Miss Sunshine Says

9.30pm-I dashed to the laptop and searched for Jason's photo.
9.40pm-I quickly sketched him.
11.00pm-I completed the sketch.

I HEART JASON!

I got a shock when I saw this proverb on the white board.

Credits to Form 2M.

An apple a day,
Keeps the doctor away.
But if the doctor is too handsome,
Then keep the apple away.

Wadda!!

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My EST teacher, Ms Sim told us her unforgettable experience when she was the examiner in a remote area. None can't resist the humour of the joke.

In the past, students are assessed by examiner for the English oral test. It was her first year being an examiner of the test for SPM. At first, she was so excited. "Finally I can be an examiner!!". That was what she thought , "at first"...

So, she was sent to one of the FELDA areas where students are not very exposed to education. Still, she did not expect anything as much as what had happened after that.

Situation 1
One of the students walked into the room. He smiled to Ms Sim. Ms Sim smiled back to him.
Ms Sim: Open the book.
He:Yes *smiled back but did not open the book*
Ms Sim: *confused*(Am I that pretty that he has to glare at me?) Open the book.
He: No.
Ms Sim: (turned to her partner with a shocked look)*whisper* He doesn't understand what is "open the book"?
The partner: Trust me. The next word he will say will be "alright".
Ms Sim: No way!! *disbelieve*
Ms Sim: (turned to the boy back) Open the boookkk!! (showing the way to open the book with gestures)
He: Alright! (continue smiling)
Ms Sim: *faint*

Situation 2
Ms Sim: Okay.. Read the text.
Student: !@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&U*(O)
Ms Sim: *STUNT* (What is he reading?!?!!)
Student: *continue reading*
Ms Sim: *looking at the text, trying to see what was he reading*
Finally, the student ended with something that Ms Sim could understand.
Student: You're welcome.

Wait, wait,..... The student pronounced it as,.... "YO RAE WEL KO MAE"

Oh no...

Situation 3
Ms Sim: How many students are there in the picture.
The student looked at the text, up to down and to left and to right..
Ms Sim: (What was he doing?)
Student: SULIT! (The only BM word on the paper)

Reason: The student was searching for a word that he could understand. In fact, he didn't understand what was Ms Sim asking at all.

Situation 4
Ms Sim: Why don't you learn English and try to improve your English language?
Girl A: I don't need to speak in English to my husband.
(Wad da!!)
Boy A: I am going to be a fisherman.I don't need to speak in English to the fishes.The fishes won't even understand what am I talking to them.
(TRUE TRUE)

She is Princess Aiko, the Princess of Japan. These were the pictures that Steph forwarded to me long time ago. I only managed to read it today.. Gosh!! She is just too adorable!!

Princess Aiko:Can I eat?

I don't want to talk to you!

Yuhoo!!

I am bored

You can love one for no reasons,
But you cannot hate someone for no reasons.

Love is an unexplainable term. That's why you shan't and you mustn't love someone for reason.

Hatred should only exist due to some reasonable reasons.
Sometimes, some people really make me scratch my head when they say that they hate someone.
When I asked them, "Why do you hate them?"
Their answer will be, "Eeh! I dunno la! Just don't like her la!"
How can you actually hate someone when you don't even have reasons to hate her? *scratch head again*

So people,... think twice before you say "I hate her/him!"

These are super adorable!! I got the pictures from Jason's blog. Enjoy!

CLIMB!

so cuteeee!!!

Panda also know how to act cute?

Helo~~

Yikes!!Hugging the pole to sleep..

Ain't he lovable?

Thanks to my brother-in-law-to-be.. Wuhoo..

This was when I went up the stage to show my "talent" to the audience so that I could get free tickets to the My Fm Anniversary Party. This picture was taken by the My Fm's camera man.. (Why he wanna capture my ass la?)

Ah!!!!!! Finally I met my darling, Jason!!! Wuhoo!!! He's soooooooo soooooooo adorable!!!

There are more pictures with my friend. Thank god I saw something that I know there. You know why,.......

I BROUGHT MY CAMERA WITHOUT THE BATTERY IN IT!!! WAD DA!?

See.. He is just so nice.. He stopped there to let me take his picture. Muax!!

Look here look here!!

My dunno-what-is-her-name friend ah..Faster mail to me the pictures lar... zzz... I can't wait to see the pictures edi...

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about leaves. However, it's not our loss but theirs because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.

When everyone hurts you, you just have to decide who's worth the pain.

The truth is I don't know what will happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

Live your life at its fullest.
Laugh at all the things that don't matter.
Love with all that you have and more.

Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit. So have fun, get drunk, say what you want to say, do what you want to do, regret nothing and don't let unimportant people bring you down.

It doesn't matter anymore. I guess things happen for reasons. Tears eventually fade, and one day everything will be exactly how it supposed to be. Moving on is a process and you have to promise yourself that you're ready to let go.

Judge me, I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do, I will tell you off.
Say I am not worth it, watch where I will end up.
Call me crazy, but you really have no idea.

The journey of life is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting out holy shit!

We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t owe as a result of getting something we don’t have but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

We were given two hands to hold,
Two legs to walk,
Two eyes to see,
Two ears to listen,
But why only one heart?
Because the other heart was given to someone for us to find.

It has been quite some day I did not update my blog. The main reason is because my computer had been sent to be serviced.

Yikes!

What had happened recently...

1st.

Most teachers have assumed that my class had gone crazy due to the coming-soon trial. It was all because most of us acted so abnormally in the class these days. Mei Yi screams hysterically almost everyday. Most tell lame jokes to teachers which made the teacher laughed with tears. My gang of friends laughed insanely too. Everything was so different from the starting of the year. According to the teachers, our class, which is the first class in school, was always filled with silence even when no teachers were around. The teachers also found our class super boring and creepy.. But now, everything is just the other way round.And this big changes scare the teacher. LMAO!

2nd.

Adrian almost broke his leg dislocated his knee cap during the futsal match few days ago. Pity him. He had to let go so many activities that are going on. Hopefully he will get well soon.

3rd.

I miss lots of my friends out of a sudden. Most are the friends that I rarely get to meet.
O My buddy, Tzu Zing
O My daughter, Steph!!
O My bestest friend in my primary school life, Aisha
O My hardly-get-to-meet friend, Soon Teck
O Someone that I get to see almost everyday in school, Jo Lin!! Yikes!! I love her just too much!
O Honeytard AKA Audrey
O My cat friend, Miao@Teressa
O The kor, FoonYoong

*sigh*

How can I afford to lose them?? The puzzle of my life will not be complete without them.

I miss you guys lots lots!!

4th.

How obsessed can you be by a radio station DJ?

Jason, one of MY FM's DJs, sigh... I can't stop loving him. The love is getting from deep to deeper. I know I shouldn't get too obsessed by the celebrities. Anyway, he is not really a celebrity; just a very well-known DJ. His voice is too addictive. I could barely sleep without listening to his velvet voice. Argh!!! Someone please drag me out from the obsession!!!

His sweet smile attracts me..

I get jealous when he gets too close to other girls.

I love to see his naughty face. So adorable!!

I have this serious illness now! And, I realized that it is so hard for me to return to the old me!

I used to do homework immediately in school so that I will have more time to nerd at home.

I used to online only 1-2 hours per day.

I used to sleep at 12(the latest).

But now,....

I am bored of homeworks. In other words, I AM LAZY!

I am sitting in front of the computer for hours even though I don't really have something that I wanna do.

I sleep at 1 or 2 am everyday. And when school teachers start to teach, I will yawn. Eventually, I sleep. Wuhoo..

Then, I realized that I was just trying to escape from the pressure around me. I did not want to do homework as each time I am doing it, the pressure of SPM came so....... "pressuring"

I made myself online for so many hours,... so that by the time I offline, it's time to sleep. No time for nerding anymore...

I slept really really late as I wanna convince myself that I had spent my day for long enough. And so, I should call it a day.

*sigh*

All these have leaded me to:
1. Terrible tests' results(If were to compare with my mid term)
2. Panda eyes (Uhm... Not good at all!!)
3. Lack of concentration (My body is there. But, my soul is gone)

I hope I can "transform" to the old me!!

寂靜　若笑聲不再動聽
說話　無奈已聽不到怎呼應
能用心聽　如未肯定
雙眼總算可以　看清

誰會以真心的對我　如若說出口可信麼
人無須許下承諾　只怕甜言蜜語出錯
用我雙眼看會否清楚　
問那位真心的對我
直覺推測應該會是沒有錯＊

假使　沒有開口說在意
心裡　其實很清楚你的真摯
無用猜疑　如若表示
輕輕一個擁抱　已知

Do you think you are being respectful to the others?

Many people say,

"I am who I am. I don't need to bother about how others think."

Yeah. That's the phrase that I used to tell my friends who faced problem.

I can say that the phrase can be so brilliant, but so malignant.

Some think that "Yeah.. I am right. I am so right" And that's is why it all resulted to the tendency of controlling the people around them. They always think that whatever they say is right. If anyone try to oppose them, they will be offended. Everyone has their own way of living. No one should enslave themselves! So, what I am trying to say here is, let the others do whatever they want to. The more you stop them, the worse the problem can be.

Yesterday, one of my friends phoned me. She requested for my advice on the problems that she was facing. Her close friend, M, who she treats like sister, are so blindly in love that M started to be ignorant towards her. Even though M knows that the "he" is a playboy, she still makes herself drown into the love sea. The friend of mine wanted to stop M but I advised her to not. Why? Again, it's all about respect. Since she has already made a decision, let her be what she wants. Even if the decision that she has made might bring her into trouble, let the trouble be part of the growing process in life.

Be respectful to the people around you.

Respect their choice, respect who they are.

I think I do have double faces.

Part of my friends think that I am very matured. But some think that I am so childish.

Those who said that I am very matured are mostly the ones which had spoken to me about their problems. Maybe I am so used to dealing with life obstacles. I fell, and I rose up stronger after every fall. I too hope that my friends who are facing the many many life problems can be as strong as me.

Those who said that I am childish can be true too. See, I always talk nonsense. And, I always merajuk. Hm... Alar.. I know la merajuk is not good. But, I am not merajuk in a serious way la. Just a light one. Merajuk is just my way of telling my friends that I need more love and care from them. That's all. But, they labeled me as "childish". Bother la...

Recently, something unhappy had happened. My heart is still beating as though it is always fine. However, now, there's a deep scar in it. That incident really saddened me a lot but I will not allow this scar to rule me. I will still go on with my life. And of course, I will prove to the others that I had made the right decision. If you have your perceptions, so do I. I respected you, that's why I did not want to mention anything that you don't like. But, you don't seem to understand that. I found out that everything happened just so childishly. I did not want the argument. But you started it all. And I am blamed. I kept quiet, so silently. I am willing to swallow all that. That's all because you are my friend. If I can be so true to her, I can be so true to you too. In fact, I AM ALWAYS TRUE TO ALL MY FRIENDS. So, why stop me from doing something that I will feel better doing? One day, you will realize that it's pointless to cry over this crappy thing.

I saw nothing.

I see nothing.

And, I will never want to see anything..

I do not want to create problem.

I do not want to break the peace.

And I do not want to comment on anything.

But,

Please respect me, as a friend.

If ones heart is fragile, so do the others.

Few days ago, all the Form 5 students were given a form to be filled in. We have to fill in our details and the achievements in the school. This made me thought of my most committed club, Taekwondo Club. I really hate this feeling. No matter how much of effort I have put in to this club, yet, it's still not approved by the school as this club is no longer registered under the school. *sigh*

*The very-important certs!*

Bought the one and only Hello Kitty left in Aeon. =)

This is my 222nd post!

And gratefully, it's a post regarding on my appreciation and gratitude on a person.

Without him, I might have fallen to pieces just now. I couldn't bear with the strong emotions anymore just an hour ago. I sought for Daniel. But, he was busy. Then, I thought of him. All I knew was, I would definitely spit out all my struts and frets to him.

And so, I did spitted. In fact, I "vomited" everything to him. Haha..

Now, I feel much better. Tomorrow will be a day to look forward----

Thanks lots,Royce.

Guilt made me drown and down.

The extreme guilt that I am going through now is not a light one.

And certain friends of mine feel that it is needless to feel guilty.

But, I guess I am too good to betray my friend.

God; he guides me here, to make the biggest confession here.

I admit, I back stabbed her. And I do dislike her a lot last time. I didn't even bother to know what's the problem she is facing.

But he kept on reminding me that I was not doing the right thing. What's the difference between ME and those morons? I am doing something so so wrong!!

As a friend, I should actually try to forgive her.
As a friend, I should find out what problem she is facing.
As a friend, I SHOULD NOT STAB HER!

I find myself so not-myself for the past few weeks.
I don't want to be a backstabber.
I don't want to betray my friend.
NEVER.

I know some people are feeling that I am acting so weird. Yeah. I feel that way too. At least, being truthful to her makes me feel a little forgiven.

Thanks to God. Without You, how many stupid things will I continue doing?

This post is meant for one of my best friends, Mei Er.

I understand how you feel now.

I understand how unreal you are now.

It's not your fault to be unreal, as the matter of fact, you can't be real.

Many people see you so differently from who you actually are.

But, why bother?

Keep in mind, you are just you.

Just wanna let you know, when you are down, you can always scroll down to "Joe Jian" in your phone contact and dial. No matter how late it is, I will still "try my best" to pick the phone-call up.

Cheer up ,dude!

Adrian is SOOOOO going-to-kill-me if he sees this..

LOL!!

There are just too many to talk about today. Let me just tell story thru' pictures kay!

1..

2..

GO!!!

Bahhhh~~~

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Someone was helping Ai Lin with her Yukata.

Ai Lin and I!! *HUGS*

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Need not to introduce her anymore. She's too popular in my blog.

;) Hui Leng and Green Tortoise..

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Kay.. No matter how real they look like, they are still fake!!

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I caught this! So kawaii!~~

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MissMrs Lydia Zehr, the head of Origami. (I was her assistant hand)

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This is how amazing a kaleidoscope can be..

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Lydia and I were having fun taking revenge on a Form 2 gal, Jade. Ha-ha!!

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Lick and kiss and kiss..

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TRY READING THIS. (18SX)
*click to enlarge*

"Oh shoot! Sensei is here!!"
*erase*

Without a whiteboard, we still have papers and pens!! (18SX)
JOEY ZEHR ROCKS!
LEE HOM ROCKS!
EDWARD CULLEN RULES!

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My Japanese Cultural Day's "lepak-ing" gang!

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AND, OMG! Look at this pic!!

*faint*

Ha-ha-ha!!LMAO!!

Boon Yi and I!!