Miss Sunshine Says

This blog will just stay just the way it is.

Goodbye. =)

I am not trying to turn people's hope down. You can hope for something. You can wish that your dream might come true someday. But, being so desperate to own something/someone is.... forlorn! And when the desperations turn into nothing, there comes the blames. See. Now it's not forlorn. It's hopeless.

My advice, keep dreaming like everyone does, but, don't be desperate. =)

All I do is just agreeing things that I pro and disagreeing things that I anti.

I guess everyone has their rights to be any kind of human they want for as long as it's not a crime. Well well. I admit that I dislike la-las and si-hams. (Malaysians, you know what I mean right?) But, I don't think it's right to anti them. Alarhh... They are just less fashion-conscious. What's a big deal about it right? Just let them be. The participation of hatred in this issue still sounds a little illogic to me. I won't bother to hate things that have nothing to do with me. My time is scheduled for better things rather than hating.

Wahaha.. See! I crap again. I just enjoy jotting down the bits and pieces in my mind.

You wouldn't want to know how many personalities are there in me. There's only a single me physically, but there is an infinity divisions of me mentally. And, it will take you centuries to understand it. I never blame you for thinking that you actually have a chance. Maybe you think I am the typical girl that you see from Taiwan and Korean drama. No, I am not. If I were making a decision, I must have gone through a lot of considerations. I didn't decide a thing for nothing. Definitely I am firmed enough with my decision before I let you know about it.

One thing about me is, I'll never look back. Once I let it go, it's gone. And it will never come back. It's impossible for it to come back.Yes, I am mean! I admit that. But that's me. You have your right to love and to hate. But, I am trying to help you out. You are leading yourself into a situation that will not bring any good to you and me. There's no point keep holding it tight, so tight that even you yourself are being tied up by yourself. You said you understand about time and space. I say you don't. You are just saying it for the sake of saying. I am serious about this. You really gotta stop thinking that there might be a 0.000001% of chance. I just don't worth your precious time. I am moving on with my brand new life and I am doing so fine with it. Why do you have to stand still on the same point? Don't you move on? Can't you get a life? And most importantly is, can't you live for yourself? Why are you living for others? You own your life! Why do you let someone to take control of your own life? My gawd! By torturing yourself in this way makes you feel good, is it so?

Please. Please. Please. Wake up. Your mere hope is not going to bring you to anywhere. Let bygones be bygones. Okay? This is really really my last time making my words clear. If you still don't get it, I am speechless. Speechless as in... I really have nothing to say to you anymore. It's the end.

Hey there. Seriously sorry for the late update. Yikes yikes! I was too caught up with dramas, sewing activities and also outings. I will update about that in the coming post. Let me just talk about the shoe painting competition that I have participated last Sunday.

First of all, this competition is part of the events of the Malaysia Shoe Festival 2010. Contestants are from design colleges and universities such as Lim Kok Wing, KKTM, PJCAD, New Era, The One Academy, and some other colleges that I might missed out. There were about 110 contestants. The theme is Satu Malaysia. We were given 90 mins to complete our painting. Highlight: We, the contestants have to squeeze beside the stage and sit on the floor to paint our shoes. ("Cool" right?) After the competition was the catwalk show for the branded bling bling shoes. I have to say, we, the contestants are just nothing in the eye of the organizers. They were expecting us to clean our things up and move away from the stage side in less than 5 minutes time. Being rude enough, one came and shouted in a harsh tone, "Can you guys be faster? The whole world is waiting for you all." Hell yeah! If that catwalk show is that important, you should have started the competition earlier since you don't have any event on before the competition. What's the point of rushing in this way right?

Okay, okay. Let's continue about my design. So, my design was actually a stupid sketch that I did in a rush at 3 in the morning. I had to draw something that night no matter what as I had to show my lecturer at least a thing by the next morning. I don't know how I came to this lame idea, making the three dominant races into Siamese triplets. LMAO. Amazingly, my lecturer likes it. Okay. So I dumped my design at a corner for a few days without even put any effort on extending the ideas until Saturday arrived. Working under pressure, I finally came out with a proper design. Phewh! But, like I said in my previous posts, the chance of winning is mere. Counting the number of students who participated, every student(included me as well) has 1% of winning chance. See. I thought I was possibly unable to get Top 3. I was hoping for consolation actually. But, dang~ I can only say I am so blessed that my design is favored by the judges. Maybe the flowers (sewed on my shoe) are way too attractive. Muahaha.. I love the flowers! I never regret learning how to sew. Who knows how far sewing can bring me to. It already brought me to a great starting point and I bet the journey will be an endless one. =)

Not very awesome right? I think the design will look better if it's a vector art.

Bloom, bloom, bloommmmmmmm....

Wei Ting and I in the Exhibition Hall.

Deng deng deng deng! Look at my pale face. Didn't get to sleep well the night before.

Yeah. It still seemed to be a mere chance to me. But thanks to God, I manage to make it through.

=)

Photos will be uploaded tomorrow. ^^

I grab it, and run with it to the end point.

Whether it's a win or a loss, what it matters most is I did put my effort to reach the end point.

AHHH... Miss Sunshine! PLEASE GO TO SLEEP!!

*sigh*