28 August 2009
It's Friday night, which means my second week of my semester break is coming to an end.
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25 August 2009
与其说一些还未确定的可能性,倒不如静静的做出一番成绩给人看~
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22 August 2009
Finally, I think it's time to compile things that had happened throughout my Year 1 Sem 1 in TOA.
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21 August 2009
So hey! I went to watch UP with my gang of coursemates today. Hm.. I would say it's another worth-watching movie. ^^ I don't wanna brag much about the movie so that I can make you guys feel suspensed. XD!
19 August 2009
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Good morning! I just woke up from my nap/sleep and got a strong feeling to post something. Disappointment? Yeah. I am truly disappointed.
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17 August 2009
=.="
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15 August 2009
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14 August 2009
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Semester break starts!
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12 August 2009
11 August 2009
因为我知道,你。。, 和我,就像两条平行线,永远永远都没有可能交叉点。
尝试过了无数的单恋,经历了一次又一次的挫折,傻傻的我到现在仍相信爱。
直到现在,遇见你,我还抱着那一丝希望,期盼着你会多望我一眼,给我一个微笑。
好难过的一天。
该唱的唱了。该笑的笑了。该喊的,我也用尽全力呐喊了。
但是,一想到你其实一点都不在乎,。。。。。唉。。
我真的很累。
或许是我想的太多了吧。想到自己都迷失方向了。
忘了吧! 趁早把你忘了吧!
请你快点离开我的世界。。
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09 August 2009
A day of boredom is a day of nothing.
So what if I was drawing. Nothing I drew looks great.
So what if I was singing. I was singing out of key.
So what if I was chatting. I wasn't really reading. I wasn't replying the right thing.
So what if I was playing. I wasn't smiling. I wasn't excited. I wasn't, I wasn't.
This morning, I woke up and looked at the things that I have done yesterday.
No.
This is not what it supposed to be!
Damn, damn, damn.....
Redo!
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08 August 2009
Since most of my friends can't read chinese, I decided to rewrite the previous post in English. =)
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During my high school life, even though I was not the most lustrous one, at least, I am still loved and cared by my friends.
Even though there were times when I was forgotten, at least,.... there was no friend who will shout at me.
Even though there were times when I was teased, at least,... there was no friend who will insult me with hurtful words.
In college, things are really different. As I was used to be loved and cared, I felt... weird in college. People don't talk to me like what I expected. They shout, they scold, they take advantage,..... They just don't care. I am not referring to everyone. But they were just a few particular ones which made me feel so... "awwwh" (I also don't know what kind of expression is that. XD) Yeah.. Just so awwwh! They gave me a shock! They made me totally speechless on what they did. =.=" Fine fine.. Forgive and forget..
Thanks to those who had tried to cheer me up all these while! Arigato gozaimasu! Muax!!
*I am lazy to translate the rest edi... XD!! Will talk about it in English soon~~ XD!!
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以前在高中时,虽然不是在朋友当中最耀眼的一位, 但是至少还是会受到大家对我的呵护。
虽说偶尔会被遗忘,但至少不会有人对我大声说话。
虽然偶尔会被嘲笑,但至少没有朋友会用字眼伤我的心。
去了college,才发现这种"常常被宠"的感觉不是理所当然的。。
我不是公主。
我也不爱强风头。
我也不爱发表意见。
我也不爱帮人做主义。
我也不会太热情。
我不静,我也不吵。
但是,
只要有人需要我的帮忙,我总会伸出手帮忙。我不喜欢看到人家无助的样子。
可是,我总是在幕后默默的帮忙。可能这就是我吧。看来改天我也是搞"幕后"的啦!
幕后人往往被abandoned的啦。。所以我非常 salute伟大的幕后人。他们都是我的偶像。大家听歌时往往只会顾虑到那个歌手唱得好不好。又有多少会去管那位把这首歌写得这么优美的填词人,作曲人,制作人,和篇曲人 是谁呢。。认了吧。。大家都太看"表面"了。大家都太肤浅了。。
我一向来都属于比较低调和moderate人。凡事都不喜欢show off。因为不喜欢成为大家的焦点。
喜欢一样东西也不会大声跟大家说。讨厌某个人也不会把那个人说得一文不值。毕竟人家是有妈妈生的嘛。。这也是我常常在college 朋友面前强调的。不要把"那些人"说的这么"够力"嘛。虽然"那些人"的人品是差了一点,但是也不至于把他们踩到那么尽吧。。大家说一说"不爽"就罢了咯。We must forgive and forget 嘛。。(Fishcake 教的。。)
来到Semester1的尽头了才慢慢感觉到高中生活比现在好上千倍。种种的不愉快是我暂时之间无法接受的。
那些被人遗忘
被人大声骂(我也不知道那算不算骂)
被人利用却还甘愿被利用
不被珍惜的时刻
好难过。
我并不善于表达"难过"。所以,我难过,也只有那些"死党"才看得出啦。感谢"死党"们对我的呵护。没有你们,我该如何是好呢。。
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07 August 2009
高分不是理所当然的 There's no distinction without efforts
0 comments Posted by Unknown at Friday, August 07, 2009Score for Finished Art= 90%.Yay! Counting the first A for my foundation Sem 1!
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Before writing anything regarding my post title, let me wish Kin Lek a very happy birthday first! 生日快乐喔!!!
I woke up a bit late today as I thought somehow I would manage to finish my 180º pop up. Unexpectedly, I couldn't manage to finish it by 11.30am. I still have to leave to take KTM to college. Reached Sunway Pyramid at 12.45pm. I had to go to Popular Bookstore to get something for Simon. Then, I rushed to The One Academy's student lounge to complete my pop up final. Fish cake, Soon Lim and others were there as well. When it was about 2, we were all worried as we hadn't gotten anything for Kin Lek yet. Since we had no time to get present for him, we suggested to go and get a cake for him. But it was already TWO! Class starts at 2. Hm.. But I was thinking, since it was for the birthday boy, I didn't mind running to Sunway Pyramid to get him a birthday cake. And so, I ran all the way to Bread Story( lower ground floor of Sunway Pyramid) to buy a birthday cake. Then, headed to Giant to buy serviettes and forks. Ran to KK to get lighter. (Full preparation) Then, ran up to The One Academy again with sweats. Well, I didn't ask for anyone to thank me for doing so. I was doing it on my own will. When I entered the classroom, Reis(my lecturer) wasn't there yet. Phewh! I took a deep breath and rested. Then, YS nudged me and asked me about Kin Lek's birthday celebration plan. I told her I ran and got his a cake from Bread Story. She gave me a stunned look. I have to say I was shocked of her response. Anyway, she didn't stun because I went and got a cake. She was stun as she already had another plan for Kin Lek's birthday. =.=" So, I was the blur one who didn't know what's going on. The situation became so embarrassing that I didn't know what else to say. Anyway, we still manage to celebrate Kin Lek's birthday, with the cake as well.
Seng mok(smart) lecturer, Reis watching Kin Lek..
********After class, Soon Lim, Wei Ting and I headed to Pyramid. They were very hungry. So we went to eat in A&W.
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05 August 2009
以前的我,看到雨天的时候总是会微笑的说,"下雨了!好爽喔!"
现在的我,看到雨天的时候只会觉得周身不自在。我也不知道为什么啦。可能是因为我病了吧。讲起为什么病情会恶化,我还真的是活该啦。谁叫我这么"早"睡呢。昨天竟然整四点才睡叻!劲暴到。。。
带病进考场的我也不见得会考到多好啦。死人英文竟然会问起这么没有sense的问题。看了都显掉了。看见Chee Han给我 "我不会做"的眼神。看见Wei Ting给我 "真的很难做叻"的表情。 Oh no! 这个烂考卷! 恨不得把它撕成碎片啊!!!!
考完试后,我们就跟着计划走咯。Let's go to J6! 差点就把Chee Han给吓坏了。饼妹把他啦上去J6后,就把他锁在门外,不让他进去。之后,一心又用手遮住Chee Han的眼睛。(超级暴力!) 搞得Chee Han不知怎样才好。到最后,Soon Lim代替一心,用他超大的手掌盖着Chee Han的眼睛。数 "一,二,三"! Soon Lim也就拿走他的手了。 大家一起为我们的寿星唱生日歌! 搞到华语,英语和广东version都唱完了。 =.=" 不久后,Chee Han被 我们班的几位"猛汉"举起! 哎哟! 好可怜! XD!
平时回家的路程中都会跟Sunny讲些有的没的。今天真的是病到一上车整个人都好像死掉了。不到10分钟,我就睡着了。看来,我的身体已经无法负荷我过度兴奋的心情。到家后,直接冲进房间。 睡觉!! 醒来时已经7点半了。以为睡了一觉会精神多。怎知,我竟然发烧了! 啊!!!救命! 我还得读书呢!因为明天有大考。 好显叻。。。
现在,再怎么累,我也必须把那整堆notes给读完。唉。。。。
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今天真是有悲有喜啊。。
开心的是今天的更改历史作品竟然被老师赞,"靓!"
伤心的是,。。。没人看见我在难过。看来,我的隐藏sadness能力又升级了喔! *拍手*
其实,真不知道自己是不是过份的小心眼咧。小小的事情都可以让我耿耿于怀呢。 难道这就是人家常说的 sensitive? 或许吧。 可能是因为我把某些事情看得太重。 (因为我好在乎喔。。) 看到大家哈哈大笑, 我也跟着笑。老实说,我也不知道自己是不是真的在笑呢。
说不出伤心的理由不是因为没有理由。只不过,说出来的话,场面会变得很尴尬。尴尬的我们。。 不太好吧。。 酱就显掉了咯。。
可是,可是,既然我都忍到了一个极限,又不能跟任何人讲,我也就只好在这里乱讲一餐咯。反正,会看华语字的朋友还真是limited。
伤心时没人理解。 生气时没人平息心情。心酸时没人看见。 唯有开心时有人会陪我笑一笑。 所以,在没有选择之下,在怎么不快乐也要保持那被人称为"会发亮的笑容"。 无奈,喔无奈。。
有时候,明明知道有些朋友只是在利用我,我还依然帮他们。什么叫作"利用我的朋友"呢? 那就是,有事就好声好气叫我帮。 没事的时候,人就不懂去哪里。看东看西,连人影都看不见叻!
算了。。这也就罢了。想到今天,还真难免觉得sad。讲明会救我的嘛! 讲的时候还然人家信任你真的会帮。 但是,今天却让我有点儿失望咯。虽然没有当场show出不爽和sad的表情,回到家时回顾了一下那一幕,失望的情绪不自禁得淹没我。难过叻。。。
唉! 诉完苦了! 好舒服。。。。!
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04 August 2009
Original painting
Reinvention of the old masters' painting
Original Painting
So, holiday is coming soon. And, my spirit started to fade little by little. Ugh! This is bad! I have not been doing anything since yesterday. I think I am going to work on my pop up assignment tonight.
***p/s: 10 marks for Finished Art again? Waa... Reis! Where is my Raspberry bread?
Signing off. =)
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