Miss Sunshine Says

I have lived in this world for 17 years, 5 months and 14 days. I definitely have not met all kinds of people yet, but, I am quite sure I met quite many kinds of people who made me speechless after I realized they were, especially this year.

Being betrayed by my best friend's' in the early of the year or to be more specific, January, almost brought me to the hell. I do not want to mention again how the painful that experience was. All I can say is, from that incident, I learned not trust others that much. In these six months, I'd met all kinds of people. There were some who I treated as friends. Again, I was unconscious of how those 'friends' thought about me. Just a few days ago, I realized that those 'friends' were just treating me not like a friend should. Amazingly, I wasn't sad at myself; not even a little! I was feeling sad for them. It's their lost for doing those craps behind me when I never even meant to think negatively about them.

Let me bring my title in. What are friends meant to be?
1. Friends are meant to be loved; or
2. Friends are meant to be cared; or
3. Friends are meant to be used; or
4. Friends are meant to be a gossip topic.

To me, of course, my options would be the first and the second. But to the others,.... you guys might not admit it. However, there were some of you who had used your friends and gossiped about your friends without noticing it! Think back! Did you bring him/her out for shopping just because you knew that he/she will always be most willing to spend you something?Did you gossiped about how big your girlfriends' boobs are? Did you gossiped about the boys who are interested of your girlfriends, but not you? Did you turned away when he/she needed your help badly? Did you ignore him/her in an obvious way which made him/her feeling so upset? These are all the acts of disrespect! Those acts also made you look even more childish than ever!

*sigh*

I am so sicked of those kinds of people! They ruin my day. They ruin my life. Can't I get rid of those kind of people?

It's a Twilight-ing day today. I was so stuck to this book that I didn't wish to spend any of my free time on other stuff.

My day started as usual. I woke up early as I got to go to school for co-curricular activities. I knew that today would be my chance to talk to Qp after quite some time. The anticipation was so strong as I really miss her lots! We chattered as we played ping pong together.Just when I thought that everything was going to be fine throughout the day, I was said to be "abandoning" her. I was just having a little chat with one of my best friends. No words can describe the guilt that grew in my heart in only 1 second. I quickly got her back and tried to make her feel comfortable. Then, my friend continued to share her problem with me. And,...... Qp felt abandoned once again. T___T I must be such a terrible friend!! How could I actually make her feel so upset??? So, once again I tried to comfort her. When it was time for the persatuan activities, I gotta leave for choir. I knew that she will be left alone in the Chinese Society. But, I couldn't do much as I seriously gotta attend the Choir meeting. When I entered the hall, shockingly, there was no one in the hall. After waiting for half an hour, there was still no shadows appearing from the door of the hall. LOL.. So, I decided to call Qp up to the hall. Yay! Finally, I made her smile. Still, I am still not satisfied with the way I treat my friends. I MUST BE A TERRIBLE FRIEND! *sigh*

I waited for my dad to fetch me in the bus stop for 2 hours. Thanks to myself for bringing Twilight along to school. If not, I might just rot there. The long waiting spoiled my appetite. However, I still gotta eat with my dad. Without requesting for my suggestion, he ordered a large "Mi Hun Kueh" with egg!! Shoot!! I didn't wanna let him know that I was not in the mood of eating. So,... I finished them,in struggle.

By the time I reached home, it was already 3. After my bath, I continued to read the book which fascinate me so much. Before I left for Taekwondo, I took a short nap. I dreamed about the hero in the story,Edward Cullen. Oh my!! I must be insane!! By the time I woke up, IT WAS ALREADY 4.15! Shoot!! I quickly moved out of my bed. I had no idea how I fell on the floor. The pain; ouch! I had no time to think how painful it was!! I dashed to the washroom to change into my taekwondo outfit.

My dad was sad to see me coming down from the staircase. LOL.. He was very lazy to fetch me to school. Oops!! Sorry daddy!! On the way to school, I could sense the presence of Mr Leong. I guess he was in my school. And BINGO!! He was really there. As usual, once he meets me, he would start to lecture on me for not going to the MSSD tournament. Yikes! This time, I had good reason for not joining the coming tournament which is the Powersport Taekwondo Tournament. He was so angry worried of me when I told him my spine is injured. Haha.. Guess what.. He suggested me to wear all the safety gears if I were to go ice skating next time.. Awh... I will look very funny with all those gears eh.. Haha..

It's Dan's and Steph's birthday today. Both are my very important person. Dan is one of my favourites or I shall say he is my love one!! Hahaha.. Love him so so much!! And Steph, is my god daughter.I am unable to celebrate with her as she's 30 kilometres away from me!! Distance really matters a lot!!

*sigh* I still couldn't explain why am I feeling so down now!!

No words can describe how tired I am now.

I slept at one in the morning, then,.. I woke up at five forty five. I had choir practice since eleven till two. Then, I went to Audrey's house to bathe. Soon, we rushed to Mr. Gerald tuition. I had difficulties in opening my eyes in tuition. Yet, I SHOULD NOT FALL ASLEEP. *sigh*

Well well.. I have loads to do tonight. So many things that I wanna complete by today. I wonder can I be able to finish all by one night..... BTW, I wanna congrats one of my classmates, Jian Ju. Oh people. This is something to be so proud of. She'd got 100 for her Add Maths Paper 2!!! That paper wasn't that actually to score but SHE still managed to score perfectly!! Wuhoo.. Yay!! Jian RULEZ!!! Besides, despite all those crappy results that I had received, I am soooooooo darn HAPPY today. I almost flew!! Haha.. Yeah.. I score very well in my History this time. I feel so.... PROUD! Lol.. Teeheee... That's the only mark that I am very satisfied. Haha!!

Oh ya!! Today's Wen Nie's birthday. I am soooooo sorry that I did not wish you earlier.. (I seriously didn't know when is your birthday) Hehe.. Nvm.. Let me sing a birthday song to you.

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Baby Dinosaur
Happy birthday to you!!!! (Not a baby anymore.. Haha)

The choir competition for state level is on this coming Thursday. Oh my, oh my... I hope I will not make the same mistake like what I did in the district level.

Yeah.. Today is the Rice Dumpling Festival. It's considered a grand festival for the Chinese. As it occurs in the Sunday this year, so my parents decided to bring us, the kids back to my mother's hometown in Kuala Kubu Bharu. On the way back to the KKB, the highway was really misty. When I looked at the mountains far from the highway, they looked like iced mountains!

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Hm.. At first I thought I was going to be bored throughout the day as I am not really close with the older cousins. But, there was one of my cousins who is also my god brother came to my sisters and I and trying to have fun with us. Look at what he was doing.

Trying to make rice dumpling with air??

I have no idea how to start..

LOL..

My EMPTY rice dumpling. =_="

Hm.. Tomorrow the school is going to reopen. Yay!! I miss my schoolmates sooooooooooo much!!! Can't wait to see them in few hours time.

Six People To Tag
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Six Things I’m Passionate About
Graphic design
Music..(I enjoy too many genres of music.. No specific one)
Currently, ice skating
Taekwondo (always and forever)
Piano
& My Pendidikan Seni Visual's folio


Six Things I Say Too Often
NONSENSE
Ya meh??
Anah
CHEH
Wah lao weh
Grrr..

Six Books I’ve Read (& Loved)
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix
.......
Other than those, I only have graphic designs book in my book shelf eh.. Hehe..

Six Songs I Can Listen To Again and Again
Shunza- Write A Song(Xie Yi Shou Ge)
Soda Green- Zhe Tian
Lee Hom- The One and Only(Wei Yi)
Eason Chan- Sui Yue Fong Wan (Triumph in the Skies' theme song)
Chopin-Fantasie Impromptu
p/s:Actually,..... there are just too many.. can I list out 100?

Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year
to appreciate life
to appreciate every second
to treasure friendship
to appreciate family
to love myself even more
LOVE is not just about relationship, but too everything!

Well well, today was my very first time experiencing ice skating. I used to wonder why certain people just fail to ice skate when others can skate freely. I finally got the answer today! My first step into the ice rink was a fall. The second step was another fall. Third step, third fall. And fourth step, ANOTHER FALL. This time, there was a boy who came to pull me up. *sigh* Malu gila! Then, I continued to "ice skate" with the support of the side wall. Hm... All I did that time was observing how the others can actually ice skate. Grrr... When I was courageous enough to ice skate without any support, I FELL BADLY!! This time, I hurt the end of my backbone terribly. Having no other choice, I went to have a rest outside the rink. Soon, I went back to the rink. Hm.. This time, I can ice skate better already. My cousin and I held each other's hand and tried to move to the center of the rink. HOWEVER, I suddenly lost control and FELL AGAIN. OUCH! I hurt my backbone again. The pain was tragic that I couldn't manage to stand up at all. Everyone was looking at me. *MALU* Around 30-40 secs later, I got to stand up. This time, I seriously had no choice but to sit outside and watch my sister and my cousin skating as I can't even walk. What about skating? =_=".. Geram aku..

NOW,.... I am suffering like hell. My ass hurts!!I wonder if I still can give birth or not eh... *sigh*

Wuhoo.. I know I am very "jakun"!! Today was my very first time entering Haagen Dazs shop. Hm.. I never really thought of eating Haagen Dazs ice cream before ler.. It's just tooooooooo expensive! And I felt that it's not worth at all.. But,.... after experiencing it today, my perception has totally changed!

Yummy Yummy!! Actually Royce decided to give me a surprise. And he was informed that my eldest sis(his bestie) will come along. Mana tahu, my second sister was there too. So, finally, he had to treat 3 ppl. Haha.. As there were quite a number of people, so.. we decided to order the fondue. Hm... That's really delicious. I lurve the strawberry so much. It's so red and so sweet. YUM YUM!! And those mini ice creams are so delicious too. One thing great about the ice creams is they are so "tahan lasak". I poked one of the ice cream ball for minutes. Yet, the ice cream had not melted eh! Cool rite.. Haha.. (I am speaking like a jakun again.. =_=") Many hilarious things happened in the shop just now. Mostly related to my eldest sister who did so many "weird+innocent+LOL" stuff. *sigh* Sometimes I wonder whether she's my eldest sister or my youngest sister ler..

*saliva*

Aummm!!

Thanks Royce!!

I had been days I did not update my blog. Being busy is not the main reason of not blogging. Actually,it is all because I seriously had nothing to blog about. Holidays are only making me rotting at home. Other than online, I had to rush my art folio which should be handed in by the 20th. Gr.... Completing that folio seriously needs a lot of patience as one page on work may take you 2-3 hours to make it almost perfect. And, as I am a typical perfectionist, I will concentrate to the maximum when I am doing the folio. As a result, I ignore everyone. Whootz.. I actually made my mother went crazy after me as I did not even wanna pay attention when she's talking... HAHA..

Hm.. I am kind of frustrated now actually. The petrol price had increased, the electricity bill will be increased soon,...... and when will the salary increases??? "I wonder how, I wonder why...." My parents had given me so much of pressure on saving the electric. I am forced to study in my sister room(in order to save electricity).. WT! It's so hard to study in her room as she will be using the computer 24/7. So, she will be typing/banging the keyboard all the time. Sooooo annoying! Besides, my mother had suggested to change a car with lower cc. This is to save petrol too.. Sigh.. Another thing!! No more KL KL KL all the time.. WHY LE?? Again...,petrol price increasing.. *yawn* When will the citizens get rid of all these frustrations ler..

My plan to Genting on this Saturday is ruined! Hm.. I was told that it is hard to get a chance playing in the theme park during the holiday. *sigh* However, my parents decided to bring me to Sunway Pyramid for ice skating. Wuhoo.. This will be my very first time to ice skate. I AM SOOOO EXCITED NOW...

Something funny happened between Sin Dee, Lee Teng and I today... LOL..

We went to the restaurant nearby our tuition. So,.... TIME TO ORDER OUR DRINKS.