11 February 2010
My life is full of discovery. Everyday seems to be another discovery of truths. And truths are usually cruel, unless you are already numbed to it. I am not numb, not yet. But, the cruelty of the truth were not strong enough to fear me off as I am stronger now.
People around me still continues to bullshit about me when they know nothing but just hearing from one party. Ah~ Do they still not know it is really bad to judge people based one what one party says? Well, I don't expect everyone to be in my shoes and understand what shit I am doing. But, at least, "do research" before you could even judge me. Haven't I had enough consideration before I decide on something? I did make things clear previously. I did voice out my opinion; not directly on your face of course but through my blog. Another thing is that, I did do my job as a leader. I DID, I DID, I DID distribute jobs to other group members to do work. Do I need to record every single word I said to make them my evidence when someone starts pointing finger at me and say that I am a bad leader? I never even dare to judge my members "lazy" as I knew that I know nothing. I am afraid that I might just make wrong assumptions and end up with more conflicts. I considered so much that I don't even dare to give pressure to members who are holy stressed-up with other subjects. And I am still a bad leader who makes people dulan.
And you think I deserve all this?
Yes?
No?
Nah~ Who are you to think whether I deserve all this or not? You don't even know what's the truth.
Let it be what it should be. After all, it's just another human thing. Human are born to make mistake. I am not here to blame anyone. I am here to stop the blaming. Can you please approach me and talk to me if you are damn bloody dulan with me? At least, I can let you know the truth. Stop living in misunderstandings please~
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