Having moody days since SPM ended, I finally found the best cure of everything, which is PAINTINGS!

Before I started everything, I told myself this: ENJOY THE COLOURS!!

Woots woots~~~

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My eighteenth birthday, is not going to be great!

No celebrations.
No greetings.
No presents.
Nothing!

*Somehow, you gotta pay 50cents just to admire art while you are doing your "business". It will be more worth it if you were to pass motion in the washroom. LOL!

I feel so empty now! Gosh!Kok Yen, Lee Teng and I are truly in love with SPM. We don't want it to end!!! But, we all know, we have to move on to another path of our life. Sigh. This is rather depressing! Yesterday night I was thinking whether I was experiencing depression or not. I had all the symptoms of people who are experiencing depression like, feeling hopeless and lost interest in many hobbies. But,.... ngek ngek ngek!! I think I am FINE! I am smiling to my laptop with no reason again! Looks like I am no more depressed. Ha-ha-ha!

Actually, I find SPM quite interesting. (No, I am not insane ok!) Maybe it's all because I did not stress myself during this examinations, unlike what I did during trials. Everyday seemed to be quite fine to me. Every paper seemed to be OK to me;not too easy, not too tough. I still continued to online everyday. I still continued to sms and MSN with my friends. So, the only thing that made me feel empty now is that I have no need to study the reference books and text books anymore! Ha-ha! But I d0n't think I will throw/recycle/sell the some of the books away. I have feelings towards the book already man! Especially my Form 4 and 5 Sejarah(Damn bersejarah!). Besides my Sejarah books, I am also keeping my Chemistry and Biology reference books. The reason is because both the books are quite informative. I might need the knowledge in future. =)

So, "What should I do now?" should be the question that many of the Form Fives are thinking about, let alone those who have crazy and interesting plans. I have art exhibitions to attend tomorrow.On Tuesday, I will be watching Twilight with Lee Teng, Sin Dee, Be Teng and most probably Ben. A week later, which is on the 6th of December, I will be competiting in The One Academy. If situation allows, I might be working for HICT. I have to get myself prepared for the coming National Service. Oh ya! I have designs to complete before I leave. Arghhh!!

Besides that, I have to apologize to Ping Soon and Blurboy larh! Aiyok! Pai seh neh! If I have done something bad to you guys when I was having bad mood, sorry ya! Hehek!

I got tagged by Ian.

Seven Things That You Dislike the Most:
1. Ants
2. Double-faced people
3. Rejection
4. Being nagged with no reasons
5. Leaving school
6. Needless arguments with anyone; family, friends, or other people.
7. Quote from Si Erng:People who gives hopes but not doing so.

Seven Things You Like the Most:
1. Being loved.
2. Giving love.
3. Hanging out with best friends
4. Getting things that I deserved
5. Every of my beloveds stay healthy and great
6. Design & Fine art
7. Music

Seven Important Things In Your Room:
1. Modem
2. PC
3. Table
4. Stationeries
5. Radio
6. Papers
7. Washroom (I am The Queen Of Washroom)

Seven Random Facts About You:
1. Mood Swinger
2. Talkative
3. Nocturnal
4. Irrational
5. Artistic
6. Confident(only in certain things)
7. Considerate

Seven Things You Plan to Do Before You Die:
1. Let my family, friends and loved ones know that I truly care for them
2. A trip to Kalakari Island? Hm...
3. Do something extreme
4. Become famous in a day! LOL! Crap!
5. A date with Jason
6. A date with my sharp chin guy(Eddie)
7. Jump into the sea to experience the exotic feelings!

Seven Things You Find Attractive in the Opposite Sex:
1. Chin (I said, "I like guys with sharp chin!" LOL)
2. Nose (I said, "I like guys with sharp nose!")
3. Intelligence(Yea.. This is the most important thing!)
4. Humble
5. Sexy lips! Hoho!
6. Sincerity? That's of course!
7. Broad shoulder. Haha!!

Seven Celebrity Crushes:
1. Lee Hom
2. Eddie Peng
3. Jason Phang
4. Chang Min (DBSK)
5. Xiah (DBSK)
6. Raymond Lam
7. Hugh Laurie

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THREE freaky things that happened today:
1. My name tag which I have worn it for 5 years broke by itself TODAY!
2. Before EST Paper 1, I was telling Lee Teng, "How nice if our EST essay is like our Biology's essay.." And, HELL YEAH! The essay question was about nutrients.
3. Just two minutes before the EST Paper was over, a loud explosion made my heart stopped beating for a few seconds(just exaggerating).
4. When I walked out from the examination hall to take my bag,.... I found out that my bags were ATTACKED by ants!! Gosh!! The creature that I hate the most!! Freaking disgusting! Finally, I threw my paper bags there as I didn't know how to get rid of the ants!

ZOMG! I can't believe tomorrow is the last day! I was planning to do some lil gifts to my friends before leaving school. Yet, everything was still undone yet.(I am a lil bit lazy today) So, I think I should just mailed it to my friends when I am done with the gifts. Haha!!

There are too many things that will end tomorrow!! Gosh!!
1. The last time entering the school as a student of MGS.
2. The last time wearing school uniform to school.
3. The last time seeing some of my school mates.
4. The last time enjoying lunch in Dataran Bestari with Kiki, Miao, Dee and Lee Teng.
5. The last time entering the exam hall.
6. The last time sitting for exams in my secondary school life.
7. The last time discussing about spotted questions before exam in school.
8. The last time reaching school at 6.50am.
9. The last time,.......
OMG! I think I should stop here..

T___T

I start to hate caffeine now. It always work at the wrong time.

I could still remember drinking chicken essence, ginseng tea and high dose of coffee the night before my Sejarah paper. Yet, I still felt sleepy.

Yesterday, I thought I couldn't mange to finish my Biology revision. So, I decided to drink a cup of coffee and chicken essence. This time, I drank a new brand's coffee.Usually, I put a lot of faith in coffee. Therefore, I always take my own sweet time when I revise. But,... yesterday, I did not put so much of faith in coffee. So, I decided to take a bullet train ride. *Wooommphh!!* By 11.30pm, eh!! I finished! WTH! So early? Never mind. So I went to online to make myself feel tired. When I was online, I talked to my sai lou, Guan Tat. Talking to him made me wanna revise the book again. Argh! So, I went to revise the chapters that I am not very confident in again. At 1, I forced myself to get into the bed. I laid on the bed with my eyes opened so widely. After some time, I found out that I had actually turned 180˚ from the north of my bed to the south of my bed. Okay! Never mind!! I kept telling myself, "SLEEP!!" But, I just can't sleep!! After a few hours, I rolled from my bed to the floor and started counting 1,2,3,4,5,................. Finally, I slept. But, the sleep was rather short. I even dreamed of myself talking to cartoon charactersof Playhouse Disney(I love watching Playhouse Disney.. Maybe this is the reason I dreamed of the characters la.. Haha)

Till now, I still feel so awake. This coffee, .... GENG AH!

None of the spotted questions of Biology Paper 3 came out.

=_=''.. Sooooooooooooo speechless.

Diffusion through semi permeable tube? Awhh....

I will miss:

1. Mun Chun's birthday-28th December
2. New Year Eve Celebration-31st December
3. Audrey's birthday-1st January
4. My birthday- 2nd January
5. Michelle's birthday-22nd January
6. Seng Huat's birthday- 11th February
7. Foon Yoong's birthday- 21st February
8. Boon Yi's birthday- 22nd February
9. Soon Teck's birthday- 23rd February
10. Sherene's birthday- 28th February
11. Kor's birthday- 1st March
12. Jia Nee's birthday- 9th March

I don't know what's the reason I am smiling like orang gila these days.

When I look at the computer, I gave the computer a broad smile.

When I look at the book, I gave the book a broad smile.

When I look in the mirror, I gave my reflection a broader smile!

What's going on man!

Tell me! Am I a psycho now?

The person who is laughing like a typical "Siao Po" is me la! I can't believe I too have this view! Thanks to my Head Instructor. =_="

WARNING: THIS POST IS GOING TO BE SARCASTIC.

SPM is going to over real soon. It is normal to hear the Form 5s talking about their future at this moment. The conversations are mostly about which college to go or which course to take. This is definitely a right thing to do now! But, I have to say, it's really annoying to hear people talking nonsense shit at this age. C'mon Form Fives! You are a grown-up now! Think twice or thrice before you speak. I came to a conversation with a person today which I can conclude with a word-Ridiculous.

He: Hey.. What are you going to study? The course I wanna take is not available in many unis.

Me: What course?

He: T Shirt design.

Me: (Silent: WAH LIAO! THIS IS CONSIDERED A COURSE? @_@) Elo! This is considered a course?

He: Not good meh? Or,... I wanna learn how to draw comic.

Me: (Silent: Buy books and learn yourself better la.. Go to uni to learn how to draw comic.. *pengsan*) I don't think it's a good choice to go university to do such course.

All I wanna say is,..... be mature lar. You wanna live in this world with this kind of mind ah? This world is so competitive and so mean! You wanna live by just doing T shirt design and drawing comic? I am sure even the artists have other profession than just painting and drawing.

THE LETTER HAS FINALLY ARRIVED.

KEM TERKOK, SUNGAI SIPUT, PERAK

Wtf!!! I don't want to go Perak weh....

And, I don't want to go first batch la...

I wanna celebrate my birthday!! But, I can't! First time in my life I can't celebrate my birthday... How...................... sad.

I think I am sick!

I can't differentiate what's real and what's hallucination now!! Argh!!

Rules & Regulations.

Just sat for my Arts paper today. Hm... This paper was easier if were to compare with the trial's. And one thing so interesting about this paper was,.... IT WAS SO COLOURFUL!! The questions are printed on those shiny papers. Besides, most of the diagrams have colours. Whee~~ I seriously enjoy doing this paper. I managed to finish it in 20 minutes. Somehow, I was not the first one to leave the hall. I was waiting. 2.30,... 2.35,.... 2.40,.... and and and... finally, someone stood up. Yay!! Time to leave!! Before we walked out from the hall, we were given the questions for our paintings. Hm... I don't like the questions at all!! Grr.. I was expecting for a question on fantasy. But, all the questions are so realism. *still figuring out which question to draw*(how creative) LOL..


Time for Chemistry....

=p

My bio-clock has finally gone upside down!!

After seeing some of my friends with their time all terbalik,..... deng deng,.... it's my turn now!

I wasn't quite sure when I started to feel sleepy last night. All I could remember is I set the alarm to ring at 10 so that I could study at that time. But,.... I couldn't remember whether or not the alarm rang as I slept so soundly till 4 in the morning. And I started to count the days left for Chemistry... WHAT?? Tomorrow?!?! Shoot! I jumped off the bed and went to clean up myself. Instead of reading Chemistry, I read the theories of Arts as I am gonna sit for the paper at 2.00pm today. Hm.... So as I read and read, I felt so sleepy... So, I set the alarm to ring at 7.00am. And, this time, I heard the alarm ringing. But, .... =) Hehe.. I looked at the clock and I dumped it somewhere in my bed. Lolx! At eight, Mom woke me up. She wanted me to look after the kid. Okay.. I went downstairs. At first, the kid was lying on the tilam. So, I thought, "Ok.. She is sleeping.. So, I shall sleep too.." Mana tahu, when I was sleeping, that kid bit my toes!! *faint* Grr... What should I do now?....

CHEMISTRY!

★Tomorrow has a better tomorrow!!★