Miss Sunshine Says

Relocating

2010-04-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

I have relocated my blog to here. This blog will just stay just the way it is. Goodbye. =)

Desperation is a bad thing. Trust me.

2010-04-09T19:49:00.003+08:00

Some people think that being desperate to get something can be a great motivation to move on. In my point of view, it's not. Being desperate is pathetic. Most people lose their senses when they are desperate. And you wouldn't want to know what the others think about people who lose their senses. The answer is so true but so vicious. I am not trying to turn people's hope down. You can hope for

Not hatred, but dislikement

2010-04-09T16:54:00.004+08:00

I never halt people from doing the things they want.All I do is just agreeing things that I pro and disagreeing things that I anti. I guess everyone has their rights to be any kind of human they want for as long as it's not a crime. Well well. I admit that I dislike la-las and si-hams. (Malaysians, you know what I mean right?) But, I don't think it's right to anti them. Alarhh... They are just

How clear do I have to be?

2010-04-09T02:58:00.005+08:00

No doubt. I had made my decision and opinion clear. So clear that all human being who understand Mandarin and English should understand. Maybe you're the exception because you just don't understand.You wouldn't want to know how many personalities are there in me. There's only a single me physically, but there is an infinity divisions of me mentally. And, it will take you centuries to understand

Shoe Painting Competition 2010

2010-04-08T09:35:00.005+08:00

Hey there. Seriously sorry for the late update. Yikes yikes! I was too caught up with dramas, sewing activities and also outings. I will update about that in the coming post. Let me just talk about the shoe painting competition that I have participated last Sunday.First of all, this competition is part of the events of the Malaysia Shoe Festival 2010. Contestants are from design colleges and

Mere?

2010-04-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

Still mere?Yeah. It still seemed to be a mere chance to me. But thanks to God, I manage to make it through. =)Photos will be uploaded tomorrow. ^^

Mere chance

2010-04-04T01:22:00.002+08:00

It is a mere chance.I grab it, and run with it to the end point.Whether it's a win or a loss, what it matters most is I did put my effort to reach the end point. AHHH... Miss Sunshine! PLEASE GO TO SLEEP!!

2010-04-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me the ways to cure the affliction in me right now?*sigh*

Sewing Project 4- Pencil Case for Linda

2010-03-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

Dear Linda, sorry for the late late birthday present. Eh.. Not that late also ho? I am just late for 8 days. Hope that you don't mind. Remember all the handmade stuff I made you since years back? Haha.. Those are not very useful right? Now I make you something that you can use. A PENCIL CASE! Hoho... Lotsa love and kisses to you. Muaaaahhhhhhhh.....♥♥♥♥I like this photo! ^^p/s: I went fabric

Late replies

2010-03-30T01:59:00.002+08:00

For those who commented on my blog post, sorry for the late replies! They are all replied now. ^^

Myth #14: Designers don’t need General Education Classes

2010-03-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

There are so many students in design school loving their design courses, and barely scraping by in their math, English, and history classes — rolling their eyes, sketching during lectures, and ignoring their instructors. Why? Because somewhere along the line, the unfortunate and untrue news has spread that general education courses are unnecessary for designers. Not only are they necessary, they

Year 1 Semester 3

2010-03-29T20:40:00.003+08:00

Whoops! Finally I have the "ohm" to update about my third semester in The One Academy. Hehe.. So, what's about this short semester? Here we go.First of all, this is the semester I got into my major which is Advertising and Graphic Design. Well, the only thing that is uniquely different from other major is Computer Graphic Design 3 where the students are exposed to Adobe Indesign (A program for

Being happy

2010-03-29T19:02:00.005+08:00

Ah! So what's about the happy thing? Heehee. Well, I was just trying to spread my happiness to everyone. Oh ya! People! I am extremely excited right now. I am going to join the shoe design competition in the coming Sunday at PWTC. Uhh... This will be my first competition for this year. I am not expecting much of course. Just wanna have fun especially when I am so damn free right now. It's really

Sewing Project 3- Name card holder

2010-03-29T09:54:00.001+08:00

Sewing Project 2- Something nice to pinch, something that you can put something inside..

2010-03-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

This is for my another dear friend, Fish cake.. She loves bunny. So I sew her a bunny!!

Under construction

2010-03-25T02:46:00.000+08:00

Be patient. =)

Sewing Project 1- Notebook cover

2010-03-25T01:31:00.004+08:00

Finally, I had my very first handmade product! And I dedicate this first time to my dear friend- Wei Ting. Hope you love it. ^^

Don't take my breath away

2010-03-24T11:09:00.002+08:00

What's taking my breath away? Damn. I just couldn't figure out how my life could end up as dramatic as this. Why would I have so many feelings mixed up like a bowl of rojak everyday? In the morning, I will be happy as I usually get to see my college friends in the morning. In the afternoon or evening, I will most probably be very down. Maybe because I will usually be sleepy at that time, or I

Photo post

2010-03-23T00:43:00.007+08:00

#1This is my dad's birthday cake from Baskin Robbins. Comment: Expensive, not worthy, not very delicious, fruits are too sour.Conclusion: Don't buy! =.=#2This is my final work for my Figure Studies III.Title: Old and New.Concept: Old uncle playing his grandson's PSP. His little grandson was too sad that his PSP was conquered by his "SO-DAMN-IN" grandfather. The grandson's mom, who is the woman

你要过得比我好

2010-03-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

会想起当时说过的话，发过的梦，期盼过的希望，。。。那些都已成了回忆。至少，在我脑海里的你是美好的。你一定要加油哦~ =）

Muallaf alert!!

2010-03-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

To all Yasmin Ahmad's fans, ATTENTION!!The most awaiting DVD -Muallaf is finally out in the market!! Yuhoo!! Can't help but to feel extremely excited. I got no money to buy it yet. (Spent too much on fabric. =.=) Let me wait for one more month first kay.*drools*

Thick canvas is back!!

2010-03-20T11:07:00.004+08:00

I was supposed to help my friend to get some thick canvas for their projects. But,.... aside from buying for them, I can't help but to get another 1meter of thick canvas for myself. Awhhh~~~Thick canvas is much more better compared to calico(almost same colour as thick canvas but it is much thinner). Many things can be sew by using thick canvas, eg., pencil case, book cover, wallet. Somehow I

Teddy and Fabrics

2010-03-18T16:52:00.007+08:00

Random conversation with Nagoya's staff.Staff: Ah moi beli kain buat apa?JJ: Oh.. Main lah. (=.=)"Staff: Suka suka beli kain mahal untuk main ah?JJ: Haha!! Tak de lah! Tengok ada masa saya jahit jahit lah.. LMAO. This staff damn sarcastic lah. I know the Japanese fabrics are expensive lah. But I just love seeing them, touching them, smelling them and dreaming about them.... Haha.. ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

原谅我就是这样的女生

2010-03-16T20:09:00.001+08:00

我不够认份所以怕再为谁作出牺牲爱要有天份所以我始终学不会放任我不够天真不允许我傻傻的等对自己残忍多残忍我要有分寸我太过认真所以才相信所谓的永恒爱让人恍神所以止不住不小心沉沦我太负责任不允许有太多悔恨对自己坦诚多坦诚我自有分寸我只是无辜的人很需要叹气声有一些文字的吻只留给伤过的人明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问原谅我因为我就是这样的女生

Survival

2010-03-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

I have no choicebut to be extremely optimistic.That's the only way I could survive.

累了

2010-03-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

最近大家都累了。大概是受了点影响, 自己也从累的阶段，跳去非常累的阶段。可能是我的期待太大了。所以，当我得不到我所期待的，我难免会很失望。但是，每次重复提醒自己不能冲动做出任何决定。所以，我一直在等，等待着那个不懂会否出现的浪漫与感动。等啊等，等啊等，。。。我依然没有感动过。我很累。每次的小小期待依然被毁灭。没有惊喜的日子实在很难过。难过到我想逃避。因为，逃避的时候，我反而找到更真实的我。我不配爱，也不配被爱。还记得那段刻骨铭心的感情。那时候的我，爱得天马行空。虽然最后那段感情并没有开花结果，但我不曾后悔曾经如此深爱一个人。现在，我难过的是我找不回那种感觉了。也许是我的心麻了。或许是我厌倦了。也或许是我太任性了。我还在等。。等不下去时候，我就会放手了。请原谅我的放纵与任性。

My next stop

2010-03-08T20:08:00.003+08:00

To learn how to sew with a sewing machine.. =D

Of the obsessions

2010-03-07T10:48:00.012+08:00

Once, I read a book. It says that, every human must have something that they are obsessed of in order to live a happy life. At that time, I was blank. I couldn't think of anything that I am obsessed of. I only know I like something. But I didn't have anything that I am really crazy after. I carried on with my life, starting to search things that I am truly in love with.As time passes by, I

2.3.10

2010-03-02T23:44:00.005+08:00

Just realized I have not been updating my blog for quite some time. I have been going through tough days as finals are all around. When I could hold my pen and cut off the subjects that are finally over, it is weird that I actually felt very heavy. Especially subject like Culture and Society in Malaysia. My lecturer, Marion can said to be a superwoman who made me realized how "non-Malaysian" I am

Another randomness

2010-02-21T20:49:00.004+08:00

Do you have the feeling that you are doing something just because you have to do it, not because you actually love it?I have been living in the lost world for quite some time, keep figuring out what the hell am I doing in a creative school. Am I really creative or what? Sometimes, I just see myself producing more rubbish rather than contributing something good to the world. And the reason I only

February random thoughts

2010-02-17T17:53:00.002+08:00

I wished be a little more handsome~ XDCan I?

Amentia

2010-02-12T09:26:00.003+08:00

I must be suffering from insanity amentia. No more capacity available for any intelligence due to lack of brain tissue.Yep~I shall just be mentally retarded for once~

Just another human thing

2010-02-11T02:19:00.004+08:00

My life is full of discovery. Everyday seems to be another discovery of truths. And truths are usually cruel, unless you are already numbed to it. I am not numb, not yet. But, the cruelty of the truth were not strong enough to fear me off as I am stronger now. People around me still continues to bullshit about me when they know nothing but just hearing from one party. Ah~ Do they still not know

One thing I hate most about myself

2010-02-07T14:58:00.003+08:00

There's one thing, ONE THING that I really hate most about myself.First, I will love myself a lot. I love myself being so hardworking, having all my works done, reading like a nerd, exploring like an adventurer, waking up early like a good girl does,........After a few weeks being so in love with myself, I will become lazy again. I can't stop but to keep on procrastinating here and there. I can't

就是喜欢跟你在一起

2010-02-04T22:46:00.003+08:00

喜欢跟一个人在一起，那个人不一定是你的情人。他可以是普通朋友，家人，老师，或是什么的。。。。。身边的朋友其实说多不多，说少不少。可是，就是有几个我特别喜欢的。就算每天聊些有的没的，无聊透顶的话题，感觉还是很不错。一个人的时候，偶尔会想起那个他。虽然说不上是什么要好到不行的关系，但是，相处时，没有怀疑，。。。那就是纯纯的友情。我说，我很珍惜这样的关系。很珍惜这些朋友~^^

Err..

2010-01-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

Er.. People people. Stop commenting on that blog post liao la. I also duno who is who now. =_=" Got people waiting for me to cry leh! Lol. Sorry lah~ I am not so easily to be broken down de. You think I am feeling uncomfortable now? Wah... So childish meh? Challenge me somemore ah? I damn suka to play challenge wan lor~ The more you want me to feel sad, the happier I will be de. And I will not

==

2010-01-29T21:31:00.001+08:00

何必大惊小怪~

Life Goes On

2010-01-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Life goes on no matter how harsh it can be.I welcomed my day with a big big smile today. And I got many many smiles back today. Rawr~~Things ain't that bad after all right? Uh Oh~~ I forgot that I am Miss Sunshine larh~ Always smiling even though there are many obstacles targeting me all the time.^^I love how it is now. Triumph and Disaster equally arrived in my life. And you think I will be

Just trying to endure the pain

2010-01-27T19:00:00.005+08:00

Yes I may be unlucky at most time in my life.But gratefully, at the same time, I am always having some luck with me. Besides those lucks, there are always some people who are by my side. I know I will always have a shoulder to cry on. I know I will always have a corner to hide at. I know I will always have people who truly understands me(not perfectly, but at least quite). All I could say is, I

Still got things to say

2010-01-24T00:25:00.003+08:00

Cant stop thinking about it. I thought I could just bear with it. But I just cant. I cant!It's not that I never separate the jobs. I did! But, all I get back was disappointment.Dear friends, I truly wanna let you guys know, I AM DAMN BLOODY KIASU. Everything that I do, I put full input in order to get full output. I wanna get good results. I bet you guys want it too. All I need you all to do is

S.O.S.

2010-01-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

I really wanna shout for help. I really hope I could.But no one will understand my language. No one will understand.No one.Except for kawan baik.Thanks lots. 与其说我们的关系很密切，倒不如说我们很重视对方。"重视"是朋友与朋友之间好或坏的重要点。因为，重视对方，所以才会顾忌到对方的感受。有些人可以每天跟你哈哈大笑，相处愉快，但，那并不代表他/她很重视你。所以，被某个朋友重视的时候，除了感动还是感动。我，因为一位好朋友，而感到非常感动。有一天，你问我，"你把我当成good friend还是best friend?"我豪爽地回答，"好到要死的朋友。"因为，你是第一个让我感动的朋友。第一个，也是唯一一个。说到死，。。。如果你死，

因为机会难得

2010-01-23T19:52:00.003+08:00

我的人生就是因为种种的机会而造就了现在的我。机会，每个人都有。可是，有些人活在一个有许多许多机会的环境下。所以，错过了，没关系。再来一次就好了。可我，机会只有一次。我的人生无take two。只要一错过，或是犯了错，抱歉~~ 我已没有回头路了。也因此，我如此珍惜着每个机会。比一般人更努力，除了好胜心强，其实，我也只不过比别人更加珍惜的超难得的机会。选择去the one读书，是我的选择，而不是我家人的选择。他们一心要我读一些"比较能赚到钱的东西"。屁啦!我的梦想才不是当个有钱人。争执了许久才得到去the one读设计的机会。所以，不能玩玩!要不然，就会被看死，会失去家人的信任。而且家人还说明，读得好不好，后果自负。别想读了几个月就想跑人。(我才不会咧!我超爱画画的!) 我并不能像有些人，读了一下，觉得不适合，就像放弃。这样，我一辈子也没有再来的机会了。 *rawr~~*说了酱多，其实，

够力复杂的心情

2010-01-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

一场倾盆大雨，把我给弄哭了~==

Kiasu

2010-01-21T16:31:00.003+08:00

Kiasu oh kiasu. People just love to tease those kiasus "YOU DAMN KIASU LAHH!" Weh.. Tease me lah! Cos I am so proud to be a kiasu. *wink*Let me promote the advantage of being a kiasu here. 1. You will be extremely hardworking, which means you can do your work faster, and therefore you can have more time to do other better stuff or relax. 2.As you will definitely have more free time because you do

Fabric & I

2010-01-20T18:49:00.004+08:00

I want more!I want more!I want more and more and more and more!*rawr*p/s: Just for collection. ♥

It's time to change your light bulb

2010-01-18T20:06:00.001+08:00

Money flies when........

2010-01-17T21:38:00.006+08:00

when........you are overspending at the wrong time. ==

Kawan Baik

2010-01-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

Because I wanna say something

2010-01-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

College has started for two weeks.How am I feeling...Aiya.. Same old feeling I guess. The spirit sudah balik a little. Not so lazy anymore. Back to the super kiasu JJ. ==I wanna do well in Computer Graphic Design 3 because I love publication.I wanna do well in Figure 3 because I wanna be pro in life drawingI wanna do well in Visual Communication because that's the reason I wanna be a graphic

I wanna talk about Slumdog Millionaire

2010-01-15T21:16:00.004+08:00

p/s: He was shitting. XDDeng deng!! Finally I have time to write about this movie- Slumdog Millionaire that I got to watch few days back. (FINALLY!!) == It is a 2008 Year production and I am only watching in now. My friends "shot" me, "WHY YOU SO OUTDATED WAN..." Duh~~ At least I got to watch it already rite. Not that you watch earlier than me, and so you are smarter than me rite? =.="Hm.. It is

Sepet

2010-01-10T22:37:00.005+08:00

I thought I would be continuing my assignment right after I finished watching the movie. But, hey! It is almost impossible for me not to have some thoughts over this movie after watching it. Sepet is a 2004 movie. And I am only watching it in 2010. Malu!! It is such a great movie. I mean... SO GREAT that how could it be possible for me watching it 6 years after the movie was screened? Damn myself

Just another random day

2010-01-08T23:19:00.001+08:00

I saw a perfect rainbow today. An arch! Humm...It makes my random day to be another special day. ^^

Blue Moon

2010-01-06T22:07:00.006+08:00

My Year 1 Sem 3 has finally started. Uh oh~ Jotting down the date with the Year 2010 still seems to be a typographically error to me right now. I probably still need sometime to get use to the zeros. =.="By the way, my first lesson for this semester was Culture & Society in Malaysia. Well, this subject is a very subjective ones. Too subjective that we are not even informed of the date of exam. It

Holy Crap!

2010-01-05T20:41:00.003+08:00

Today was supposed to be holy great.But,NO!! It was so damn shitty that I don't even wanna mention about it. Dammit!!!

Bored + Me

2010-01-04T23:26:00.005+08:00

P-Ka-Boo!=2010=The very typical me. Lazy+Fat look. == Eih~ This is much better. The fake me. I never look as good as that in the reality. Huahuahua~~********College is gonna start TOMORROW!! *rawr*Imma still not in the mood to go college yet. Can I not go?=.=

020110 + Me

2010-01-03T20:51:00.007+08:00

At first, I thought my birthday would be just like any other day.Wake up, eat, sleep.But, ................................... story always sounds better when there is a twist at the climax, isn't it?Yep~ When I almost fell asleep in from of my laptop screen, something in my mind kept telling me I shall not let my 19th big day to be such a sucky one! No matter what, I gotta do something! MUST! So,

Let me play a Finale and a Prelude

2009-12-31T15:29:00.003+08:00

Since it's like a trend that everyone starts writing about what they have done throughout this year and what their resolution of the coming year is, I also hand itchy wanna type something lah~ Haha!!Okay. Year 2009? Well, this 365 days seem to be so damn long to me. I thought all those memory have been in my mind for many many years. But hey, those are just something that happened less than 364

She is so obsessive!

2009-12-31T15:19:00.004+08:00

Look at her sexy lips!Look at her beautiful nose!Look at her perfect side view!Look at her electric eyes!And and look her body!!! OMG~I have fallen for her. She is just so pweeettttyy!!!! Btw, she is Sasha Pivovarova. Lol~ So far, the prettiest model that I've ever seen. OMG~ She is so going to be my reference for my drawing~ SHE IS SO DAMN PRETTY!!!!! *faint*

宅女假期心情日记(8)-因为太过刻骨铭心

2009-12-31T00:10:00.003+08:00

上个学期的此刻，我。。。 (忘了吗?)其实，我还记得一清二楚。说起来还真的蛮奇怪滴。因为本人的记性不太好。可是，那段时期所发生的事，实在太刻骨铭心了。以为已经忘记的感觉突然间浮现~这，实在说不过去~那感觉，我会遗忘的~ 我需要的是时间，对吧?=)

宅女假期心情日记(7)-Cheh 你的啦!

2009-12-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

一路走来，应该没有人比我自己更懂得自己所做的一切。我已不想失去自尊心~我已不想做任何人的奴隶~我一直给，给，给。转眼一看，哇靠! 你在放屁咩? 根本没几个懂得珍惜。返回来被人骂笨蛋! == 现在，我的人生我主宰! 我才不稀罕你的什么。我一个人，活得潇潇洒洒。就算没人帮我，我也一定有办法完成我要完成的东西。我说了，我绝对绝对不会可怜得狼狈!!没人载，我自己搭公车。没人教我，我自修!没人提供我线索，我自己找。没人陪我，我自己陪自己。没人煮给我吃，我自己煮给自己吃!我老早就懂得不依靠别人来生活了。你以为我稀罕你那小小的帮助咩? Cheh!

宅女假期心情日记(6)-Amazingly amazing

2009-12-29T21:57:00.006+08:00

Pss... I got something to tell you guys. IMMA IS SHOOOUUU HAAPPIII NOW~~photos credits to: vvnHey guys! Whao~ Quite long never updated my blog as I really have nothing to do except for doing my figure assignments. Zz.. Okay. So, at least, I have something to update today. Yuhoo~~Today was the result day. Back to last semester, the results were posted on the notice board early in the morning. But

哇靠~

2009-12-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

九把刀 in Wikipedia。 Diao!!

宅女假期心情日记(5)-I called myself a bitch

2009-12-24T00:10:00.004+08:00

I know it is bad to compare friends; who is better and who is worse. But I can't help but to see a big contrast between two of my best friends. One seems to truly understand my situation even though I didn't explain much. One doesn't seem to get what I mean even though I have spoken much. Yes. "Much" as in.... too much? Until some harsh words came out. I thought he would understand me. I thought

宅女假期心情日记(4)-The tough smile

2009-12-23T15:52:00.001+08:00

Recently, many things happened in my family. One comes after another. Yeh, very problematic. I don’t even dare to think much about those problems because each time I think of them, I feel so restless and hopeless. Next week is my birthday. But, I doubt I can be really happy. My mom doesn’t even want to celebrate my birthday with me because she is terribly in bad mood. And I was told that I can’t

Avatar, avatar, avatar

2009-12-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

Can't help but to laugh at myself for thinking that Avatar is a horror movie when I first saw the movie poster. So happened that my friend and I was planning to watch a movie on Monday. At first, we thought of watching Christmas Carol. But, we ended up deciding to watch Avatar. And I still remember the first reaction I gave to my friend was, "Avatar? Er... What movie lai de? Horror movie??" Lol~

宅女假期心情日记(3)-不能睡

2009-12-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

不懂从何时开始，我的心就变得很野。因为心野，所以梦大。其实，我有着很多很多很多的梦想。但是，我为了遵守着我无可选择的人生规则，那些梦想一一的变成遗憾。人家说，"If there's a will, there's a way"。我说，"Even if you have the will, that doesn't mean you really have the way"。我不敢说我是全世界最命苦的人。因为，比我命苦的，我想就算我用一辈子的时间去算，我也算不清吧。所以，我只能说我命硬!妈妈常说，没有酱大的头，就不要戴酱大的帽。暗示着，既然知道自己没有那种能力，就不要选这一科。可我，努力得表现我所拥有的能力。得到的，却是我恨到入骨的冷嘲热讽。我谁都不怪。我连自己也不怪。命中注定的事是没有绝对的对与错。现在的我只希望，我每天所祈祷的将会一一实现。所以啊，我不可以睡。我深怕当我一睡着，

No money no money

2009-12-20T18:52:00.003+08:00

Yes.I got no money.No money for shopping even though CNY is around the corner.No money for a new laptop even though my old one is half dead.No money for a DSLR even though it is compulsory for AD student to have one.No money for Wacom even though I need it sooner or later.And who dare to say money is not important? =_="

宅女假期心情日记(3)-死板板

2009-12-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

随着科技的发达，很多人都开始脱离手工艺。因为，大家都比较喜欢可以CTRL+Z的

宅女假期心情日记(2)-我与画画

2009-12-19T01:13:00.003+08:00

有很多人说，我很厉害画画!Oh c'mon。我今天想说的是。。。我不会画画。假假?? 我是说真的。那些学院的作业，我只不过是把我看到的给画下来。当我没有东西给我看，我根本画不出什么东西来。=_=" 败类!!因为不会画画，所以，我只敢说我的擅长是painting，而不是drawing。比起记住某些东西的形状，我反而比较能记住那些东西的颜色。所以说，假设我变成色盲，我就是一无所有了~ My gawd~ [O.O]!!!其实，我也很想画。画一些有故事的画。可我到现在拿起铅笔，仍然画不出什么东西来! >< 可悲! 真可悲!! 明天很想再试一试。看我能否画出什么东西出来~ T_______T 阳光宅女-依旧简单~依旧开朗~ [^_^]V

宅女假期心情日记(1)-我的阅读史

2009-12-19T00:27:00.005+08:00

因为假期，所以无聊。因为无聊，所以有很多废话想说。平时上课的时候，每天都忙东忙西。搞得自己根本没有力气/时间去想些比较离开功课的课题。所以，短短三个星期的休假就是让我清静思考的最佳时刻了! 没错! 我就是要又清又静! 没有必要去high翻天。没有必要去刺激什么的。总之，我就是要简简单单平平淡淡得过我的假期!!!上课期间，每天都得品尝人生的酸甜苦辣。酸是因为委屈。甜是因为朋友以及爱人。苦是因为挫折。辣是因为功课(又刺激/爽，又痛苦!) 嘿嘿。。我很喜欢这个分析! >< 现在假期。。跟以往一样，假期的时候，我就是很爱阅读，很爱打字。画画却变成我想脱离的事件。== 说到阅读，其实本人没有真正把一本华文书看完。因为我不喜欢太长的故事。我每天上网就是在阅读人家的部落格。还有，我超爱看星洲日报的副刊。短短的文章，含意却丰富~ Yes baby! This is what I want。一本书，。

卑微得可怜

2009-12-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

有时候，真的没有必要作贱自己。有些事情，曾经亲身体验, 所以更加感同身受。对那些受到同样待遇的，我更是怜悯不及。但是我觉得，就算被人误解，被人排挤，也没有必要把自己的地位拉得低低的。被人排挤的时候，最好的解决方式就是一笑而过。真的没有必要刻意改变什么。因为，错误的突变只会让人觉得乏味。笑一笑，没烦恼。你开窍了吗? 咚咚咚!!!

I fell but I rose

2009-12-17T13:46:00.004+08:00

It's sickening.It's tiring.It's killing.Truly hate the feelings when parents still continue to talk with their knives. Why is your course so troublesome? Why do you have to buy a new laptop? What is the problem with slow computer? Why do you have to stay up late? Why do you have so many assignments? Why do you have to stay back for meetings? You are not even working! Why do you have MEETINGS? How

Semester 2- The end

2009-12-12T22:26:00.005+08:00

Finally, Year 1 Sem 2 has come to an end. Let me warn you guys first. This post is gonna be really long....So.. Let's start from the very beginning. My semester 2 started in a horrible way which I don't wanna mention about it again. After the bad incident, I had changed. My mindset totally changed. First of all, I have to thank Liang a lot. I am quite sure I didn't force myself to change for this

想念

2009-12-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

突然很想念他。。Yer。。原来我也会这样。。==睡觉啦!!

Things just went suay without stopping

2009-12-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

==I feel so SUAY!!!WTH!!!My lappie's wireless system is not functioning!!! I can't connect to any wireless network right now with my lappie. OMG!!! Holiday is just about to start. And there goes my lappie, merajuk kat sini.. I also merajuk edi la.. T___TSince Monday, the History of Art and Design presentation,..... I feel so EMO~~~ I was terribly sick on that day. High fever. The heat almost

The .....

2009-12-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know how to start/end this.But, I am just here to announce that...I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP!!chaoz~

Odd

2009-12-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

I feel so odd.A friend came to thank me for being such a great friend. He appreciated me a lot.Really odd. It has been centuries since someone said that to me. Those words gave me a glimpse of joy.It was only 2 months back when we got to know each other more. The feeling was just so good. He understands me so well. And I could see through him very well too. Awkward. But it is not love. It is some

Computer Graphic Design Finale

2009-12-05T21:46:00.005+08:00

Yep. So this is my Photoshop+Illustrator final project. My lecturer said my font very OLD FASHIONED! ==.. But overall, I think the outcome was good. ^^ Jia you to myself!!

Oversleeping is......

2009-12-01T21:16:00.005+08:00

Urh...Oversleeping is really bad.VERY!Something has definitely went wrong with my body system. I had been oversleeping EVERYDAY!! Wah mia! I feel like choking myself to dead each time I realized that I have overslept.Fortunately, that doesn't affect me much as I always do my assignments few days earlier. Therefore, it was a SAFE oversleeping huh. =.=""Final is just around the corner. Or I should

Palette ♥

2009-11-26T22:52:00.005+08:00

One of the things that I treasure most in my life is my water colour palette.It is dirty.It is messy.It never takes its bath, not even once.But,...I just love the way it is.I heart water colour painting.. ♥ ♥ ♥

Zero

2009-11-26T01:03:00.005+08:00

夜深人静我静悄悄地把冰箱打开~嗯!我就是要你~~Mmm....可口可乐鸡肉~~酷毙了!! V[^-^]V冰冷的你实在是帅到~~~~~>.<

Muffin ♥

2009-11-23T16:34:00.005+08:00

那个他和他

2009-11-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

最近，被人家误会得乱七八糟。我也没有当场澄清什么的。我只能说，你们猜错了啦~他，只是好朋友。像家人般的好朋友。我很喜欢跟他在一起的时刻。但是，又说不上是爱上了他。聊天的时候不会尴尬，不会害羞。就凭这一点，我就可以很肯定的说，我和他，并非是你们所想的。难免会想到一些问题。为什么男女之间不能只是好朋友的关系呢?其实，我觉得ok呃。不懂为什么大家只要看到某个谁跟某个谁走得进一点就以为人家在拍拖。=_="其实，真正让我脸红心跳的是另有其人。见面是会害羞。难以遮掩脸红。聊天时会kek kek地。因为，会紧张，会心跳加速。上课时也会偶尔想到他。吃饭时会在想他是否也在吃饭。睡觉前会想想我们是否有未来~这个才是我喜欢的"他"。 [^-^]他和他，同一个时间出现在两个不同的范围里。除了感恩和感谢，我还能说什么呢?

I don't know how

2009-11-20T23:50:00.004+08:00

This is an old topic. But I just feel like talking about it once again.We are all grown-ups. There is no point waiting for people to spoon feed us anymore. No direct answers will be given for the questions. It's time for us to discover the answers ourselves. If you haven't done so, start now!!!Once, there was a lecturer who told me this.Never try to tell me "I don't know how" when you didn't even

荒废的很荒谬

2009-11-20T10:50:00.003+08:00

亲爱的星期四，真的很抱歉。本来已经计划好好要怎样征服你的。怎知，我还是让你失望了。LOL!说到昨天，哎哟。第一，我竟然忘了加钱去我钱包。搞得我差点连搭车的钱都不够。可怜到~走着路去静家。经过了一两间的面包店。肚子还会咕噜咕噜的响起。可我，连买一个甜甜圈的钱都不够。哇靠!没钱的感觉很烂!到了静家，我就一直跟自己说，一定要做点什么的。不能荒废这么宝贵的假期。Ok啦。勉强的完成英文科的research。到了12那样，我们就去Pyramid的Machines问看有没有Adobe的正版货。怎知，OMG!!!!!Premium Suite竟然要RM8000!!变态到不行!我是比较属于后知后觉的人。所以，没有当场表现出惊讶的表情。过了一阵子，我才慢慢有种被吓倒不行的感觉。RM8000咧!!开玩笑!脚都要软掉了。算了啦。还是去找别的。不要跟

God knows why I laughed

2009-11-18T20:06:00.004+08:00

Well, finally I have the mood to blog again.Like any other days of the week, it rained again. Raining seems to be like winter to me now. When the season is over, the sun will somehow shine brightly again. And by that time, I will be complaining of the stupid hot sun and demanding for the rain to come. Zzz.. I guess that's life. When you have this, you complain about this and ask for that. When

战战兢兢

2009-11-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

我说我呀~~ 只要一有什么东西没掌握好，自己就在那边紧张。。怕到不敢开始动手。现在又来酱。。很不健康捏~Zzz。。。不要再逃避了啦。。快点开始吧。。。T_______T*piak*

游乐

2009-11-12T21:25:00.004+08:00

你现在到底清楚了吗那麽多年仔细躲避悲伤到了今天仍然还在装傻快放下快放下游乐，苏打绿最近又重新爱上苏打绿!实在太棒了~~ 每当我无奈的时候，听听苏打绿的歌，哇!! 超过瘾的~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Erhem~~ Today was awesome.♥Awesome drink in Starbucks.♥Awesome meeting in Harrots.♥Awesome "surprise" from someone.Yuhoo... Now I know what you want. You should have make things clear long time back. Zzz.. Piak!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~天灵灵，地灵灵，idea快点来，concept快点来，creativity快点来

Miss the days

2009-11-12T02:19:00.006+08:00

5 Dedikasi farewell.The days we used to play around insanely before SPM.Japanese festival in our school~Not to forget the very-important-certificate- RETARD cert.And the lame miao~T T

Getting serious

2009-11-11T13:10:00.003+08:00

Sicky me.Guess I am not experiencing normal tiredness.I kept feeling dizzy, as though my brain is lacked of oxygen these days. I even almost fell off the chair last Saturday.I had been sleeping from 9pm to 7am two nights back.After having 10 hours of sleep, I still look like ghost. My college mates thought that I never slept at all. == After I went home, I slept again from 2.30 to 6pm. I started

哭过就好了

2009-11-10T18:30:00.004+08:00

到头来，也只有痛苦一场能够愈合我的伤口。我一直都忍着。告诉自己，"不准哭!" 忍着那心痛的感觉。忍着那失望的感觉。忍着那对你的愤怒。渐渐的，我累了。不是不够睡的累，而是精神上的累。那失败之作，我就不想提了。那失望感，也就算了。那心痛感+愤怒感，。。。。我要怎么算??????><唉~~我不管了啦。你爱怎样就怎样啦。。谢谢Eric的一句。因为你那一句话，我终于崩溃了,有勇气大哭一场了。要不然，我可能到现在都还没能够释放自己的痛苦。谢谢亮一路来如家人般的安慰。谢谢大家陪同我吃餐好的。让我心情开朗多了。完毕~

So different

2009-11-09T18:12:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I find myself putting too much of effort in helping people. No matter how tired I am, as long as that person is a friend that I appreciate, I will still put my best effort in helping him/her to solve the problem. Yeah. So after the helping is done, as usual, people will thank me. "Oh, thank you so much for the help!! You are so kind" And there goes the blah and blah and blah. But, when

时好时坏

2009-11-08T11:01:00.004+08:00

仍然脱离不了时好时坏~But, it's okay I guess. 我，身为再普通不过的人(废话)一定会有失手的时候。以前，一失手就会有种跌入地狱的感觉。想哭，沮丧!现在，ok 啦。在学习的过程中不可能有百分百的成功。反正，try一下新的东西也ok。没try过又怎么会知道work不work。就算成果并没有达到最好的效果，至少，我自己知道，我已努力过。而且，也领悟到那一招到底work不work了了。所以，以后就不会在犯下同样的错咯! ^^我没有在自我安慰啦。说真的啦。。来了THE ONE。获益匪浅! 心理变化也极大~ 回头一看，原来自己变了这么多。以前的我真的太肤浅了。现在，也不算好到那里去。哈哈~At least,我还蛮满意现在的progress啦。时好时坏，也不见得是一件坏事吧。习惯了就不会那么害怕成功的天堂与失败的地狱~

偷笑

2009-11-07T18:14:00.006+08:00

Let's talk about Wei Ting's birthday celebration first. It was her birthday yesterday. And,.. DUH! Of course we will celebrate for this little kiddo! Haha!Always the four of us. Why So Lame looked as though he was frozen? =.="Xin and 23!!! Haha~~Wahlao~ Hsiao Shen geh pose.. Lol~~大家笑到见牙不见眼~~ ^-^Oh no! Simon kena aluba!! LOL~~ *pain*Ita daki masu!!Ahh~~Everyone! Cheers~~***************************

Again and again

2009-11-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Yer.. I don't like this kind of feeling loh. (>-<)Very unfair.You are so selfish.Gahhh~~~

Lalala~~

2009-11-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

个人喜好没有绝对如果这样就算肤浅那种脑袋才可悲对对对对对怎么说都对你们很奇怪捏一下说要悲一下又说不够K你只要耶耶不要一直变变不然就给我钱我就装乖不吠

相信我永远是罪人

2009-11-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

我觉得,我永远是个罪人。只要我一发言，我就注定得罪人，伤害人。可我还是个再普通不过的人。普通得来，又有点聪明过头。我指的不是knowledge的聪明，而是思想的聪明。有很多东西，我都会在空档时间里一一分析。发生的一切，都很少会让它不了了之。大家都觉得成果比过程重要。可我无法这么想。过程中的小小细节，我都有放在眼里。我都很在意。所以，"失惊无神"出现的成果如果跟我在过程中看到的，体会到的大大不同，。。。。er。。很奇怪咯。><无意要让任何人感到伤心失望。我只不过想说出我的感受，我的想法而已。我真的无力一直站在他人的角度去体谅人家。请你们也站在我这儿，看看我该怎么想的吧~ 我是真的累了呃。

我还能怎样

2009-11-05T19:40:00.003+08:00

No doubt. My mind is very messed up, once again.Too many stories. Too many to think. Too hard to respond.I wasn't in the story. I was just the spectator, watching how things are going on. Well, very disappointing one. Really. The more I know, the more restless I feel. =.="//////我想，我没有资格说什么吧。如果要我惊讶的反应，那只会显得我又狼狈，又白痴。我只能什么都不去想。所有的为什么，除非是你们说，否则我是不会问的。你们快乐就好了。I wanna care less

When everything says "hello"

2009-11-02T17:29:00.008+08:00

It was a big day for me. Nah.. It's not my birthday. It's that I was to do a presentation on an ad for my Language Communication Skill.Let's talk about the whole process of preparation for this presentation. First of all, we already fixed our customer as KTMB. Then, we moved on to doing surveys. REAL surveys. Then, we thought of the problems and solutions together. Somehow, we were stuck when it

31st blue

2009-10-31T21:39:00.004+08:00

It is rather rare for busy people like to me to realize that it's the last day of the month. Somehow, the number "31" just keep appearing in my mind. It is reminding me that it's another end of a month. *sigh* I can't exactly remember what I have done in this month. Everything seems to be too rapid and too blurred. Too many things happened in a short time. I just don't have the capability to