24 January 2010

Cant stop thinking about it. I thought I could just bear with it. But I just cant.


I cant!

It's not that I never separate the jobs. I did! But, all I get back was disappointment.

Dear friends, I truly wanna let you guys know, I AM DAMN BLOODY KIASU. Everything that I do, I put full input in order to get full output. I wanna get good results. I bet you guys want it too. All I need you all to do is just help me to refine and enhance it. But,... sigh~ I was kinda stunned with disappointment at that moment. And you guys felt that I have over reacted over a small matter. To me, it is really not small at all. Every single detail means many things. Every stroke are drawn for a reason. You might think that, "Owh common. It is just a small mistake. You can just bla bla bla..." So sorry but to say, you can't bring this kind of mindset to the society. A small mistake can lead to many many big mistakes. If we are so used to making mistakes and don't even bother to correct it, we will always be failure.

I am doing it now, for the sake of you guys. I hope you guys really can understand how I feel. It wasnt an easy way for me to get into this college. I fought for it. I have no choice but to do extremely well consistently. Hope you guys will put more effort in the coming projects or assignments. Standing alone in a group is tiring and most importantly, pathetic.

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

first i not agree that 'u cant'..
coz, is the must..
second, i not agree with 'All I need you all to do is just help me to refine and enhance it'...
coz, is group work not YOUR work.. don command ppl with such o0o way~ u wan whole world to obey u.. do u think of their ability? do u think of whole group status? u wanna do the best, i noe, but they wan it too.. BUT~! when u started to do ALL thing by YOURSELF.. ur members have NOTHING to do~! dey can learn a thing~! everyone have mistake~! mistake make ppl improve.. u are the one that standing top mountain.. never falls down.. do u think of they are only on the way climbing up?? u keep this kind of attitude~ comfirm.. u are the type person which is 'lonely lifeless boss'.. if u are the PERFECT.. why study? go work now.. find professional.. u vry hard to come in TOA.. so u cherish every moment.. and put fully effort.. which means only u is hard.. other very easy huh?! come on! is time to change.. not much.... just try to accept others weakness.. u are not the strongest..
third, u said dey wud think tats a small matter or wad.. do dey do it purposely?
dey NOT~! but when problems tat can be solve.. its not a problem~
forth, u wan ppl to understand u..
rmb 'give n take'... giving others advise, why dont u try to accept others advise..
no designers can live long without others help cooperating..
if can, den i will say.. u go n study DG, MM, IL also.. so u can open a studio urself.. and do everything urself.. including sweep floor and throw rubbish.. when tats happen.. means GOD done wrong.. GOD should only create u, the only one on this earth..

here is a friendly advise~ suggestion~ i am not commanding u..
just a reference.. u hav ur right not to noe n not to bother.. sorry and thanks~ ^^v peace~

Unknown said...

thanks for the advice. ^^

Anonymous said...

i jus feel tat the members also got problem because they feel tat they ntg to do so they need to ask the person who are doin what they need to do...
sometimes group work is like tat.. some ppl think tat got ppl do so they jus waiting to take the marks or they jus do a 5% work only..is not tat she wan to do the whole thing but is it all the ppl dunwan start to do or start to think or the ppl like to do last min work???
ppl trying to do perfect thing or 95% nice thing so they will have a high requirement that is not her fault..she jus hope tat she can to get high marks .. For u , u dun hope u can get a high marks?
if JJ really can be a professional , i can ask her no need to study but nowadays got which company dunwan see our certificate? got which company dunwan see our qualification? now wat u study wat u doin for ur assignment, is important for the future.
Everyone will make mistake but if design keep on make mistake, i can SURELY say u have NO FUTURE ...before u wan to pass up ur assignment to let ur group mate see , u must check nicely.. can i ask , if u do a project and already pass it up to ur lec and the lec has found out some of the problems can u ask ur lec to give u sometimes to correct it and pass it up?
A small mistake can make it to a big mistake.. remember it..
JJ is not the type person which is "lonely lifeless boss" but for future she is a happy boss..

Unknown said...

@@ wah~~ err.. to the first anonymous yeah, wat do u mean by i must? ==.. anyhow, it is my feeling. you dun rili have to right to tell me when i can, or i cant or i must or i mustnt. ==..

friendly advise? I have been reading ur comment for so many times. But, seriously, it is more like a .... harsh advice more than a "FRIENDLY" advice. Don't simply use the word "friend" ler..Friendly advice is definitely not of that kind.

Anonymous said...

y do i care if u r not friend? n told u.. u can choose.. i din use gun aiming on u n force u.. narrow minded.. never ever success.. oways think ur way.. worse than worst..

Anonymous said...

for 2nd anonymous.. ur comment are rubbish i can say tat.. 1st, u r not the group mate.. u noe wad? 2nd u r not her classmate.. u noe wad?? 3rd, u r not the ppl n friend around her which heard alot bad things about her from her friends.. tats the reason i here to say.. these are not my thinking.. i wad others that need to cooperate with her n this following years... i am not want to gv lesson or wad.. juz.. if u as her family.. still thinking tat way.. den JJ wud be hard in these following yrs tat no one wanna group with her.. coz no one understand how hard she can come to TOA.. so dey will think JJ are way too far serious.. tat wad i wanna say.. u wanna gv me a lesson.. den u are WRONG.. here to gv info n help.. not to argue.. sorry for say wrong thing or wad..

Unknown said...

==.. commenting here like this is worse than worst la.. you boh song me, shoot me straight la.. need to be anonymous summore meh.. stop acting in front of me la.. ==

Anonymous said...

for Unknown Person. if u really so free to comment on other ppl blog. i advise u better go back to ur works and do it nicely. dun comments alot of bullshit here. u r also a human being, u got ur own emotion and you should know other ppl feeling. do not use some words to hurt other ppl.

u r not JJ, so u dunno wat she think. find. so now if u r her, then got a person shoot u by the words dat u wrote. and wat will u feel. think b4 u want to comments something to hurt other ppl. if really be song about her just tell her face to face. u comment and hurt her behind. it just like a 'rat' behavior. always hide to hurt ppl.

it is only a friendly advise.

Anonymous said...

for Unknown Person. if u really so free to comment on other ppl blog. i advise u better go back to ur works and do it nicely. dun comments alot of bullshit here. u r also a human being, u got ur own emotion and you should know other ppl feeling. do not use some words to hurt other ppl.

u r not JJ, so u dunno wat she think. find. so now if u r her, then got a person shoot u by the words dat u wrote. and wat will u feel. think b4 u want to comments something to hurt other ppl. if really be song about her just tell her face to face. u comment and hurt her behind. it just like a 'rat' behavior. always hide to hurt ppl.

it is only a friendly advise.

Anonymous said...

To the first annoymous.. i also feel tat ur comment is RUBBISH .. i think terrible than rubbish until i dunno how to describe it.. i not wan to give u a lesson but i really feel tat the thing u are saying is not a friendly advice..but u are giving her a lesson and somemore the lesson is should not going to comment by u..
1st, i not her group mate, i not her classmate but i know her well better than u all.. but so sorry la i dun know well about u so i also cannot comment u so much la..
i have group assignment with different kind ppl b4 .. i think i have the more experience than u.. wat kind of ppl i also meet b4..but if u are my groupmate, i think i willing to do myself..
u wan JJ to think other ppl side but did u all try to stand on her situation?
A person tat get a good result and wan to get a scholarship come in but fail for the scholarship. the father is bencen but because of her , continue working.. wat she do is she wan to let her family proud of her..but wat u all have been done is really hurt her.. do u think about it?
when u wan to comment a person , u can straight away say can u pls dun like tat.. tat only call a friendly advice..on that time mayb she can say something to reply bk .. but wat u all do is talk rubbish behind her.. u thought she dunno about tat? she do all the thing, also got benefit for u all ah.. if she do all the thing and dun let u all do and get a bad result .. i dun mind u scold her.. because she make all the groupmate fail.. but she is not ah..
in the class, the lec ask u all to comment the person topic.. u all jus know how to keep quite.. and dunwan comment even though u know the wrong thing.. this is call KIA SU.. u scared ur friend hate u.. u scare ur friend dunwan friend with u... but this is the only way to learn thing.. learn on wat u have wrong..
dun hate the person who find out the thing u have say wrong.. if u are.. then u cant comment anything cause u are the same type as JJ..
if one of ur friend talk bad behind u.. will u happy?? No, right? so pls stop ur childish attitude..
Think nicely..

Anonymous said...

really RUBBISH. WORSE THEN RUBBISH. do u think i m her classmate? do u think i m her group-mate? no! from herE i can c u r really KIA SU also. bcos u cannot tahan ppl said bad thing about u. hehe. Rubbish ppl talking all rubbish stuff to attract ppl. u r not support to be here. here r not belong to u. u r the rubbish that cannot recycle anymore. Haizzz! pity for u.

Anonymous said...

haha.. u noe urself now n felt uncomfortable ler.. so wanna scold back.. haiz.. pity u.. shame on u..

Anonymous said...

yeah! i admit. wat had u said all corrected. i felt uncomfortable and shame.
since i start to comment on u here i felt regret bcos of ur rubbish words make me felt felt uncomfortable and felt shame to talk to u.
u should proud for ur self bcos i felt unqualified to talk to something worse then rubbish.something pollute the earth and cannot recycle.it is the last words i want to say to u. proud for u something worse then rubbish. good bye!

Unknown said...

Eh eh.. I wasn't the one who commented on you ah. Don't put the blame on me please... == critical thinking leh~

Yee Ping said...

Dare to post..talk rubbish why don't you post ur names..friends rite?..''O_O Let ppl see u're giving GOOD and USEFUL advise to ur FRIEND..''no fear..u think you're doing a GOOD and CORRECT thing rite!..(=u=)

Danny Kai Kae Shiuh said...

To the first annoymous. the industry not just need people that can blend in with groups , but most importantly be independent.Designers only can survive if they know how to be independent .

SS said...

wow~! boom~!~!!~!!! siao~! world war~!~!~!! XD haha~ OMG~!~! JJ u 'de zui' ppl ar~?
anonymous o0?! stupid~!~!! shut up la~!~!!
support yerrrrr~!~!~!! woohoo~!~!~!!

Unknown said...

lol.. nvr de zui sheng ma ok edi lor.. ngek ngek~~ yerrrrrrrrrr......

 
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