Miss Sunshine Says

it's holiday.. but i have to stay at home still.. i seriously don't understand why my parents wanna tie me up till i couldn't breathe.. from now onwards, watever that came out from their mouth is SPM, SPM, and SPM.. so sorry but i have to say that it's stupid! hello! c'mmon la!! takkan 8760 hours, 365 days, 52 weeks, 12 months and one year also SPM!!! the stupidest thing i heard was... when i say i juz wanna go out and walk walk with my frenz.. u know wat they said?? "oh.. you now also walking ma... "... my god!! when my mom said tat ah.. i seriously malas to layan her d.. crap crap crap!!! so angry.. dunno wat to say anymore...

awh!! wat to say ah... aiyo... i m really getting mad becoz of that two monkey in my class la.. sindee and lee teng...aiyo.. from the class till juz now ah... i see them oni ah.. i can laugh until my intestine also wanna cum out liao le.. wat word to describe them le.. L A M E!! i seriously never know tat they are that lame u know!! zzz... juz now summore kena bomb like duno wat... watever i say also they will char me back.. WU WU.. T_T.. ESPECIALLY TAT SIN DEE!!! aiyo.. her moral sure very char wan.. coz nvr hormat this jie jie wan.. *geleng geleng kepala*....i could still remember their new creation of "sweat" symbol.. haihz... speechless la..

today supposed to stay back in the skool to celebrate with teressa, jo lin, dee, teng and drey drey.. mana tau my mom dun let.. haihz.. dunno watz wrong with her these days.. a bit bit angry... haihz... they actually celebrated without me... T_T...

aiya.. wat so funny about today ah... haihz.. still have to talk back about teng teng and dee dee la.. this two sam pat fela... haihz... swt.. by the way, today i got my lollipop.. haha.. i earned it wan ok.. coz i targeted the right thing for exam.. so teng teng gave me lollipop lo.. hahaha... but have to wait for the exam results to cum out.. lol... (it's a deal between teng and jian).. lol.. talking about the LAME conversation between dee, teng and jian... i dont know how we get to the topic about MOSQUITO.. and so... this is our conversation:

sin dee: i wanna see the mosquito..see they looks retard o not
joejian:frame it also ya ...can keep it...50 years later put in museuem
sin dee:never awet ar?then few months ady left abu..one blow all gone
joejian:yea ho...kk..then u go awetkan la..but then...muz put wat to awet ah...
sin dee:lee teng go awet la
joejian:use sulphuric acid ah?
sin dee:put vinegar..concentrated one ar?
joejian:oi.. concentrated ah.. later the whole nyamuk corrode le
leeteng: why not mei yi awet le..
sindee: mei yi put colgate on it
lee teng:later haemolysis happen..
joejian: haha!! stupit!!

-end-

the whole conversation is a crap man!!!zzzz...

to be continue tmr...

hey man! feeling very great these days..let me start with what had happened on monday.. well, i did not really prepare for the exam on monday.. didnt really read thru history also.. when i was doing my history paper, i was not really sure that the answer i had circled was right or wrong.. i dont know why.. my sixth sense guide all the way for my history exam.. and guess wat.. when i flipped back my book to check the answer, my God.. all those tat i tembak all correct! God really bless me man!

so on tat day, i had to study for my chemistry paper 3.. there are so many experiment to read.. i seriously don't know which one i supposed to focus on.. so,... my sixth sense told me which one will come out.. i targeted three question, titration, metal displacement and electroplating.. oh my gracious.. electroplating came out for essay and titration came out for structure.. at that moment when i saw the question paper, i felt like heaven!it could feel as if there's an angel who had been guiding me these days..

for tomoro, i have biology paper..i targeted for a few experiment for paper 3.. hopefully my sixth sense does work this time!! awh...

i seriously feel this week is as if my greatest week in my life.. there are so many beautiful things happening around me now.. i feel the happiness of life.. the cheer.. wow.. and guess wat.. today, when i went and collect the dry clothes, how lucky i was tat i saw a whole rainbow! it's a whole one! people always said tat those who can see a whole rainbow is the lucky ones.. i quickly made some wishes.. hahaha.. hopefully my wishes would come true.. how fortunately too... i saw another rainbow.. juz beside the whole one.. so it's a double rainbow.. this wasn't the first time i saw two rainbow at once.. but this is seriously the first time i saw a whole rainbow.. wow!! life's great! too bad i don't have my camera with me.. if not, i can post it in the blog.. can you guys imagine tat.. it's a very clear one.. can clearly see 7 colours!! fantastic man!!

this week... i feel much happier after i had made a decision.. i know my decision might hurt someone.. but, if i don't make tat decision, everything will be even worse.. i don't want to be the old me, always tangguh everything.. ended up i am the one suffering and being so sad.. Hope tat God will forgive me for being selfish for once! =)

and da.. during my exam period.. i really wanna thank a few friends tat have "contribute" a lot in helping me throughout the way.. these are the people tat save me from being too down and stressed... Thanks to jo lin, lee teng, gavin, and sherene..

_jian_

today is going to be day to break record.. I am not going to sleep tonight.. as..... i have to study for my biology exam tomorrow. at first, i was kinda worried. but now, i am rather relaxed as.... i will juz do watever i am able too. not to force myself that much. i had just finished my chapter 4-er... i duno what's the chapter name. but it's sumthing to do with the enzymes all... i am sure most of my frenz, or i should say all my frenz are actually looking at the biology book. everyone is stressed up by biology. as for those who never attend biology tuition,they have to depend on themselves to study. no point depending on tat stupid teacher in the school who failed to teach and did not give any tips for exam. i could still remember she said, "kamu belajar atau tidak, result baik atau tidak, takkan affect salary saya.. "... zzz... wat the heck!? and imagine how she gave us tips, "for structure, 2,3,4,5,6... for essay, 3,4,5,6,7... say like nvr say like tat.. because it's all actually equivalent to study all! grr.....

fine la.. i will continue with my chapter 5 now.. then i will have my dinner and watch tv.. then i will continue at nite! ^^

May God Bless Me~~

Observations:
1. Joe Jian finally knew that she is very good in creating story. She create stories for her Chemistry Paper 2's essay's experiment.
2. Joe Jian is 65% successful in studying last minute.

Conclusion:
Hypothesis not accepted. Joe Jian is 65% successful in studying last minute.

phewh! juz came back from school.. it was raining very very heavily today.. like cats and dogs. it had been raining since morning till now. the weather was so cold. after i finished my chemistry paper 1 today which was around 12. 30 i wanted to take a short nap. after sleeping for 10 minutes i was awake. the weather is too cold. i started to shiver. when the rain did not stop when it was already 12.45, i started to worry as i did not bring my umbrella to school today. fortunately, my sister waited me outside my school gate with umbrellas. phewh! thanks to god. actually, it did not make much difference as the umbrella was small and the rain was heavy. in the end, my bag and my uniform still became wet. haihz...

tmr i will be having my est paper 1 and bm paper 1. both need writing. i doubt i have time to finish my est paper. i guess i am going to study for my Biology today..

tata!

watz wrong with me.. having exam but act as if there's no exam... maybe the period of time reading book is longer... but there's no pressure now.. and i felt tat marks isn't tat important now.. maybe my tuition teacher, Mr Gerald influences me a lot.. the week before exam, he gave us a model essay tat he wrote which is "Examinations should be abolished".. wow! wat can i say.. it's written in such brilliant way tat made me realized tat exams are just exams. i know i am those type cannot study last minute.. teachers who are so stupit making us to study so many things in a week and expect us to do well are juz idiots! why must i make them felt as if they are teaching in such efficient way when they aren't!? honestly, i dont understand a single thing tat my biology teacher taught.. and guess i am going to burn midnite oil the day before biology paper.. but one thing i am sure is i will nvr do well.. how can students actually succeed in exams when they haven even do any revision... my end term examinations are like my exercise now.. study the day b4, and go to school try on questions.

tomoro i am having my chemistry paper.. even though my teacher is quite a nice teacher, but honestly, she isn't a good teacher.. when she was explaining the new chapter i was sleeping. coz it's juz tooooooooo boring! so just now was the first time i read thru this chapter.. hmp.. she cant blame me if i didnt do well.. coz i myself not a very good teacher.. i dunno how to teach myself to understand sumthing new.. tmr is like an experiment..
Problem statement: Is Joe Jian's last minute study successful?
Hypothesis: 50% successful, 50% unsuccessful
Procedure:
1. Joe Jian started to study the day before exam.
2. Joe Jian online at night.
3. Joe Jian slept at 11.00pm
4. Joe Jian went to school and sat for exams.
5. Observations are recorded.

zzz.....

we'll see the observation..

i don't know watz wrong with me today.. i felt so hyper and did not wanna waste not even a second.. today my english teacher really torture me man! she suddenly return us back our files and expect us to complete the work tat should be done .. ALL! zz... i remember i handed in one of the work which is a one-week-diary tat she asked us to wrote in january.. why i still can remember it so well.. bcoz i still remember i draw nonsense in the diary.. eg. @_@, =_=", ~o~,.... BUT!! unfortunately, i dont know whether she lost it or i actually did not hand it that work.. haihz.. so.. the conclusion is, i have to re-do... when i came from school, i have to eat ta-pao.. as my parents are going to kuala kubu bharu to visit my grandaunty who is also my god-grandma who had fallen sick recently.. i did not want to follow as i am crazy after homeworks and exam's revision!! grr...

things that i did at home-
1st.. add maths homework.. differentiation is quite a ncie topic eh..
2nd.. english.. urgh.. i finished up two of my summary, one comprehension and the FAKE one-week-diary..
3rd.. study sejarah.. haihz.. sejarah is like BIBLE to me now.. argh! i am bringing it everywhere now.. nerdy me!

by the time i finished up everything, it was 6 sumthing d.. so i decided to take a break.. later 8tv is showing Over The Rainbow! yay!! cant wait to watch!!!!

tataz....

urgh.. exam is coming soon.. usually the biggest effect when exam is coming would be... less online time.. less tv time.. oh my! i just feel so uneasy when all my entertainment time is being cut cut cut.. this stupit 8tv darn good in choosing time to show the korean drama "Over The Rainbow" starting from tomorrow.. cant the 8tv start the show when my exam juz ended... haihz.. each time i saw the advertisment, the feeling of anger juz burned in my mind..

talking about exams.. my exam is juz 8 days to go!!! my gracious.. can u juz believe it.. i had been revising my studies for one month.. and i felt tat watever that i read juz went zero for now as i am too pressured.. i am so afraid tat i might not do well for this exam.. well, i know it's not going to be the end of the world if i do not do well in this exam.. but juz wanna experience the great feeling of success once again.. kakaz.. at least got 6a1 lar... dun wan to sia sui only.. kakaz... *typical kia su jj*... zzz....

i'd been studying my sejarah from 12 noon to 6 even.. wow.. it's more than wat i used to do last time.. i had successfully "swallowed" 8 pages of sejarah.. hopefully i wont digest it too fast.. must store it until next week... stupit bab 6! so darn hard to memorise.. how can people say sejarah needs understanding.. it's a 100% memorising subject.. imagine we have to "swallow" two sejarah textbook for spm next year.. gila siao man!

saturday was mei yi's sis wedding party.. too bad i couldnt go .. as my mom didnt allow me to go.. haihz.. too bad cannot go makan buffet.. grr.... anyway, if i go i also will feel very pai seh la.. coz didnt buy any prezi also.. malu sajer la...

cant wait to see my dear frenz later.... jo lin, audrey, sin dee, linda, q peng, ash, siew woon, steph,.......

oops.. it's 12.20 am d... k la.. chaoz... gdnite..

*sweet dream*

hm.. today i am kind in angry mood.. why le.. coz rite.. aiyo... should i say it here.. i duno la.. let me use different name to talk about the story.. abc is my best fren... and xyz is a very very idiotic person tat i dun like.. last time, i edi told abc tat xyz is not sumthing good.. she uses her fren to do stuff and she's definitely irresponsible and idiotic!!! my best fren , abc did not really bother wat i said last time.. the last time is last year la.. well, they got so well till i couldnt say anything to spoil their friendship... well, now.. xyz did sumthing tat made abc couldnt stand her anymore and came to me and said "finally i understand how you felt last time"... well, besides feeling relieved tat she finally understand, i also feel angry! angry of wat the xyz had done to my best fren.. stupit fela.. thank goodness she's a girl.. if not, i really tak beri muka wan man.. i dun want to talk much about tiz edi.. later terbocor hints pula.. grr....

next... hm.. i wonder why my frenz are facing lots of problem huh... talking about another good fren, let's name her biscuit... biscuit is such a sweet and nice gal.. but she is now being abandoned by her best frens.. after all the good "treatment" that she had gave her best fren, her best fren did not seem to really appreciate it.. and i have to say i m feeling very disappointed of the "best frens"'s behaviour... people are juz so lacking of concern about those who are weak and need more attention.. maybe biscuit is tat type of fren who needs attention, and can be kind of "sticky" to the frenz at times, but why dont people look at the good things she had done.. she is very concerned about her frenz.. she is willing to spend money on her frenz..why must u guys only look at her bad side.. complaining tat she duno this, she duno tat...is tat her fault being grounded in the house and never really have great chance to go out from the aquarium to look at the big sea.. people are just too selfish these days.. teenagers.. immature... only know how to be picky..never think back how frenz had treated them in the past.. wat to say.. PATHETIC..

i have to say i am lucky tat i have quite a number of true frens which i consider them will nvr betray me or complain a lot about me.. frenz like siew woon, sherene, jo lin, audrey, q peng,... how can i be so confident when i say this... let me leave an advice before i leave:
first, observe it.. second,listen to it..third, feel it.. fourth, think about it over and over again.. from watever u had observed, listened and felt, THINK... if u can manage to do all these, to know tat a person is a true fren will be one snap!

hm.. i seriously duno wat title to put la.. wat to do.. k la.. let me start blogging.. haihz.. it had been so long i didnt really sit down of the computer and online.. busy studying.. yeah.. typical kia su and kia si people like me will study bfore exam.. kakaz...

on saturday, there's an agm meeting.. phewh.. cold day.. no sweat.. lolx.. wat am i crapping huh?? for ping pong, with no doubt, wen nie is the president of ping pong club.. and i got a post as the timbalan presiden.. i dont know how is it to be translated into english.. but it's sum sort of post tat u are responsible for everything when the president is not around.. k .. next.. for renjer puteri.. aiyo.. i already had bad experience this year which is to be the ajk media.. have to decorate the stupit board with the stupit renjer puteri's theme.. zzz..... this year i get back the same post.. lebih wan la!! so geram!! next, i was still not sure whether wanna join english society or choir.. bcoz in choir, i edi get a post which is be the music coordinator.. but in english, i cannot hold any high post d.. coz pn azimah edi warned all of us.. no one can hold two high post.. so the "low" post tat is available in english society is wakil tingkatan only.. and of coz.. that post is for our dear vhinasyhah wan la.. she deserves it.. patheticly, most of our english society members all chao to interact club d.. interact sux! boo to interact!! pn sheela is having a bad headache now.. coz no better people to hold the post.. and vhinasyhah didnt want to be the head of drama d... coz her parents say it's spm next year!!! oh my.. i wonder next year english society will be like wat d... sad sad...

talking about sunday, well.. it's taekwondo grading day.. hm.. i love to go for all the taekwondo events so so much.. coz i can meet with lots of taekwondo people.. so fun!! and helping out there is fun too.. get to see my dear, eric too.. hm.. early morning debbie cum fetched me and xin yee go makan with the seniors .. all siao siao wan.. kakaz.. my job was to call the name of the candidates and put them in rows.. hm.. i guess only those tkd ppl know wat am i trying to tell.. this adrian.. complain so much about the way i do work.. grr.... should have whack him nicely dey.. summore rite.. the candidates most of them also got attitude problem wan.. i edi say "when i call ur name, plz say "yes, senior""... out of 100, only 10 do tat.. got also soft soft wan.. or not, they will juz stare at u back.. zhar dao man! i was kind of angry when even the taegeuk 7 do the same thing also.. edi la senior.. attitude summore like shit only.. adrian saw me kind of pissed off,.. halau me and take over the job.. zzz... geram betul... fine la.. bother! mun chun's gang hoped tat i can follow them to go klang parade.. zz... but i dun wan la.. kiasu ppl like me wanna stay at home and study le.. lolx.. that morning edi enuf to make me feeling tired.. and they still wan me to follow them go kp.. then i can sleep for my whole afternoon and nite after back from klang parade lo...

today... got good news also.. guess wat.. sejarah only from chapter 5 to chapter 9!!! thank goodness i didnt study the front chapter.. can siao man!!! so happy la weh... 5 chapters only.. thanks to God... hahaz...

k la..

thats all for today

byebye

phewh... today is a splendid day!! 2ND OF SEPTEMBER.. erlo!! is anyone concern about the date.. it's the last day of mega sale... the biggest sale of all..

i went times square with my parents.. actually the main "objective" was... my second sister wanna go n watch the 5 leng chai's' from china.. anyone watches WaTV channel 29 in astro.. there's this competition of "jia you hao nan er".. sum sort of choosing handsome guys with talent..there's one guy whose name is Song Siao Bo, he damn handsome!!! he was the first runner up for the competition.. he is deaf and mute.. but he can dance without listening to music but with beat.. so cute!!! i love it when he uses hand signal...

tmr will be someone bday.. haha.. who le.. it's a girl lo.. she very princess type wan lo.. and ah.. very funny wan lo when she talk.. look at her present...

watz inside huh?? tmr... cum to my class.. den u guys can see d lo..

i went to oxbow today.. oh my.. i juz couldnt believe my eyes.. everything is darn cheap!!! all the 200++ items all 50% and 60%... drive me crazy serious.. i only bought one purse.. which is super beautiful... original price was rm72.90.. and now only rm29!!! oh gosh.. i was damn happy to see the price.. haha...

another thing that made me crazy was..... VCD AND DVD!! video ezy is selling discs at low low price.. i wanted to buy some korean and japanese movie to watch.. but only english movies and cartoon have great discount.. argh.. so i juz walk around.. and guess wat i saw...FAST AND FURIOUS 3 SET MOVIE!!this means there's episode one, two and three in it!! argh!!! so crazy!! only at rm30!! it's jzu around the pasar malam price okay.. i still support original man!! yo yo!! lolx.. later i m going to watch tokyo drift.. haha... cant wait to watch...

so tired after all the shopping.. shot a pic of syok-ness.. hahaha

byez