fie fie and JJ!



********After class, Soon Lim, Wei Ting and I headed to Pyramid. They were very hungry. So we went to eat in A&W.


Little girl

Eat also got style wan.. =.="

Yucky? lol.. It's yummy!

******After dinner, went back to main block. Wei Ting and I wanted to go to the library at first. But we saw our pitiful president working alone in the exhibition corridor. So, we decided to help him. Soon, there were more people from Cd0905-2 came to help us. =D

Busy busy~~

So itchy hand that I went and broke the hand that I made that day.. It's made of clay.

Evil us. Went and potong the finger.

Whoa! Scold bad words la now?? XD!

Artist of the Month? HAHA!

Wei Ting oh!

Hungry president with his "loh mai gai".. Haha!













The interesting part is here:>
I think he realized I was taking his picture.. Wahahaha...Reis looks like "flower boy" today ler. Btw, he was wearing his high school uniform. Wahhh.... *faint*

So adorable ler...

=D


**Thanks to Fish Cake, Wei Ting, So Lame, Dee Lun, Sunny, Chris and Kar Fai who cheered me up! =)

05 August 2009

以前的我,看到雨天的时候总是会微笑的说,"下雨了!好爽喔!"

现在的我,看到雨天的时候只会觉得周身不自在。我也不知道为什么啦。可能是因为我病了吧。讲起为什么病情会恶化,我还真的是活该啦。谁叫我这么"早"睡呢。昨天竟然整四点才睡叻!劲暴到。。。

带病进考场的我也不见得会考到多好啦。死人英文竟然会问起这么没有sense的问题。看了都显掉了。看见Chee Han给我 "我不会做"的眼神。看见Wei Ting给我 "真的很难做叻"的表情。 Oh no! 这个烂考卷! 恨不得把它撕成碎片啊!!!!

考完试后,我们就跟着计划走咯。Let's go to J6! 差点就把Chee Han给吓坏了。饼妹把他啦上去J6后,就把他锁在门外,不让他进去。之后,一心又用手遮住Chee Han的眼睛。(超级暴力!) 搞得Chee Han不知怎样才好。到最后,Soon Lim代替一心,用他超大的手掌盖着Chee Han的眼睛。数 "一,二,三"! Soon Lim也就拿走他的手了。 大家一起为我们的寿星唱生日歌! 搞到华语,英语和广东version都唱完了。 =.=" 不久后,Chee Han被 我们班的几位"猛汉"举起! 哎哟! 好可怜! XD!


Birthday Boy-Chee Han

很Happy的我们。少了一个Chris。

平时回家的路程中都会跟Sunny讲些有的没的。今天真的是病到一上车整个人都好像死掉了。不到10分钟,我就睡着了。看来,我的身体已经无法负荷我过度兴奋的心情。到家后,直接冲进房间。 睡觉!! 醒来时已经7点半了。以为睡了一觉会精神多。怎知,我竟然发烧了! 啊!!!救命! 我还得读书呢!因为明天有大考。 好显叻。。。

现在,再怎么累,我也必须把那整堆notes给读完。唉。。。。

今天真是有悲有喜啊。。

开心的是今天的更改历史作品竟然被老师赞,"靓!"

伤心的是,。。。没人看见我在难过。看来,我的隐藏sadness能力又升级了喔! *拍手*

其实,真不知道自己是不是过份的小心眼咧。小小的事情都可以让我耿耿于怀呢。 难道这就是人家常说的 sensitive? 或许吧。 可能是因为我把某些事情看得太重。 (因为我好在乎喔。。) 看到大家哈哈大笑, 我也跟着笑。老实说,我也不知道自己是不是真的在笑呢。

说不出伤心的理由不是因为没有理由。只不过,说出来的话,场面会变得很尴尬。尴尬的我们。。 不太好吧。。 酱就显掉了咯。。

可是,可是,既然我都忍到了一个极限,又不能跟任何人讲,我也就只好在这里乱讲一餐咯。反正,会看华语字的朋友还真是limited。

伤心时没人理解。 生气时没人平息心情。心酸时没人看见。 唯有开心时有人会陪我笑一笑。 所以,在没有选择之下,在怎么不快乐也要保持那被人称为"会发亮的笑容"。 无奈,喔无奈。。

有时候,明明知道有些朋友只是在利用我,我还依然帮他们。什么叫作"利用我的朋友"呢? 那就是,有事就好声好气叫我帮。 没事的时候,人就不懂去哪里。看东看西,连人影都看不见叻!

算了。。这也就罢了。想到今天,还真难免觉得sad。讲明会救我的嘛! 讲的时候还然人家信任你真的会帮。 但是,今天却让我有点儿失望咯。虽然没有当场show出不爽和sad的表情,回到家时回顾了一下那一幕,失望的情绪不自禁得淹没我。难过叻。。。

唉! 诉完苦了! 好舒服。。。。!

04 August 2009

As usual, I attended Design I in the morning today. With no surprise, half of the class did not attend Design I. Many of them were preparing themselves for the presentation on their History presentation in the afternoon. As I was freaking bored, I ended up leaving the classroom at 11 with my gang of friends. XD!


The clock struck 1 o clock. My presentation is at 2pm. Oh my oh my... My heart started to thump at the speed of120/min. While waiting for my group's turn, I watched the other groups being questioned by my lecturer, Stephen. Watching them being questioned in an unexpected way worsen my nervousness. Soon, it was 2 o clock. Stephen walked to the place where my group's History reinvention and advertising campaign are located. He started with the reinvention painting. My group leader, Lex was a bit nervous in the starting. Fortunately, things went well afterward. Lex explained the rational of reinventing the painting in such way. I could tell my lecturer loves our concept pretty well as our concept of the reinvention is to create awareness to the society that our next generation needs a greener environment. Stop the pollution and stop the open burnings! Yeah! That's the thing! =P. After the reinvention painting, he moved on to the advertising campaign. My group did Gatsby advertisement. We changed Jesus' hairstyle to a spiky one! XD! The message sent to the consumer is quite strong as the hair really looks great on Jesus. "But he is no more Jesus! " Stephen said. Oops! Yeah. He is no more Jesus. But he is another good-looking hottie! XD! Overall, we only did a mistake which is the gesture. Whoops! Stephen really has wide knowledge! He spotted the gesture that we changed into is the sign of syaitan. @___@ Anyway, he did not lecture us on that. Probably because he understands that we are still young and shallow-minded. =X One thing that impressed him most is the photoshop skill of both the projects; the reinvention of painting and the advertising campaign. "Well, I have to say that the photoshop skill is very impressive!" =X! Haha.. My group mates started pointing at me (as I was the one who did the photoshop work). I did not smile big. I senyum simpul(tou xiao) only. Hahak! I did not reply his compliment at first. But, before he concluded everything, he complimented on the photoshop work once again. This time, I beh hiao pai seh and thanked him for complimenting my photoshop skill. =)

Advertising Campaign

Original painting
Salvator Mundi by Vittoire Carpaccio

Our "painting"
You save the world, Gatsby saves your hair!*Notice his gesture? This is the gesture of syaitan actually. Aiks! (Well, this is not the actual thing. This is just the photoshop picture. Actually, there is a 3D hand holding the Gatsby bottle with the slogan on his right. Picture will be uploading when I got it from my photographer)

Reinvention of the old masters' painting

Original Painting
Rest during the Flight into Egypt by Joachim Patinir

After being reinvented
The Green Escape. *Click to enlarge

After everything, Lex offered to treat the group members for afternoon tea. Wuhoo.. I accepted the offer with no "paiseh". Lol! Went to Station 1 and had my hot honey lemon(I can't drink anything cold as I am having cough). It is amazing that we only know each other for few weeks(Our group consists of students from different classes), we could actually chat and laugh till the whole Station 1 could hear us! Whoops! XD! After the tea, I went back to main block to see how other groups were doing. Sunny picked me up at around 5. Today, he drove me to Pei Shan's house! Pei Shan was sleeping. But, she still came out to have lil talk with us. Haha.. It had been quite some time since I last met her. She had became so pwettty now due to her beautiful hair colour. XD! Hope to go out lepak with my girls gang during my semester break! Eeeks!

So, holiday is coming soon. And, my spirit started to fade little by little. Ugh! This is bad! I have not been doing anything since yesterday. I think I am going to work on my pop up assignment tonight.


***p/s: 10 marks for Finished Art again? Waa... Reis! Where is my Raspberry bread?

Signing off. =)

 
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