Miss Sunshine Says

speechless!!!!! how many times do i have to repeatedly doing the same old thing!!??? people just don't get to appreciate whatever i had done.. can't they see my efforts of being a peacemaker.. people just take my love and care for granted. when they need me, i am always there for them.. i will be the one who try to make things better.. but when i just slightly get into anger, they blame me, they show back temper on me, and they can actually forget what i had done for them.. do i seem to be a very not-so-important person? how many years of being a peacemaker,...... do you guys think that i am just being ke-po!?! if you really do, i have nothing to say! responsibilities after responsibilities.. don't i too have pressure? mustn't i have temper at times?? aren't i a human just like you guys are? i am getting so so crazy of things that happened around me these days... even though i still smile and laugh like a happy girl, i still feel the loneliness and emptiness in my heart each time i feel down. i don't know who should be the one i should turn up to when i am down.. i started to lose trust on people around me.. ,..........................................

yesterday, my english teacher did something interesting in da class.. she asked us to describe our personalities with adjectives.. well, i took quite some time to think of words to describe myself.. these are the words:
=individualistic=
=noisy=
=loud=
=hungry=
=patient=
=compassionate=
=ambitious=
=creative=
=choosey=
=fussy=
=optimistic=
=confident=
=artistic=


i think this is a real great thing to do.. usually teachers will just ask someone to describe about someone.. but when it comes to describing our won personalities, it becomes soooo weirdo.. hahax!

hm.. i woke up at 9 am today.. the moment i am done with washing my face, i immediately follow my parents to KL to "hantar stok".. well well, itz actually the biscuit that my mom made.. my aunties bought soooooo many, so my mom have to hantar the stok to them lu.. well, i knew that tat would be my advantage to go shopping!! lolx!! i am so desperate for new year's cloth ler.. but i dun dare to voice out my opinion to go shopping as my dad hates shopping these days.. I DONT GET IT WHY!! surprisingly, he suggested to go to the new pyramid.. >.<.. well, i went to Wild Channel&Tropicana Life shop... THATZ THE SHOP I WANT TO GO SO SO MUCH!! at first,my mom suggested me to go all those ladies shop! oh plz! those dresses sucks man.. so low quality... but soooo expensive.. i rather spend more on shops like Esprit or East India to buy a better quality dress to wear even though the price is a bit higher compare to shops like Geb, Vees, and Nichii.. at least Esprit's dress is not as thin as Vees' dress lo.. anyway, talking about tropicana life, i bought this long sleeve shirt..i pretty love this shirt!! it looks pretty cool to me.. hehek.. i can't wait to wear it!! have to wait for a month more...

salary........ faster come out........ i wanna buy presents for fren.. but no $$$$... i wanna buy new shoes.. but no $$$$$... i wanna buy belt.. but no $$$$

awh!!!!!

argh!! i am getting very very crazy with the Taekwondo members d!! they are so not committed at all.. i could sense the deadness of the club. Committee without commitment, club without approval, training without newcomers,... AWH!! the feeling sucks man! this saturday we will be having a short demo to attract the newbies to join taekwondo training.. hopefully things turn out well well.. if not, I WILL CRY ler!! T___T.. linda stopped tkd, q peng planned to stop,... therefore, sooner or later kah mun and wen sze will leave... GRACIOUS!!! what am i supposed to do?!?!@#$%^&

arh! just feel like throwing away those problems behind! let me show you guys my bday present!!it might look a bit small here.. can have a better look in my frenster lu... haix.. when can i get my salary???? i am short of money now.. i didn't dare to ask for the Taekwondo renewal fee.. so i decided to use my precious allowance to pay for it.. RM40 weh.. sobs sobs.. this is my life until my secondary life ends.. or maybe even in the future, i will still suffer with counting how many notes i have in everyday... how sad....=(

i guess not many of you know what a black belt book is.. well, it's actually considered a passport for the Taekwondo black belt holders. I HAD BEEN SEARCHING THIS ....... P-R-E-C-I-O-U-S THING FOR THREE DAYS!! today is the time when i really broke down and cried when i still couldn't find it in every corner of my room.. i could not find any reason the black belt book will be anywhere out of my room.. i searched all my drawers for thousand times but IT WASN'T THERE!!!!!! grrr...... some times i just got so down that i actually lie down on the floor and let my face kissed the floor.. and i started to grumble.. why must i shift to the new house.. if i am still staying in the old house, this trouble will not come... how can it be not with the other stuffs.. why and why... awh!!! i seek help from kelvin.... xin yee.... i don't dare to inform my taekwondo teacher.. i could imagine her saying,"TERRIBLE..." oh no!!!! at last, i don't know what made me called jie huey.. she started to tell me, sure can find one.. not to worry.. shifting house always causes things to be misplaced.. after the call, i seriously don't know what sense had i got which made me walked into my eldest sister's room, bent my waist, and looked under her bed!!! and hell no!!! the black belt book is under the bed!!! i burst into tears immediately!! after 3 miserable days of seeking for the sooooooo P-R-E-C-I-O-U-S thing, finally , i found it!!!!!! phewh!! thanks lots to jie huei, my lucky star!!

well, as expected, many people will blog about school reopening! zzz... and as expected again, many people will blog about how terrible it is in the school, with all da streaming, new faces in da class, or mostly about how much they hate to be in the same class with whoever and so on....

it was quite a pissed off day today.. firstly, our school had built a no-one-is-hoping-for-it's bumbung which covered up the whole assembly area. the reason they built this is to ensure that we do not need to walk under the rain during rainy days......... BUT,....... from now onwards, we'll have no more reason for cancelling the assembly!!!! AWH!!!!! that's too bad.. even one of my teachers doesn't want the bumbung at all. ps/she also hates to have assembly wor..wakaka!!

secondly, it's about the class streaming looo... everyone is busy talking about changing class, gossiping about ppl which they think they couldn't communicate with,..... grr... boring-fying topics!!! it's just another one year to go!!! learn to live with it man.... haix!

thirdly, grrr..... we have to wrap all the textbook given!!!!!! I took two hours to wrap all the books man... i was soooooooo sleepy.. thatz why i wrap it soooo selamba-ly... biarlah! i don't think i will touch certain textbook for more than 10 times eh..

lastly,................. i felt so left out by some of my friends. i wonder is there any problem with me or the problem is with them.. why am i always the last to know, and why am i the one who they bother at times, but sometimes not at all,........ *sigh*

happy birthday to myself!!! >.<

hey guys! happy new year!!! and i wanna wish dear audrey happy birthday too!! i guess she's enjoying her birthday party now! yday was new year eve.. i went to countdown in the new jusco with mun chun, huat and eric.. we played crazily that night! haha.. i will always remember the day!! pictures will be posted soon.. ^^

Judy Zhou





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Lin You Jia

Hey guys! It had been quite some time I have not update my blog! Here I am, updating my blog again!! Well, finally, I have internet connection in my housing area…

First of all, as many of you all know, I went to work, in House of Leather . This will be the greatest experience which is totally priceless to me. Working isn’t something easy like many of you guys thought. I had learnt being more patient, wiser, and of course, I was exposed to many kinds of people which I don’t think I ever had. Patience was all I must have, working at there. The main reason is my manager is a darn idiot person which I ever had met! I just hate the way she treats her workers (my colleagues and I).. She could be so idiotic that none of us could stop talking bad about her.. Whoops! Anyway, working there not just made me gained more experience, but too knowledge. Now, I can actually differentiate pure leather and FAKE leather. Breaking password of the luggage is the greatest thing of all!!! Haha.. Besides, having so many times of meals per day is also something fun! There are so many many choices of foods to eat there.. Doughnuts, Mcd, NEW ZEALAND NATURAL’S ICE CREAM!!, Lavender’s bread(so delicious!!), Canto Fried in the food court, and chocolate bars everyday,… er, I must not deny that I actually gained weight!! Haha!! And I too knew a few of friends there.. the oldest there is Ah Mei,30.. she’s pregnant! She doesn’t look old at all. I thought she is 21. Well, well, some people just won’t gain weight even though they get old! Hmph! She’s a fair person. She only stands at the right side, never the wrong ones. It’s kind of scary at times. (><) Next would be Thin Thin.She’s from Sabah. She’s only 23, but her life is a sad story, but she always learn to be stronger everytime she falls. I do salute her at times! And next is Hooi Peng. I do not have any close relations with her, as her eyes are always looking at her handphone each time she’s free.(people sms-ing her bf la!) Bother.. Next is Ah Sim/Sam/Shen.. He’d got lotz of names… Sim is from his real name, Lua Hian Sim. Sam is his Christian name.. which means, his name is Sam Lua Hian Sim.. and Shen is the pinyin from his Chinese name.. I also don’t know which name he prefers us to call him. Anyway, he’s such a playful person. He used to bully all the times,…but he will get the same treatment from me in the end! Lol.. Ok! Let’s talk about the last person.. Mun Chun.. I guess some of you know him.. Yeah, he’s my close friend.. nothing much to talk about him as I already know him for quite numbers of years… hehe… all I could say is my December of the year 2007 is a very good memory to be remembered..